Reblog If You Used To Look At Thinspo Alone In Your Room At Now, But Now You’re At School, In The Car,

I cannot believe the amount of posts I'm seeing complaining about "wannarexics" not being the real deal are you seriously gatekeeping anorexia

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i completely changed the way i present myself in regards to my name and my pronouns and i guess it’s bc i don’t like who i am

sometimes i feel like a different person like different people all at once even or just one after the other my personality is always the same but i feel different sometimes i feel feminine and cheery other times i feel more masculine and low key sometimes i feel like nothing like an entity like i’m not really here i don’t know what i am

i’m not sure who i should be which one of me is actually me? who am i?

Orange and pink stim board!

Stim credit - 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9

It's for me 💋

Honestly, I love feeling confidently sexual. I want people to see me, hear the clack of my heeled boots, and think "damn, that's a slut". I want sugar free lollies to turn men on as I obliviously suck them. I want that attention. To get dress coded. To look fun. I want to feel powerful.

Not have these jiggly thighs and flabby tummy. I don't want my thigh high stockings to spill over like muffins. Leg flab to buldge from my fishnets. I want my collarbones to peak over my shoulder cut tops, and chokers to accentuate my jugular. I want to have long fingers perfect to touch you with, and cheekbones that stick out whenever you put anything in my mouth. I want my skin to finally be smooth, and clear. Shoulders too bony to support my lingerie straps letting them entice you as you imagine stripping me down. I want to be confident in the treasures you'll find underneath. My eyes to look big. My hipbones to be an arrow pointing to where I want you.

I want it all. I want it, I want it so bad. Perhaps I'm a sadomasochist torturing myself. Edging myself to that body, and then, then... then... ruining it. I scream and cry begging master to let me have it, but the mirror has no reply.

You want it bitch? Work for it.

LAST POSTS BEFORE DEATH:

Alex Sullivan - Killed by mass murder, James Holmes, during a midnight screening of ‘The Dark Night Rises’ in 2012.

Darren Mitchell - This was Mitchell’s final post before he and his car were swept away in the 2016 Texas floods. Mitchell’s body was discovered more than a mile downstream from where his overturned truck was located.

Dorothy Dutiel - Dutiel killed her best friend, and ex-girlfriend, May Kieu, before killing herself on a patio at Independence High School. The murder-suicide was determined to be fuelled by Kieu no longer loving Dutiel.

Cor Pan - Pan posted this photo of Malaysian airline MH17 along with the caption “if the plane disappears, this is what it looks like” in reference to the missing Malaysian airline, MH370. MH17 was later shot down over the Ukraine-Russia border.

Gary Slok - Slok posted this photo of himself and his mother, Petra Langeveld, to Facebook before take-off. The pair, on board flight MH17, were on their way to a holiday retreat designed for single parents and their children. 

Hannah -  Hannah was found dead in the woods of her hometown in Georgia soon after these Tweets. Hannah spoke frequently to her friends about an alleged stalker. Police claim she suffered a “violent death” and it was at the hands of someone she knew. Her murderer has yet to be found. 

Jaylen Fryberg - Opened fire in the school cafeteria, wounding at least 4 students and killing 1, before turning the gun on himself. Shooting was suspected to be motivated by a failed romance.

Rose Mayr  - Mayr and her friend, Elizabeth Nass, were killed moments after this Tweet when a train derailed, crushing them under tons of coal. 

Colleen Burns - Burns died after tumbling from this exact cliff face moments after this photo was taken.

Michelle Rowling - Rowling made this post after finding out her ex-boyfriend, Montrell Cooper, was released from jail. Cooper stabbed her to death moments after the posting.

Matthew DeRemer - DeRemer was killed after a drunk driver collided with his motorbike just hours after writing this post. 

Montrell Jackson - Jackson was killed 2 weeks later in what was dubbed, the ‘2016 shooting of Baton Rouge police officers’ by Gavin Long.

Reeva Steenkamp - Steenkamp was shot dead that night by boyfriend, and paralympic champion, Oscar Pistorius.

Skylar Neese - Neese was stabbed to death by former friends, Rachel Shoaf and Sheila Eddy, after the pair convinced Neese to hang out with them - despite their falling out.

LINK TO PART 2:

Reasons to lose weight:

So that exercise is easier.

I really  had lots of fun drawing the fnaf again .

r e b l o g (i f)

food consumes every thought

you feel heavy and just. so fucking disgusting.

you want to feel the hunger

gaining weight is one of your biggest fears

you want to be that friend who’s perfect

you just want it all to melt off right now.