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hey, I'm here for the game. Already rebbloged and followed, my initial is M and i'm 24

Who has a big crush on me?

Thank you!! 💙🧜‍♀️🐬

Who has a big crush on M?

10 of wands rx, ace of wands

The person who has a big crush on you is someone who’s recently let go of a lot of mental blocks that held them back before; their shyness is one. They feel a strong attraction to you, but it’s not just about physical chemistry—they also want something more stable and meaningful. However, they’re struggling with their timidity and not expressing their feelings openly yet, even though they’ve definitely been watching you closely, maybe through social media or in casual interactions. They are trying to secretly get intel about you. This is likely someone in your everyday life, quietly admiring you from a distance while trying to figure out how to approach you.

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Thank you so much! You hit the nail on the head with the creative part. When I opened this blog, I spent quite a while thinking about how I was going to decorate it, what readings I was going to do. In fact, I think I had the first one halfway done before I even opened the blog. I put a lot of effort and screen time into it.

I think that’s what made this bother me a bit more. I still have a lot to polish and improve, and even though I haven’t been very active since November, I hope I can continue and get better at it. The combination of feeling burnout from personal matters and then finding out about that was just bad timing. I really considered deleting this blog because of this. But these little messages have encouraged me a lot. I might actually leave this account as it is and not be too brash about it, lol 🫶🏽💛

Addressing an Ongoing Issue Before My Return

I have noticed strong similarities between my content and this person's ever since I created my blog, and just a few days later, this person @/hermetiqa changed the aesthetic of theirs. I know i am a small blog with less than 400 followers and i disappear a lot. I have had sad experiences with plagiarism before, people have stolen my work (tarot and non tarot), and even if this isn’t exactly that, it’s really frustrating when someone with a bigger blog starts taking a lot of inspiration from you, never acknowledges it, you block them, and even after being blocked, they come back and keep doing it.

There’s no problem with being inspired, the issue is the context and how often it happens. Especially because this person changed their aesthetic after I opened my blog, along with their masterlist. I only found out now that they kept going because some friends outside my tarot blog told me. My last post was in November and guess what? So was theirs. I don’t know them, and they don’t know me. But the vibe here for me stinks bad. There’s also one thought that crossed my mind, even if it sounds silly: their blog has been around longer than mine, so what if I come back and they do it again? I won't feel comfortable because they made it weird. They could have said: oh and this masterlist was inspired by clairdelune. Like, they have paid readings, and are gaining money out of people. If you are having a business at least be transparent and support newcomers with their small business too when there's something you like or something you take inspo from.

PSA: I don't want anyone to give me advice on how to proceed, I just want to vent about this and not feel like I'm crazy. Even if it doesn't seem like it, this takes A LOT of time and days. Making tarot readings for a lot of public is draining because of the energies, and then decorating and coming up with something to make it look attractive is also draining. It's not a crime to get inspired, but the way this person has handled it has made me angry and feel a very bad energy around it.

For context this was their blog before:

It was simple, cute, straight to the point with three pictures. When you went down to read your pile, no section of "signs" with mbti or astrological placements where there. I love mbti, i checked their readings superficially and never noticed them referencing them. Here, you can see it for yourself:

then here's where it all started for me. This is what their masterlist looked like before:

Now this is what it looked like after taking inspiration from me and not even changing the roman numbers. Just changing small details but the essence is there. That's the difference with inspo and copy. You can take inspo from someone but the essence is going to be yours. If they did not change a few little tiny things, this would be confused with mine.

After this I blocked them. My thought process was: If they are a big blog and can do this with no one raising their eyebrows, It's safe to say they could even take inspo from my pictures and even readings. I don't know them, I don't know if this could be a one time thing or something that can continue, or worse: something that can enter plagiarism. I was hoping this would be enough for them to never see my blog again. But no. It kept going. At least they haven't copied what i write as I am aware.

