Hopefully Things Will Go Well And Today Will Be My Last Day Alive 🤞

self isolation period over. im back bitches :3

@tortured-alcoholic @yippie-stitches @oldmandeppression @ch3m1c4l-0r1c-0v3rr34ct10n @dec4yingdogteeth @patiori uhh i forget sorry

expect your regularly scheduled mental illness posting :D

Sometimes I look at some cvtspo pics and feel like a loser because my scars are nothing compared to these people. Like I need to cut myself better, deeper, messier. I need to look exactly like that one picture I've seen.

i hope you DIE for your heinous crimes (my fp being nice to you a few times)

god will punish me for my sins

Gokurakugai by Yuto Sano – Chapter 19 ⦿ Let’s Make a Suicide Pact

Hello please reblog this if you’re okay with people sending you random asks to get to know you better

“Why do I get no asks or anons???”

Gives the most lazy shit uninteresting responses ever

I am a lazy shitty uninteresting girl. Sorry if that isn’t ur thing

i hate that i cant fucking enjoy anything because its either im worried its NOT something i actually like and that i basically copied it% mimiced someone else or that its too generalized of a thing to like or i dont do it good enough so i should shoot muself or overd0se right now because im bad at it

heres an example

i like music. i like vocaloid alot and kikuos music

problem. i cant tell if its me that i like anymore or i copied it cuz half of my fucking interests and personality or all of it is fake. secondly its too genetalizrf and everyone i know likes it meaning im normal and not good enough and should kill myself now. thirdly i literally dont know the lyrics are meaning therefore im a faker and should kll myself now.

sh culture is wanting to have your scars out but also for no one to see them

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everything is self harm if you try hard enough