You Just End Up Getting Used Up Until There’s Nothing Left. None Of The Light That Shone So Brightly

Kindly reminding you to drink more water

🤝

forcing you to swallow my cum til the last drop

Yup, bed all day sounds amazing. Back to teaching myself coding to distract my self from all these hellacious intrusive thoughts. Like, “thanks brain, I get it you hate me too, can we be a little more chill about it though? “

Having a cute sub to fuck my anger out on, manhandling them in every position possible and pounding into them until they're clawing at my skin and begging me to slow down, whispering in their ear to "fucking take it" with their legs shaking, cum dripping down their inner thighs.

Tell me about something you love and are passionate about and every time you start thinking you’re annoying or any other negative thoughts, you get a kiss

Covering her mouth because you’re too greedy and don’t want anyone else hearing how beautiful she sounds cumming.

The shitty decline when someone you care about intensely decides to humiliate you publicly, treat you like garbage, and pretty much rip your soul into pieces because you care and Yet they choose to use that against you and break you down over and over....... that feeling right there, is something I will never be able cope with or “unfeel”. It is a heartache unlike any other, especially when you know that person is in agony due to other factors in their life. It’s self inflicted soul pain that you’re doing out of love and it eats you from the inside out.

Jean-Paul Sartre, The Selected Essays

Just being close, the smirks, the little nudges, and so many other things.

“I crave the most innocent parts of a relationship. Like holding hands, forehead kisses and being able to tell someone how much I adore them…”

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