"I'm okay." I say as my bones crack into a thousand pieces.
"It doesn't hurt." I respond when asked about bruises all over my body.
"Really, I'm fine." I tell my friend as I can physically feel my muscles separate from the surrounding tissue.
"I can make it." I assure my mother before entering a mall with no mobility aids.
"It's gotten better." I lie to my doctor.
bad pain day, 2023, me
alternate titles include “ouch :(“ and “my fucking hips hurt”
Always
I think my English teacher hates theater kids.
It's the beginning of the school's theater rehearsals and he's making us read the "M" Word.
I'm scared to even write the damn word, let alone say it - even when there's no productions going on.
You don't feel like wearing your compression socks today?
That's fine,
But just think of how good your calves would look if you did.
You don't know shame until you are almost crying in Millennium Park because of your body not being able to keep up with the people you are with.
I fucking hate my body.
There was a dude who looked like Elon Musk in the ER.
People think that I'm lying about my health problems.
Like if I wanted to lie about something like that, I would choose something more believable.
It's weird that doctors question me when I say that I have both a heat and cold intolerance.
Like you're the one who asked and I gave you a truthful answer.
YES I have both and YES it makes my life more difficult but I know my limits and how to use heating a cooling tools so that I feel good. I understand why you think it's weird and don't understand why it's possible, but that doesn't mean that you can say that it's not possible.
I love the disability pride pin!
found this shwaty <3
now thats more like what my hair looks like <3
tagging (no pressure) : @knifes-and-arson @shybrunettepainter @chaotic-chai-lover @smilingtears @krish-but-better @spider-kitsune @taeyamayang @smallmightsupremacy @zer0-is-me @bleedinglynx @horridhenry06 @angelshimaa
This is beautiful...
Wearing Tang dynasty style hanfu and playing a Phantom of the Opera medley on traditional Chinese instruments.
Instrument labels added by me :)
Tis' my birthday and I am now officially the dancing queen, young and sweet.
(I am in so much pain)