The shitty decline when someone you care about intensely decides to humiliate you publicly, treat you like garbage, and pretty much rip your soul into pieces because you care and Yet they choose to use that against you and break you down over and over....... that feeling right there, is something I will never be able cope with or “unfeel”. It is a heartache unlike any other, especially when you know that person is in agony due to other factors in their life. It’s self inflicted soul pain that you’re doing out of love and it eats you from the inside out.
So long tumblr, guess it’s time to stop crying and complaining and actually follow through and get some work done. I hope you choose a life that inspires you and never forget to stop and take time to look up. Sometimes when everything seems like it’s too much, it helps to be reminded how small we really are, and that the spheres will still be singing tomorrow. Who knows, maybe we’ll see each other later in this life or another. Take care, and be good to yourselves and each other.
“To make a difference in someone’s life, you don’t have to be brilliant, rich, beautiful or perfect. You just have to care.”
— Mandy Hale
Well, the Xterra is finally running again, just some little things to fix. I found a place to move into so I’m no longer homeless, even got offered another place to stay on the same day. Picked up a second job doing farm work and construction. Things are going really well today, and some of my stress is finally starting to go away. Now just to figure out everything with the court and get that taken care of and life will be somewhat back to normal.
—Chris Mc Geown