Looks Like Things With The New Business Are Going Well But Other Than That Everything Else Has Kinda

Today is makes 8 months of sobriety from Alcohol, and substances. I’m so fucking proud of myself!! Sucks that I had to walk away from everyone to achieve it, so there’s no one to celebrate it with, but just knowing I did it on my own makes it that much better.

I’d still really like to come see you, I just have no idea when you work or if you still want me to wait til you’re ready like you asked. Hell at this point, you haven’t responded so I don’t know if you want me around at all or have even gotten my messages. Id really like another chance at even just being your friend, but I don’t want to ignore what you’ve asked and just push what I want. Just know I’m here and ready to put in the effort once you’re ready.

Yup, bed all day sounds amazing. Back to teaching myself coding to distract my self from all these hellacious intrusive thoughts. Like, “thanks brain, I get it you hate me too, can we be a little more chill about it though? “

museum dates and late night walks

I can’t even begin to explain how I feel right now. This is beyond cruel, and I don’t even know why.

You kissed me goodbye but you never left. I see you every time I close my eyes.

“I am homesick for a place I am not sure even exists. One where my heart is full. My body loved. And my soul understood.”

— Melissa Cox

these are actually nice ASKs

1. selfie

2. what would you name your future kids?

3. do you miss anyone?

4. what are you looking forward to?

5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?

6. is it hard for you to get over someone?

7. what was your life like last year?

8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?

9. who did you last see in person?

10. are you good at hiding your feelings?

11. are you listening to music right now?

12. what is something you want right now?

13. how do you feel right now?

14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?

15. personality description

16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t?

17. opinion on insecurities.

18. do you miss how thing were a year ago?

19. have you ever been to New York?

20. what is your favourite song at the moment?

21. age and birthday?

22. description of crush.

23. fear(s)

24. height

25. role model

26. idol(s)

27. things i hate

28. i’ll love you if…

29. favourite film(s)

30. favourite tv show(s)

31. 3 random facts

32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?

33. something you want to learn

34. most embarrassing moment

35. favourite subject

36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?

37. favourite actor/actress

38. favourite comedian(s)

39. favourite sport(s)

40. favourite memory

41. relationship status

42. favourite book(s)

43. favourite song ever

44. age you get mistaken for

45. how you found out about your idol

46. what my last text message says

47. turn ons

48. turn offs

49. where i want to be right now

50. favourite picture of your idol

51. starsign

52. something i’m talented at

53. 5 things that make me happy

54. something thats worrying me at the moment

55. tumblr friends

56. favourite food(s)

57. favourite animal(s)

58. description of my best friend

59. why i joined tumblr

60. ask me anything you want

Forget about fancy dates, i wanna flirt with you in kitchen while cooking for you