Really Craving A Cheesestring Rn But I Ate Lunch Today So Im Chugging Water Instead, Plus I Only Have

need a cigarette and to be beat up

its not like i hate food but i hate how it makes me feel insane, wdym im tweaking out bc a friend proposed a hang out and i cant 100% without a fail predict what we gonna end up eating bc she proposed 3 diffrent locations

”you have to cut out ALL liquid calories if you want to lose we-“ YOU CAN TAKE MY HOT CHOCOLATE FROM MY COLD, DEAD, SOMETIMES GRAY HANDS YOU SON OF A BITCH

relapsed after a year im so disappointed in myself

im going to d1e christmas eve and christmas involve so much food and my sister cooks so much. i feel gross already

Replacing $h with an 3d like:

“i’m so much better now!” I can barely sleep and I have the calories of an apple bookmarked

“i don’t hurt myself anymore!” My stomach is constantly growling and literally consuming itself

“well i don’t punish myself with harm” if i eat too much I fast until I’m lightheaded or pass out

"why do u need to lose weight u look fine" well people actually treat me like a human now ive lost weight

cheesestrings are my favorite things ever 60 calories for one, fun to eat AND the taste and texture are perfect for my autistic ass

day twenty three gang!

yes definitely, ive always wanted to be thin, and in asia (where im from) the beauty standard is to be skinny and pale, and im neither unfortunately. tbf i live in a western country now, so ive started liking my skin more

unfortunately i think i’ll always be a junkorexic