this is literally orin scrivello💀💀
i think enrida/juangarde should be more popular but i also fear that their dynamic and characters will get bastardized and woobified so maybe I Am Content with only having like 5 people on this earth care about the boyfriends
rip matt engarde you would have loved shauna dean cokeland
“But what does Grover bring to the table? He’s just the comedy relief character.” Grover is juggling the role of babysitter, mediator, and emotional manipulator and he cracks jokes too? Give him a BREAK
no bc i never see anyone talk about this and the wider implications on how that affects Every 2-4 Character aside from my irl friend. obvs matt isn't entirely free from blame but when he led the life he did because a large part of his childhood was destroyed by inpax Dating Him When He Was A Kid, how much of his later bad decisions are really *entirely* his fault
its just. I hate when aa does this, makes a story out of "oh this adult and child are in a relationship, but surprise! the child is actually the evil one!! feel bad for the pedophile!!" but at the same time it makes such fucking interesting dynamics and storylines.
Mind boggling to me that most people don't actually recognize the true weight of what Inpax did to Matt and Juan.....
With Matt specifically you've got the age thing and the fact that he was certainly a child when he and Inpax, a whole adult woman, got together but it's not like Juan being 19 was much better. Technically he's legal when they're together. but he's a child star. and she must have known him before he was 18.
And then you get into the power dynamics of it all. Dating your manager??? "Dating"???? Being groomed to think you love the person that has a major hand in your public reputation, your appearances, your career trajectory...... Inpax didn't want boyfriends, she wanted boys—BOYS. NOT MEN.—that she could sculpt into something that benefited her. The manager of a star, that's what she wanted.
I just. I really don't think people talk about her enough. This woman was not the victim in her situation!!!!!! "Oh Matt was a bad boyfriend" . the child. the child who has spent his youth on screen. was immature and not the best romantic partner for a woman that's bound to be mid-twenties at least ? that is so shocking . i can not believe the kid is acting like how a kid would act . -_-
Anyway . Matt and Juan deserved better.
the rake not-yet-punished
!! ace attorney 2-4 spoilers !!
Okay so like . Yes I have my fix-it fic alternative timeline where the assassination never happens. But thinking about canon. Matt going to jail probably for life with no chance of parole with the shit he pulled. And just what happens in that prison. Because there's no way he lasts more than a few years. I have it actually fully fleshed out in my head what happens and would definitely write about it if the three Matt Engarde enjoyers would be interested. He definitely takes himself out. Gets someone to do it for him in a tragic full-circle ordering-a-hit moment.
He is small and soft. Like mash potato
something something connecting matt to icarus. both of my loves whose stories and legacies have been bastardized by people who claim to know them. for different reasons of course but the sentiment still stands. i finished up my icarus poem, maybe i gotta write one about matt hm.
so this ended up being my dark urge wild magic sorcerer for bg3 that I made based on Matt. Didn't feel like downloading any mods to make it super accurate to how he looks in the OG game but like. He's pretty so idc. Yes Juan is his guardian. Bc I'm gay and stupid and so are they
21, he/him || matt engarde enthusiast || hq atz bllk aa || cosmicallylyss/serpentcorelyss on ao3
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