Well, the Xterra is finally running again, just some little things to fix. I found a place to move into so I’m no longer homeless, even got offered another place to stay on the same day. Picked up a second job doing farm work and construction. Things are going really well today, and some of my stress is finally starting to go away. Now just to figure out everything with the court and get that taken care of and life will be somewhat back to normal.
I still mean everything I said, I still think you’re absolutely gorgeous, and I am truly glad that you’re happy.
Well, life took an interesting and unexpected turn, and I had to move out of the place I had quickly. Looks like I’ll be living the rv life for a couple weeks or until I find another place. The quiets not so bad and I guess it’s nice to have time completely to myself. It’s kind of peaceful only having work and myself to worry about. Still fighting with the xterra but I’m at least a few steps closer to having it on the road.
I hope in the days where you find yourself not wanting to pick yourself up anymore, that you still find the energy, courage and braveness to do so.
Well it seems after a long period of struggling, there might be a light at the end of the tunnel. Finally got called back into the kitchen and from the sounds of it I’ll be in a supervisory role. Couldn’t have come at a better time, shit was getting pretty dark for the past couple weeks.
I still miss you every single day
You just end up getting used up until there’s nothing left. None of the light that shone so brightly before. Just a husk, a shade of the beauty that once was, and it’s absolutely heartbreaking to know, that the person that was will never be again.