Having a cute sub to fuck my anger out on, manhandling them in every position possible and pounding into them until they're clawing at my skin and begging me to slow down, whispering in their ear to "fucking take it" with their legs shaking, cum dripping down their inner thighs.
“To make a difference in someone’s life, you don’t have to be brilliant, rich, beautiful or perfect. You just have to care.”
— Mandy Hale
I’d love to hear your voice and see your smile again. You’ve been on my mind a lot these last couple weeks, I found a few of your old notes and doodles as I was sorting through my storage preparing for the move. Even with the time that has passed and everything that has happened, they brought a much needed smile to my face as everything else in my life has seemed to be in an uncontrollable downward spiral. Even if I don’t hear from you, thank you for those moments. They have helped me through some difficult and uncertain times. You are missed more than I know how to express. I hope you see this and this message finds you in good spirits and doing well.
I still mean everything I said, I still think you’re absolutely gorgeous, and I am truly glad that you’re happy.
Started working on the xterra again….. turns out it wasn’t the head gasket…… I managed to break off the side of one of my pistons…. Full rebuild it is.
Finding peace in knowing that it was all real for me. I may not be by your side, or even in your thoughts, but you will always be in my memories, and a part of my heart and soul. I’ll always miss my best friend as long as you aren’t a part of my life, but you have to figure things out and so do I. I refuse to hate you for that, instead, I choose to love you from a distance, I choose to remove myself so that you don’t hurt yourself to prove anything to me. I don’t know what the future will hold, but I’m going to make it better than my past.
Jean-Paul Sartre, The Selected Essays