I’d still really like to come see you, I just have no idea when you work or if you still want me to wait til you’re ready like you asked. Hell at this point, you haven’t responded so I don’t know if you want me around at all or have even gotten my messages. Id really like another chance at even just being your friend, but I don’t want to ignore what you’ve asked and just push what I want. Just know I’m here and ready to put in the effort once you’re ready.
You could have just been honest, like I said, it’s ok to make mistakes, even though you might have made this one before. I know things have been difficult, and I know I wasn’t always able to be there in all the ways you needed. We both deserved better from each other. I still care, and I’m still here if you want to talk.
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It is all part of our journey.
Saying "must I put a leash on you?" when they keep wandering off in public just to watch them blush and immediately grab my hand to stay close.
“Its a frightening thought, that in one fraction of a moment you can fall in the kind of love that takes a lifetime to get over.”
— Beau Taplin