Relapsed After A Year Im So Disappointed In Myself
relapsed after a year im so disappointed in myself
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drinking water to ignore the hunger 😊
its not like i hate food but i hate how it makes me feel insane, wdym im tweaking out bc a friend proposed a hang out and i cant 100% without a fail predict what we gonna end up eating bc she proposed 3 diffrent locations
parents got confused and didn’t choose me at all
day nine
yes, i always got small comments about my weight from friends and family plus im asian and the weight standards are very harsh. ive never been overweight, but not eating gives me control and im so sick of being average in everything
day ten
pastries and homemade food. i loved eating danishes and croissants, but now all i see is calories and homemade food doesnt have nutritional labels or serving portions, so its too risky
why the fuck is christmas surrounded by food and everyone wants me to eat and try all their food it makes it so hard to not binge im going INSANE. like do they want me to be fat? im 427 calories over today
everyone in my life is so talented and passionate that i have to compensate for my uselessness with not eating
4 kilos away from being underweight 💕
stress binged for like a week so now ive got to starve for a week
this is not okay i get the exact same order every time i go to mcdonalds and my bsf will know something is up if the first time i agree to go in 3 months i dont get my average order
am i possibly overreacting by calculating how many cal0ries i need to save to eat out with my friend in three weeks 😭 why is a single burger like 800 cal0ries
