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Im Watching The Xfiles Rn

If youd like to listen to me ramble about it I do that now and also i write fanfiction (a HeavyOnTheTragedy on AO3)

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11 months ago

“A 50yr old man today told me he ‘had to let me know that im a beautiful young lady’ at work today and like it was creepy but sir i haven’t washed my hair in five days be so for real”

casuallycryingoverbooks - Im Watching The Xfiles Rn
11 months ago

DIVORCE ARC???

Fuck am I gonna have to watch my parents get divorced again???

The x files… the themes… WHAT HAPPENED!!!!! If the x files had stuck to its theming it literally would’ve been the fact that Mulder and Scully loved each other that would save the day. But instead they decided to hurt them over and over and they never got their happy ending. Divorce arc and family members dying one by one and they never get anything they want and the grief is overwhelming and THATS NOT EVEN THE POINT OF THE SHOW!!!’ ITS JUST THE DRAMA FOR TELEVISION!!!!!

11 months ago

Does anyone else not get crushes on fictional characters, i don’t want to kiss them i just want them to kiss eachother


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11 months ago

i should be covered in blood right now

11 months ago

Not to try to influence the poll or anything but shes the hottest person ever

Gillian...💕

Gillian...💕

11 months ago

Gillian anderson is the funniest person ever

Did You Know About Chili’s?
Did You Know About Chili’s?
Did You Know About Chili’s?
Did You Know About Chili’s?
Did You Know About Chili’s?
Did You Know About Chili’s?
Did You Know About Chili’s?
Did You Know About Chili’s?
Did You Know About Chili’s?
Did You Know About Chili’s?

Did you know about Chili’s?

Gillian Anderson explains a certain piece of fanfic to David Duchovny.

Spooky Empire (10/27/18)

11 months ago

Hes so slutty

They Need To Make Men Like This Again PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
They Need To Make Men Like This Again PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
They Need To Make Men Like This Again PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
They Need To Make Men Like This Again PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

They need to make men like this again PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

11 months ago

I just saw this post and it made me remember that the first time i watched txf in the living room my step sister was like “why is the meme sound playing?” and i was so confused cuz i was sheltered asf and lived under a rock™️ so i never had vine and didn’t know what she was talking about 😭


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11 months ago

So i’m near the end of season 8 (and potentially putting it off a little) and with all the spoilers I’ve seen… how tf do they not both kill themself? Like all the grief I hear that they are about to suffer and then “yeah and then Scully just goes to be a normal doctor in the revival and they don’t really talk anymore” WHAT DO YOU MEAN? How does that happen? Like i’m sure I’ll find out but i feel like the show could’ve ended at season 5 (i do love dogget and reyes tho)


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So a while ago i was writing a “5 times scully was getting flirted with and mulder noticed and 1 time she did” but i never finished it and I never got to the part i really wanted to write but its pride month so I’m going to erite that singular scene right now ready go:

Carefully, after the car already started moving, Mulder said, “wow Scully, even women flirt with you.” Scully turned sharply, luckily he was the one driving.

“What do you mean?”

“That witness-“

“You mean the one in that white top?” Scully asked. Mulder nodded to her. “No.”

“Yeah, definitely.” Scully buried her red face in her hands.

“Mulder turn the car around,” she said. Mulder blinked in surprise… that had not been the reply he was expecting. He almost followed her instructions until his brain caught up with his body.

“What- no!”

“Oh come on! If it were you-“

“If it were me you would tell me I was being unprofessional!”

“Mulder.”

“Scully.”

“Please?”

“No, I want to get to bed.” That was a lie. Mulder didn’t care about going to sleep, he did, however, care about Scully going to flirt with someone else.

Idk what that was happy pride


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The night she had returned from Philadelphia Scully’s nose bled again.

She wasn’t an idiot.

She knew the signs and resigned herself to booking a doctor’s appointment in the morning. She still, believe it or not, had some friends-turned-acquaintances from her med school days. Among them was Julia Oakes, leading oncologist at Holy Cross Memorial Hospital.

Scully would make arrangements in the morning, go sometime in the next week before work, but for now she laid against her pillow and let the blood pool under her cheek, she’d toss the pillow case in the wash when she got up.

She considered calling someone, expressing her fears, but who would she tell? She couldn’t startle her mother with mere suspicion. Melissa was dead. Charlie was out following in their father’s footsteps and would not be home for several months, as far as she knew. Billy- well. Forget about Bill. And don’t even start about Mulder.

