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I ENTERED THE VOID STATE

in this post i will explain in depth how i entered the void state and what i manifested. i will be open to questions but if you ask something that i explain in this post i won't answer it just fyi, so even though this will be long, if you are truly curious i encourage you to read the whole thing. i am sorry for any spelling mistakes or grammar mistakes that might be present.

overall story: i have been trying to enter the void for around 2 months now, and finally entered through a lucid dream. one thing i want to note before i tell my story is that i have been lucid dreaming my whole life (so if you never have, i don't know what good steps are for beginners).

the beginning: my journey started when i inadvertently came across a post about how someone else entered the void state and manifested their dream body and face. i was not into manifesting before, in fact, i actually had a problem with the whole concept of the law of attraction and didn't know there were other types of manifestation and never looked deeply into it. that being said, i have always been an open-minded person and also, a more or less spiritual person. i believe in a lot of "out there" things because a lot of said things have been proven to me (through experiences i find hard to explain so i'm not going to). i'm sharing this to let you know that due how deeply i naturally believe in such things i never really had a problem with my void concept, even though i experienced doubts (so for this area i really can't give much advice).

so after learning about the existence of the void state i searched "void state" on tumblr and skimmed some info here and there on it, what i came across included some basic methods on how to enter the void but i didn't fully understand them yet. that same night i followed a shifting guided meditation but i couldn't really get "into" it, i was a naturally anxious person who found it hard to relax so it just wasn't working, but i did see it through and try my best and i think in the long run it helped me. in the guided meditation i listened to, the person makes you walk through a door to get to your desired reality and even though the meditation didn't work, that imagery worked it's way into my subconscious and i had a lucid dream that night. i did not manifest anything that night but it was on purpose (i think). in my lucid dream i woke up in my bedroom. i looked in the mirror and decided i would change what i saw to a more desired appearance and it worked (i looked exactly like the person i was thinking of), then, i decided (with intention) to open my bedroom door and enter my dream house and it worked. at this point in the dream i thought that entering the void must be super easy since i was already basically close and could have done it there if i wanted to BUT i chose to wake up because i wanted to enter the void when i actually knew for sure what i wanted my manifestations to be. i knew i was going to want a lot if i really thought about it and i also didn't want to actually look like someone else (my whole lucid dream i was more trying to test my imagination and build my confidence). the next day i started making a void state list and writing down everything i genuinely wanted for myself.

experiencing doubts: things started to go wrong after that hahah, after my first beginner's luck(?) experience i was struggling to lucid dream (even though i've always naturally been a lucid dreamer, the times it occurs is still random and i couldn't make them happen) and meditations were only getting me so close. all in all, over the past 2 months i had 5 failed lucid dreams and several close, but failed, meditation attempts. this instilled some doubts in me, especially the lucid dreams, because apparently once you lucid dream it's meant to be quite simple but when i would affirm for the void in my dreams i would just wake up or the dream would continue.

another thing that caused me to doubt the void was questioning some of the stories on here. most of them i initially don't believe anyway because it's known there's many liars in the community and there seems to be a trend of people posting void success stories in an attempt to enter to the void (to act as if it already happened) but they technically haven't in reality yet. that being said, i did have some blogs i mostly trusted and then one day one of the blogs i trusted answered an anonymous ask about a success story and it really looked like they sent it to themselves. the reason i thought this was because the op of the blog spells a commonly used word wrong all the time but it's not a spelling mistake people commonly make (in fact, i know no one who makes this spelling mistake) but then the anon that sent them the success story made the exact same spelling mistake. it made me worry that perhaps there were no true success stories because why was this person who supposedly mastered the void bothering with sending asks to themselves to validate their blog? i mean this was all speculation but it still caused me to think.

that being said again, i still basically believed, i just wavered a little, but i definitely believed enough to keep persisting (because why not?)

the success: finally, after almost 2 months i entered the void through a lucid dream. when i realised i was dreaming i tried to make myself stay super grounded in the dream but i also thought about not taking too long since i didn't want to wake up. i did this because i realised the very first night when i had my lucid dream, i didn't get excited and try immediately, i hung around in my dream for a while and just enjoyed things (as i explained). so i wandered around the dream a bit and just looked at things, touched things, tried to feel the temperature and take note of it and then when i felt calm and not too excited i closed my eyes and affirmed for the void and entered. when i got the void i just said "i have everything on my void list" (a few times to make sure) and then stated i was exiting the void state. the void feels how pretty much everyone describes, you just know it's happening and you are pure consciousness.

