If It Takes Me Falling

Bye, Deciever

Listen close

Carefully

I have to say something

But you wont want to hear it

Anymore than i want to say it.

I want to be more

Than you will let me be.

So please

Give me time

This time

Wait- are you listening?

This is what i mean

I need you to understand

I need you to see

I am small,

You've made me this way

I am meant to be invincible

But you got in the way.

I know you've been hur- are you joking?

This is my point!

You ignore me

You restrain me

Then you slaughter my pride.

Do you understa- LISTEN!

It takes more courage

Then i have to say this

But i will

Because i must

So if you ever loved me

Listen now

To my final words

That is, for you

Goodbye

Does the moon feel lonely

When it is all alone

Because nobody is awake

To see it?

Snow capped kisses

Melt beneath your gaze

As we set out on a path

To nowhere

In hopes that someday

We will stumble upon

Something greater

Than ourselves

Can you hear the darkness breathing?

In and out

The shadows are eerily still

Yet alive

With the telltale beat

Of a blackened heart

Living in the Empty

How can i feel like empty space?

A dark abyss

Infinite in its shallows

And also in its depths

I am swimming forever

Drowning in an eternal loop

Only to awake once more

In the neverending shadows

I am being swallowed

Trapped, consumed, then freed

Alone in this infinity

With only darkness to breathe.

The forget-me-nots aren't blooming.

They wither on the sill

No amount of water

Could ressurect them still.

The sunlight shines enough for them,

But all I think to do

Is to let them die right there

Like my relationship with you.

Vulnerable for You

There is more to me

Then you are willing to know

But if you decide to care

I guess i can show

You the parts of myself

That i hide

Beneath my skin

Deep down inside

I guess i am trying to say

I love you

October Rain

I slam the screen door

And listen to the sound

Of the raindrops falling

On the tin roof.

The crisp air

Sends me chills

But the cider

Warms my heart

Oh how i miss

With all my soul

The sweet sound

Of October rain

Colorblind Problems... just me?

So I'm colorblind, and when I was starting at a new school everybody was super freaked when they found out. People always point at things and ask what color it is... is this just me? Like this,

People: Ooh! You’re colorblind? What color is the sky?

Me: Blue.

People: What color is this paper?

Me: White.

People: You aren’t colorblind, why would you lie?

Me: I’m not lying, I am colorblind. I’m just not colorstupid.

But then there are sometimes...

People: Ok, what color is this peanut butter?

Me: ...

Me: Green..?

If you were hurt

By the words that i said

You never stood a chance

To the ones in my head