She didn’t think that she would even be able to look at him in the morning. Not out of embarrassment, because Scully wasn’t embarrassed. No. Scully couldn’t face him at the risk of spontaneous combusting from the rage that was coursing under her skin.

And congratulations for making an personal appearance in the Xfiles for the second time. It’s a world’s record.

How dare he. How dare he look at her like he was better than her. Like she was the villain for wanting something and having it go south. Wasn’t that his life story? He wanted to investigate an x-file and ended up getting injured. He wanted to find his sister and only got laughed at.

She was done. Not done with the x-files, she was fairly sure she was about to go down with that particular ship.

No.

She was done with him. She was done trying to be his friend, to help, to be his- something more. It was exhausting and quite frankly he didn’t deserve it and god dammit the blood was leaking in her mouth.

The coppery taste reminded her of rage.

She hated him. She vowed to herself that she would hold onto that rage in the coming months. That she wouldn’t let his akward, soft smile and apologies weaken her resolve,

But as the blood trickled down her neck she disdainfully admitted to herself that it wasn’t likely a promise she would keep.


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Very few things were as hot as Mulder’s fit in little green men

“I Was Sure You Were Dead. Mulder? It's Scully. Dana Scully. Do You Know Where You Are?” // “They
“I Was Sure You Were Dead. Mulder? It's Scully. Dana Scully. Do You Know Where You Are?” // “They
“I Was Sure You Were Dead. Mulder? It's Scully. Dana Scully. Do You Know Where You Are?” // “They
“I Was Sure You Were Dead. Mulder? It's Scully. Dana Scully. Do You Know Where You Are?” // “They
“I Was Sure You Were Dead. Mulder? It's Scully. Dana Scully. Do You Know Where You Are?” // “They

“I was sure you were dead. Mulder? It's Scully. Dana Scully. Do you know where you are?” // “They came, Scully... the ones that took her. They were here.” // “Here? Or here?” // “On the tapes... the tape. Evidence. Proof. And the transmissions, it's all here.” // “Proof of what?” // “Contact.”

Scully feels awful. She knows she looks it too, dark shadows under her eyes, all but skin and bone propped up in her hospital bed beside a laptop. Scully had sent her mother home, there was no need for her to be there when she had other things to do, she had to go to church. Scully knew this wasn’t the end for her. Not yet. She had another month at least. She was counting the. She wasn’t sure when she gone from fighting it, to dreading it, to reaching for it. Reaching for that handsome angle of death who would take her somewhere sweeter.

It was selfish, but she was tired.

Mulder had left the room to grab a coffee and Scully seized the opportunity. She knew better than to do it in bed, so she pushed herself up and leaned against the wall for support as she looked through drawer of the bedside table. Her brittle nails skimmed the paper, then her finger tips found purchase against the pack and she pulled it out. The cool press of the lighter against the dry skin of her palm was a comforting weight.

Scully drew a cigarette out of the box and took it between her lips. Her thumb struck the lighter and she held the flame to the end, almost exhaling in relief when it caught. There’d be time for that after, first she wanted to take a long drag. The nicotine flooded her system and for a moment made her feel a little more alive.

She was so engrossed in the feeling that she didn’t hear the snick of the latch moving from its spot and allowing the door to open. “Would you cut that out?” Asked an annoyed, neigh, enraged voice. Mulder stood in the door way, cheap styrofoam coffee cup in his hand. “You’re a doctor, don’t you know what that stuff does to you?”

Scully rolled her eyes and turned her head, exhaling the smoke away from Mulder. She didn’t tell him that it didn’t matter. He was so sure that he was so close to finding someone, to meeting the right person with the right tech or magic or whatever. She couldn’t burst his bubble, she could let him have his hope at least, even if she had abandoned hers.

Mulder placed the coffee cup down and crossed the room to pluck the cigarette from between her lips, tossing it on the ground and grinding it under his heel until he was sure it was out. While he cleaned up the debris, Scully lit another.

He gave her an incredulous look as she savored the taste of stress relief and college parties and rebellion on her tongue. “This,” she tapped the cig, “isn’t what put me in here, Mulder.”


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sitting here. unkissed. when will it end

I love Mulder, but my english teacher is ranting about his conspiracy theories and its making me realize if i was Scully dealing with Mulder I would’ve strangled him or quit


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I feel like if ellen (the mother of Scully’s godson s1e5 Jersey Devil, obviously a close friend who encourages her to go after Mulder literally in the FIFTH episode) had been in the series more, or Melissa for that matter, either Mulder and Scully’s relationship would’ve progressed 10x more quickly or we would’ve at least gotten a few “yeah i was telling ellen about y- about this case we’re working on.”