what i manifested: my void state list ended up being super long and i manifested a lot of personal things that i won't share, which is what i'm sure would be the same for most people, but i'll include a list of things that others might find interesting or encouraging:

desired appearance (including body, face, height etc)

money (i came up with a plan that of how it would make sense in my country to have acquired it)

got rid of my anxiety disorder (having this was probably the most debilitating part of my life, it's also why i know meditation never truly worked for me since i could never relax and it's crazy to feel not severely stressed constantly for the first time in my life)

got rid of my autoimmune disease and fixed my eyesight (i manifested being healthy overall in general)

feel comfortable instantly, i will no longer get too itchy, feel dirty after a long day, be too hot or too cold etc. (can't really attest to this one yet but i have felt no discomfort)

dream living space and whatever bed i sleep in to always be super comfortable

opinion on the void state: overall the point is that the void state is real and you can get anything you want, getting to the void is also easy but it's just about trying to go for it and not getting discouraged. i don't want to share too much of my opinion on this because i actually find it really toxic. some people will get mad if you say you "entered" or "got to" the void because you technically are always the void, and personally, i don't find these slight changes in language to be important unless you are very sensitive to it. for me, it doesn't matter if i think about the void as something i enter or something i am because i believe it exists and that's all i need to know at the end of the day. if you want to see it as something you are, or a state or anything else, i don't think it matters as long as you believe manifestation is possible, you are the creator of your reality, you get to decide what language or thought process works for you :)

common questions: i'm going to answer some question i feel like i will get if people find this post so i'm just going to answer them here. remember that these answers are just my opinion.

question: how come people don't manifest to end world hunger, for everyone to have money, to become the next "big thing", to be a real life superhero, for everyone to be happy etc. truthfully, i think people do manifest that but i don't think they stay in this reality. a lot of people think that using the void at all means you shift your reality, idk if i believe in that, but i would have to assume the people that use the void to manifest very extreme things ultimately have to shift realities. so this would mean the reason you're not seeing these results is because these people are no longer in this reality. if you pay attention i think you will also notice that most void success stories that seem to come from reliable sources (though this is still all personal judgement) seem to be rather humble, these people just manifest to be the prettier version of themselves, to live in a nice place, to be around good people and other similar things. i think people with mostly humble desires stay in this reality and people with more fantastical desires (to be the most famous person ever, to be a multibillionaire, world peace) go elsewhere.

question: why would someone even have humble desires? i can't speak for every single person but i think it's just the desire to stick to the familiar. we want better lives but also want to feel at "home" still, i wanted to still feel like ME. maybe it seems stupid and selfish but if we really are shifting realities every time then there really is no way to actually solve world hunger anyway, it will always exist in this reality even if you or i personally go to another one. at the end of the day, life isn't fair and i am just grateful to have discovered the void to live happily and am sharing this so you can too.

question: i'm worried about the wrong people finding out about the void state. honestly, me too! but i think this falls in line with my past two answers, if someone terrible happened to stumble upon this post and entered the void, i don't think they'd stay here, they will go to some other reality more likely, so i really don't think we have to worry about someone super evil getting to the void and doing something super heinous or whatever. but honestly i do understand the worry. at first when i discovered the void i thought i wouldn't share my success story once i entered because i wanted to keep the void as quiet as possible. but just remember two things: most people do not know about the void and if they do a lot of them will give up and not persist. second, someone really evil finding it will probably leave this reality (my theory).

question: why do people not show better proof. truthfully, i don't know, for me it's because i really do want to live a private life and a lot of stuff i manifested can't be proven anyway. if i show my bank account, it could be photoshop, if i show my new face it means nothing because i revised to always look this way, i can't prove i no longer have my autoimmune disease and the list goes on. i think people with more dramatic proof also want to maintain their privacy or go to other realities. perhaps there's even been people to show dramatic proof in this reality but they had to revise that they didn't because it was a mistake.

question: do you have any overall tips? just keep persisting. and personally, i think it's okay to try several methods at once. i know some people say if you try several then it "cancels out" like, if you try lucid dreaming and it doesn't work so you meditate it means you don't "believe" lucid dreaming can work for you so then that's why it takes you so long but i think you can just tell yourself "every method works for me so i will just keep persisting". another thing i recommend trying for a few days is setting your alarm to go off at different times so day 1 is 8am, day 2 is 7am, day 3 is 9am and so forth. each day set the intention to wake up BEFORE your alarm goes off, once you successfully start waking up a few minutes before your alarm everyday this is your tangible proof that your intentions are working. this isn't really a method but more so a confidence booster that worked for me to remind myself i'm in control and powerful. if you also try this i think after a few days you will feel more confident intending to lucid dream, for your meditations to work, for subliminals to work (whatever is your personal vibe) and you will get there easier hopefully!

question: did you ever do any official lucid dreaming methods. personally the only way i ever had a lucid dream was by intending before sleeping that i would lucid dream. but methods where you wake up by setting your alarm early and going back to sleep and stuff didn't work for me. i tried but due to my anxiety i would always wake up super alert or even stressed, so i could never relax enough. but they are successful for many people so there is no harm in trying.

