I Just Weighed Myself After Like A Week Im 50.1kg Im So Close To Reaching The 40s But I Have Some Intense

relapsed after a year im so disappointed in myself

i will always be a junkorexic i fear

“im a fan of the pro 4n4 nation, i do them drugs to stop the f-food cravings” ⋆ ˚ 𝜗𝜚˚ ⋆

THIS BECAUSE WHY ARE PROTEIN BARS LIKE THREE QUID

starving is surprisingly expensive

lowcal alternatives, water enhancers, multivitamins, etc

if i don't get skinny then everything ive done will be for nothing. all the time ive spent obsessing over food, counting calories, exercising, purging; none of it will matter if i don't become skinny.

may have outed myself as a rexie today when i said alot of calories was 1000-2000 a day and everyone was like the fuck at your size (im short asf) you should be having atleast 1600 😓 its fine they're concerned but cant do shit

overheard my family shit talking me im sorry im not happy and nice when this is the first year anniversary week of my su!cide attempt and i havent eaten anything today? i know they dont know but im so tired i cant cope

ate lunch today and i feel worse than ever. this morning i reached my lw of 48.4kg but now i think im back over 50 i feel so ill

Standing up and going blind for 10 seconds

almost a year clean down the drain ffs man i hate myself