I Didn't Want To Be In Love

I didn't want to be in love

You caught me by surprise

But I'm a coward, so in fear

I smothered you with lies

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crazycrapinc

4 months ago

Of all the insults you've thrown

"Soft" has hurt the most.

To hear that the years of love and laughter

That carved the lines in my cheeks

Were a weakness

Wounds me as much as the slaps you endured

At the hands of people far less soft than I.

In a moment my pain will pass, I know

And pity will set in

At how sad it is that you were raised

To see compassion as a flaw.

Day 3/14

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crazycrapinc

6 years ago

In the shakey moments

Between wake and sleep

I let loose the tears

That I didn’t let you see

They fall upon my pillow

And transform into rust

Reminding me that we

Are nothing more

Than dust

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crazycrapinc

4 years ago

How cute, he got me roses

As if plants could fix this mess

The paleness of the petals

Are completely meaningless.

But still, he bought me flowers

I guess that means he cares

But it takes a little more than that

To make this all seem fair.

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crazycrapinc

6 years ago

And in that moment

I finally understood

What it meant to feel

Breathless

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crazycrapinc

6 years ago

I knew i had to leave you

When sitting by your side

Began to feel painful

Instead of like home

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crazycrapinc

5 years ago

Kisses between

Desperate mouths

Inhaling like a drag

From a cheap cigarette

Remembering a time

When all we desired

Were words

Instead of actions

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crazycrapinc

7 years ago

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crazycrapinc

6 years ago

Have you ever

Felt as if

Breathing water

Would be easier

Than breathing

Air?

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crazycrapinc

5 years ago

You are the road

Less traveled

And the girl

Less loved

But that doesn't mean

You're worthless

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crazycrapinc

4 years ago

I’ve grown accustomed to the quiet

That lie beyond my door

So it was all the more

Disquieting

When I heard voices from the floor

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