Now, this can get tricky because unlike plagiarism, this is more inspiration based. Which is not a crime, but again, this being done heavily, with no acknowledgement whatsoever because i am a lesser known blog and after getting blocked? Not so nice and too much to be coincidence. Check the dates.

Same months, and this one took two weeks because before that, they posted another reading in between. I mean, putting floating png objects is not a trademark. But after I blocked them for what they did with my masterlist it pissed me off. Right now, them gaining more interactions with their post after this and with no acknowledgement is what did not sit well with me. It is hard to be a new blog in the tarot community and opening a ton of ask games for people to then unfollow you when they get their energy and reading from you and never interact with your blog again. Specially when this was a chance for you to get some money for college. But then again, seeing the strong similarities gets tricky, but you can see the inspiration.

Mine:

Theirs:

They never posted that section before. You can see it in their readings before, right? So when I started posting it too, guess what? they did it too. You know, it doesn’t feel fair that even after blocking them so they would leave me alone and find someone else to get inspired by, they still have this recurrent thing with me and might keep doing it with anything new I come up with. Because i stopped posting readings, the last reading I posted was the same theme (romantic partner) and with strong similarities as mine. I have not posted ever since. The one before that for me was future spouse related and theirs too. You know what's crazy? Mine got a lot of trouble and issues with the aesthetic I had to pull it down. This person's energy is so down heavy it made me put down my reading.

This can be called speculation, but we are in a spiritual community and I believe this could not be a coincidence and their energy towards me is not a good one. You can check the date. All in november. This is also a warning for other tarot readers, if you are sensitive like me with people's vibes, beware when opening a tarot blog.

They don't just do it with one thing and move on, they keep doing it with several things even after not being well received by my end, and it becomes annoying and it literally made me put my own post down.

I just want to leave this here before closing this blog and moving on, because honestly this hasn't been my year and I know it’s just starting, but little things like this don't give me a good vibe to keep running such an open blog to any audience. The energy is so draining and I want to do impulsive things like deleting my posts. Because I start thinking back to times where people straight up stole my work or envied it and posted it as theirs and I don't want that happening again.

Again, please, be mindful with your comments. If you have something rude to say, keep it.

my first favorite hobby is yapping. second is being extremely quiet and not talking ever at all ever.

Hi ,

I would like to participate in your game as i am also start tarot but not to much good it. I would like to know about my future spouse first impression on me. Initals- R.A ♊️ (✨️💁‍♀️)

And please give me some tips of tarot ...

Thank you and have a nice day 😊

RA's future spouse first impression of them

empress rx, 10 of swords

You will seem detached or distant at first and that will catch their attention. They will see you zoning out during conversations. Like you're uninterested. Maybe your body language shows hesitation—crossed arms or avoiding eye contact—making them feel like you’re holding yourself back. They’ll pick up on a bit of uncertainty from you. It'll make them intrigued. They’ll sense that you’ve been through tough times; they might notice subtle signs like tired eyes or droopy eyes, a serious expression, or maybe a moment where you seem deep in thought or even guarded during a conversation. You won’t appear as someone who’s fully in their normal energy at that moment, but rather like you’re in the process of bouncing back. They’ll feel that you’re strong but not at your best, almost as if you’re still healing from a tough period in your life. It could be because you were exhausted after a stressful day and not feeling at the top of your game. Because they will notice it and connect it to you not being at your best that day. But still finding you intriguing!

Now for some tarot tips: what has helped me has been to find a shuffling technique that best suits me. to have a document where i put the key words that symbolize or relate to each card (from minor arcana to major arcana). oh, and not to pull too many cards. i remember when i started i used to draw 8 cards and looked for tarot spreads with a lot of spreads because i didn't know which one to use and thought the more the merrier (big mistake, huge). it was insaaane. i got exhausted easily. then i realized that with three or two cards, and one card to clarify the one i don't understand is more than enough sometimes! 

heyyy, for the feedback: I'm curious about this person, seems like a interesting one. Based on the reading the are a hardworker, dedicated to me and has a lot of passion for sure

Thank you for the reading 💙

Heyyy! I’m glad you liked the reading 💙 Wishing you the best with this connection haha—hope it all goes well. And thank you lots for the feedback!

i’m never underestimating the toll it takes to interpret a tarot spread

hey, dear. i would like to enjoy your free reading.

as a child, i considered myself spontaneous and outgoing. however, after certain events, i became the opposite, much more shy (sorry, english is not my first language).

what triggered this change and what do i still need to work on?

my initials are 'efa', i'm 19 years old, aries rising in the house one.

