may have outed myself as a rexie today when i said alot of calories was 1000-2000 a day and everyone was like the fuck at your size (im short asf) you should be having atleast 1600 😓 its fine they're concerned but cant do shit
im going to d1e christmas eve and christmas involve so much food and my sister cooks so much. i feel gross already
day 3
these are my two favorite thinsp0s, i love the first girls hair and how beautiful her body is, and i like the second girls skin and how its so pale
i cannot finish anything on a weird minute, i have to stop doing things on a good number (ex: 12, 12:30)
i want to die but i know ill never have the confidence to do it myself, but nights like these i feel awful, its like a constant emptiness inside me all the time
I gained a bunch of weight in the summer and I need to lose it bc I actually look disgusting now and I need a good tracking app if anyone knows one 🎀
day twenty seven
i have NOT been keeping up (school sorry gang) but if its food i love, i honestly have a bite but dont let myself have more, or i just pretend something gross is in it ngl
having a breakdown why is my face so fat and round i hate it
i hate myself and i hate binging
day twenty two
ive been incredibly sad recently so i forgot about this. anyway, my lowest weight was probably about 47kg, but then i became $uic1dal and i was convinced i wouldnt live the year out so i binged loads bc i was depressed lmao