“Missy thinks you’re full of shit.” “And why does she thinks that” “well i was telling her about- never mind”

Ellen meeting Mulder with the “i’ve heard a lot about you.”

Or better yet Mulder greets Missy (if they hadn’t met for the first time during abduction arc) with “i’ve heard a lot about you” and Missy gives him the you’re-not-good-enough-for-my-baby-sister stare and responds with “Really? Because Dana’s told me absolutely nothing about you (lie).”

Just saying Scully needed more friends, Mulder got the gun men and Scully got be the only consistent female character for at least five season


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I think everyone has their “this should’ve been the canonically get-together” episode, mine is Detour.

Its right after cancer arc and I don’t think they would’ve gotten together during is because there was to much of a possibility for Mulder that she would be ripped away from him and it would feel too much to Scully like he was only with her out of guilt or pity because she was sick. But in detour they’ve both already realized what they are to each other, they have all these cute moments and god the motel room scene and the scene at night in the woods- don’t even get me started!

Anyway drop your “get together episode”

I feel like i should clarify that canon would be different after this, like they definitely weren’t together yet in ftf, but if they got together in detour it would be different, y’know?


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Brb im going to write a fic about Mulder seeing scully going through it™️ in the early seasons and seeing someone else trying to comfort her and she is having absolutely none of it then realizing that hes the only one she lets comfort her


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But you saved me as difficult as and frustrating as it’s been scully your goddamn strict rationalism and science have saved me a thousand times over. You kept me honest. Made me a whole person. I owe you everything, Scully, and you owe me nothing. I don’t know if i want to do this alone. I do even know if i can and if I quit now they win.

it’s always “ily” and never “bysmadaafaibsygsrashsmattoykmhymmawpioyesayomnidkiiwdtaidekiicaiiqktw”


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I'm so normal about my interests (so excited thinking about it I'm on the verge of throwing up)

My desire to write vs prework inability to do anything and my laptop on the verge of death

I think this is just a win for queequeg

in case you want something to weep about: Scully got to keep Queequeg for 2 more episodes than William (19 vs. 17).

I love Mulder’s reaction to Monica Reyes. He’s like you’re me but the only reason YOU haven’t been punched in the face is because you’re a woman.

Season 4… save me..

Save me

Save me season 4

FOX MULDER And DANA SCULLY In TELIKO (4.03)
FOX MULDER And DANA SCULLY In TELIKO (4.03)
FOX MULDER And DANA SCULLY In TELIKO (4.03)
FOX MULDER And DANA SCULLY In TELIKO (4.03)
FOX MULDER And DANA SCULLY In TELIKO (4.03)
FOX MULDER And DANA SCULLY In TELIKO (4.03)
FOX MULDER And DANA SCULLY In TELIKO (4.03)
FOX MULDER And DANA SCULLY In TELIKO (4.03)

FOX MULDER and DANA SCULLY in TELIKO (4.03)


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please please please please reblog if you’re a writer and have at some point felt like your writing is getting worse. I need to know if I’m the only one who’s struggling with these thoughts

Chapter 8 of A Muse, A Myth, A Mortal!

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“Who was that?” Sam asked.

“My boss.”

“You have your boss on speed dial?”

“I get in trouble a lot.”

“So nothing has changed?” Mulder grunted in assent. “What about the other two numbers you tried?”

“The first one is Scully’s cell phone and the second is her home phone."

“You really like your partner.” It wasn’t a question, but Mulder confirmed it anyway.

“I do. She tries her best to keep me out of trouble.”

“Then I guess we have to get there before he does.”


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“That leaves us with three hours- three DAYS of footage to watch to find this motherfucker” (or something like that) - David Duchovny

“Thats assuming we’re looking for a motherfucker.” - Gillian Anderson

four semi-realistic portraits of Gillian Anderson from various instances of the x files blooper reels. the first one is her in profile, with her early seasons hairstyle. she says "Mulder" and the speech bubble next to this one reads "what?" and then another speech bubble reads "suck my dick". the next portrait depicts her with shorter hair. she's looking at the viewer and says with a cigarette smoke coming out of her mouth "he's what you'd call a fucking asshole". in the third image she's wearing a helicopter headset and happily flipping the bird. the last portrait is a deleted scene from Fight the Future where she says "I don't fucking believe this, Mulder" and her incredulous expression shows that she does not indeed fucking believe this.

Dana Scully Gillian Anderson iconic moments: blooper edition

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