This Was Really Fun! Thx Henri

i seem to be in my self-analyzing era which is on the one hand probably very helpful for Future Bird.

on the other hand id really like to stop having thoughts like "the main reason you avoid being on tumblr regularly is because you're afraid of commitment and disappointing people due to the way your parents tried to teach you accountability" while im trying to rerereread my second favorite kpop vampire fanfic plz?

brain, bestie, my lovely hunk of grey matter, i do not have the bandwidth to do this rn k thx <3

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𐙚 rb with your safe foods 𐙚

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Moot appreciation post 🫶🫶

I love them and they're all so cool 🥺🥺

quietly picks this back up like i didnt disappear for almost a month teehee

day 2 : s4fe fo0d/s and why

in no particular order:

pickles - low c@l and high salt helps with low blood pressure (my worst/current least favourite 4n@ symptom)

shirataki/konjac noodles - super low c@l and really filling (quiet pricy tho so only as treats/if im reallllly craving noodles)

cucumbers - low c@l and tasty i just fuckinf love them rlly what more can j say

strawberries - MY ONE TRUE LOVE MY BABIES low c@l and so incredibly delicious i will grow my own someday bc they too are way to expensive

quest bars - low-med c@l w/protein and i like specifically the brownie and double chocolate ones bc if u microwave them for like 10 seconds theyr like warm fresh brownies!!

sugar free pudding/jello - low c@l and fulfills my sweet tooth

rice cakes - low c@l. back on my basic 3dblr bullshit

grape tomatoes - low c@l, tasty, snackable, way too expensive especially with how easy they are to grow and how prolific their plants are

pocky - my sweet tooth again lol. kinda unconventional safe food but the ones that come in multi-packs are like 60-75 per mini package which is pretty good cause i can stretch those an hour, hour and a half and have them with tea usually

OPEN UP YOU BASTARD GIVE ME MY CHEESE!!!!!

no srsly does anyone know hpw to open this its the big one if that helps plz

my dinner! spicy "ramen" (konjac noodles), egg, sugar-free jello and cherry coke zero (god i love cherry coke zero my lifeblood frrr ❤️ 🍒)

i used two noodle packets (10 cal each so 20) and one small egg (60 cal) the sauce/seasonings are 22 cal and the green onion is 8.

plus the jello (2 × 5cal = 10) is 160 cal total!!

i return from the ether to happily report that i only gained 1kg over the hols which is better than i expected and i already lost most of it back!! :3

my lunch!

shrimp soup (150) and my last mango (135) rest in my stomach

total: 285

which i more than i usually like for one meal but todays a karate day and if i nearly faint again sensei might wonder why

if anyone's interested i can post the original recipe and then my modified version ^-^

the duality between me quite literally never being alone and constantly craving interaction is quite interesting from a philosophical prospective

soooooooooooooo

almost fainted at karate for the second time this month :3

after consulting dr google i probably have low blood pressure due to not e@ting enough 🙃

also after consulting dr google i will now be drinking more fluids and eating more salt bc this cannot happen again!