I Can’t Even Begin To Explain How I Feel Right Now. This Is Beyond Cruel, And I Don’t Even Know Why.

I miss you more than words can express, my heart still belongs to you, and I miss you every time it beats.

Cassandra Clare

Congratulations, you lost me 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

Time to quit drinking again, while the momentary numbness is kinda nice, it’s not really doing anything for me but turning me against myself and pushing all those I care about away. So let’s try this whole sobriety thing out again, it’s going to be rough at first, especially alone. I know it will be more than worth it in the end. I can’t keep doing this to myself, I’ve thrown away too much already.

Started working on the xterra again….. turns out it wasn’t the head gasket…… I managed to break off the side of one of my pistons…. Full rebuild it is.

We all need this sometimes