What triggered this change in EFA and what do they still need to work on?

When I did your spread, it caught my attention that everything started with a major arcana (judgment in reversed), which in my opinion is so blocked that it did not catch my attention, i don’t know how to explain it but the card was so… cloudy? Then when I was drawing the last card, another major arcana came out (the emperor); where he was sitting in control and relaxed. The energy of him was so strong that I could not focus on the other cards lmao.

The root of your problem is that you have a huge block on your own introspection. It really clouded my judgment, I can't imagine how hard it must be for you. But as I was saying, you are being so hard on yourself. Like an excessive anguish for the sake of not relying on others again. Maybe in that experience that marked you you were judged excessively to the point that you internalized it too. You were judged by emotionally unstable people, I can feel the heaviness of them from here. I think they drove you to hold back and put out that fire and spontaneity you had, maybe to fit in? No man, I better stop because I'm getting angry at them channeling this (ugh, I'm so sorry that happened to you). What's blocking your return to your spontaneous and outgoing self is your struggle to be clear about cultivating your emotions. To be a more compassionate and big-hearted person. You may overanalyze social situations from a place of emotional sensitivity (which is understandable), but in doing so you extinguish your flame. The negative criticisms and the attempt to turn off your flame was in vain, you have the queen of cups come out and she talks about learning to cultivate what you already have. It is interesting how after all this done to you, you still got the queen of all the suit of cups. This gives me to understand that you don't need to make a radical change lol, you just need to re-cultivate daily routines in order to reconnect with this side of you that went dormant. You must let it flow naturally again. An effective way to make it flow naturally again is to take control of what you allow and what you don't allow. You must develop a solid foundation of self-confidence. Because once you do is when you can be your spontaneous and outgoing self. Avoiding and not being direct is not setting boundaries, EFA. The last letter made me dizzy! lmao your boundaries are confusing. Or maybe this situation that happened to you was deeper than I can imagine. But since it's a free game let's not get off track. Anyway, as I was saying: you should practice saying no, you should trust your intuition more about which people give you a bad feeling and which others do not. In particular, let go of that excessive judgment that you carry in you for not being the same person you were before. Others made you pay for it, don't do it yourself. You are free of it when you decide not to do it to yourself. Don't please anyone. Become like the emperor, sitting in your chair, in control, direct and unafraid to look straight ahead with your head held high. I recommend the sandwich technique, oh and this video to create boundaries is very good. Start at your own pace and remember that you are not selfish in setting boundaries, it is simply self-care.

Casually dropping his hyper fixation into the convo so he’s forced to talk to me for another hour

https://www.tumblr.com/clairdelunetarot/766645024896237568/hi-how-are-you-my-initials-are-el-and-im-19?source=share

Feedback ✨️

The reading was extremely accurate. It’s true that I focus a lot on 'giving,' and most of the time it’s not reciprocated, which ends up making the relationships one-sided, and I’m a bit tired of that. I will definitely take your advice into account from now on, and I’ll work on the three things you mentioned.

Thank you so much for the reading, I really appreciate it. You helped me a lot! And I’ll keep this phrase in mind: 'Don't expect others to fill your cup when you can do it too' ❤️‍🩹

thank you so much for your kind words ❣️🥺 i am really glad it resonated with you and you found it helpful. it is so important to recognize when you are giving more than you get in return so i am proud of you for wanting to shift that balance in your life! wishing you the best <3