i seem to be in my self-analyzing era which is on the one hand probably very helpful for Future Bird.
on the other hand id really like to stop having thoughts like "the main reason you avoid being on tumblr regularly is because you're afraid of commitment and disappointing people due to the way your parents tried to teach you accountability" while im trying to rerereread my second favorite kpop vampire fanfic plz?
brain, bestie, my lovely hunk of grey matter, i do not have the bandwidth to do this rn k thx <3
my lunch!
shrimp soup (150) and my last mango (135) rest in my stomach
total: 285
which i more than i usually like for one meal but todays a karate day and if i nearly faint again sensei might wonder why
if anyone's interested i can post the original recipe and then my modified version ^-^
okay @g1rl-interrupts are u like my long-lost de-aged twin?????/hj /nm
because literally*every*time i see u reblog something im like yup i agree on a soul-deep level
like u have impeccable taste but also kinda weird??? not in a bad way, in a are-aliens-or-the-goverment-involved way, promise <33333
dynnor
quest bar (double chocolate) - 170
the strawberries i already ate (100g) - 32
the monster on my nightstand (the new flavour which slaps i swear try it its so good) - 10
total - 212
yes and feel jealous of ppl who r and then feel guilty for feeling jealous...
does anyone else fantasize about becoming violently ill and being unable to eat
A more serious post I guess but I HATE HATE HATE people, who promote d1s0rd3red 34ting in the mainstream. Like shut up.
It is important that people, who are already unwell, have a space, but IIT NEVER should be close to the general population. Here I just have a space to vent and maybe make myself feel a bit better (being there somehow helps me keep it together, although I understand that it's more of an illusion of control and stability, but I need at least that), and I don't want some normie to see this shit and internalise it.
We already live in a very toxic culture (which almost circled back to how it was in the 00's), and I don't fucking want more people to be suffering.
this is mine her name is boogaloo and she want my egg and rice even tho shes allergic ^-^
For you!! ^_^
AWEEE I love
This my dog
He bald now
my c@l c0unting app gave me this absolute gem today (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ)
thx bb i didnt know
imma do this now yes yes :3
day 1: stats and expectations
176 cm / 5'9
92 kg / 203 lbs
idrk what "expectations" means in this context but eh
expectations in terms of my goals r:
id like to be sk1nny enough that people tell me to eat more but not enough to get involuntarily committed. like "oh you're wasting away you should put some meat on your bones" not "you're becoming a skeleton bird r u okay?"
expectations in terms of how quickly i can get there:
im waayyyy better at med-res than low or high (low i just do med anyways and high i b1ng3) so it'll be more slow n steady (for 4n@ at least lol)
im gonna start making d1ets (aesthetic w/daily c@l limits) which should i make first?
comment if u have specific ideas (eg space themed -> the moon, winter themed -> frosty winter plants, etc.)
moots cmere i need ur opinions! @angelsonfiilm @g1rl-interrupts @moth-boyyyy @allulose-add1ct @pr0ngs4th0ngs @beebees-tattooed-ribs @amptoohigh
... so we clearly have similar tastes
thx for reminding me that u need to buy pickles and they do not just spawn in the fridge door!
going grocery shopping anyone have any suggestions?
@g1rl-interrupts @amptoohigh @angelsonfiilm @allulose-add1ct @moth-boyyyy