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(NOT SO GOOD) ASTROLOGY NOTES: PERSONA CHARTS EDITION

these observations are based on my own personal experiences and also research. please do not reword, copy, repost without asking. I apologise if some of these observations have already been said, I do not keep track.

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༻ In MNEMOSYNE (57) PERSONA CHART your 10th & 11th house shows why and how you inspire others.

ex: libra in 10th = your style, your fair and sociable nature inspires others.

༻ your venus in MNEMOSYNE (57) PERSONA CHART can tell you the aesthetic you wish to have.

ex: virgo venus = light/dark academia aesthetic, fairycore aesthetic.

capricorn or aquarius venus = grunge, alternative aesthetic or even goth (cos saturn goth bitches).

༻ the sun, 5th house or where leo is in VENUS PERSONA CHART can tell you what type of characters you like.

pisces in 5th house = you may likes pisces characters like light yagami, nana osaki, vinsmoke sanji.

aries sun = energetic fireballs like hashibira inosuke (man's too energetic and chooses violence 24/7). you may also like leader-like characters and ones that can fight like levi ackerman.

I have aqua sun in 10th house, leo in 8th house with saturn and the characters I like are tomioka giyuu, shoto todoroki, ray from the promised neverland.

༻ where aquarius/uranus/11th house is in in your VENUS PERSONA CHART tells you what kind of videogames/online games you like to play.

ex: aquarius in 6th house = you may like those games where you serve others or maybe you like nursing games. maybe you even like nintendogs.

cancer in 11th house = cooking games like cooking mama.

I have Libra in 11th house, aquarius and uranus in 3rd house and I liked games like moviestarplanet and imvu, the ones where clothes and communicating with other people is involved.

༻ the ascendant of URANUS PERSONA CHART can tell you what your most 'shocking', 'unique' or 'eye-catching" feature is.

ex: gemini rising = arms and hands, perhaps you have attractive hands, long arms or you have tattoos on your arms.

I have pisces rising and people actually always notice my feet and it's because I walk funny.

༻ mars or any planet in 1st house in DESCENDANT PERSONA CHART tells you what you 'first' notice about other people. It can also tell you your ideal type.

ex: taurus mars = their clothes, money, scent, or even neck.

I have capricorn rising and taurus mars in 4th house and funny enough, I've always talked about liking intimidating, family oriented people with good fashion sense and good careers.

༻ chiron, 7th and 8th house placement in MOON PERSONA CHART tells you what makes you sad/cry.

leo in 8th house = not receiving recognition or attention, children being hurt or mistreated, people not having a childhood.

I have capricorn in 7th house where venus sits, my hardwork not being paid off or being recognised and seeing no improvements makes me sad. the thought of people losing all their hardwork when they die makes me cry.

༻ your 8th house placement in IC PERSONA CHART is your most secret self, what you hide from the world.

༻ the ascendant or descendant in NEPTUNE PERSONA CHART tells you your 'alter ego'.

capricorn rising = classy, rich, intimidating and CEO vibes alter ego.

I have sagittarius rising where mars and pluto sits, my alter ego is dat bitch that is intelligent and knows how to fight and is also seductive. so... natasha romanoff aka black widow!

༻ 7th house or venus in PLUTO PERSONA CHART tells you how you deal with breakups and what you're like after them.

ex: pisces = you deal with it by secluding yourself.

I have aquarius venus in 5th house, I deal with them by flirting and (I would) deal with it by having flings with my friends.

༻ placement of pluto in IC PERSONA CHART tells you what you miss most about your old self or the past. It also tells you how you've changed and what shadow traits you've overcome.

ex: pluto in 5th house = you miss your creative self, you miss when you were happy and going to playgrounds.

I have pluto in 2nd house, when I was a kid I was very stubborn (still am lol) and was very greedy and gluttonous. I'm not anymore ofc.

༻ your ASCENDANT PERSONA CHART tells you more about your body parts than your natal chart.

ex: moon in gemini or 3rd house = soft hands.

I have aquarius mars and my legs especially calves are very toned, they look like I've been working out (which I haven't).

༻ lovelock (51663) in JUNO/GROOM (5129)/BRIEDE (19029) PERSONA CHART tells you what will keep you/get you and your person together.

ex: lovelock in leo, the fun, romance and excitement will keep you together.

I have it in pisces 10th house, our reputation and career will get us together.

༻ the ascendant in IC PERSONA CHART tells you what your early life was like. It can also tell you what you're like at home.

ex: leo rising = you perhaps received a lot of attention and was very artistic and joyous in your early life. at home, perhaps you do a lot of art or are dramatic.

I have scorpio rising where moon also sits, at home I am very secretive and also emotional, no one ever knows how I'm feeling or what I'm up to.

༻ union (1585) in JUNO/GROOM (5129)/BRIEDE (19029) PERSONA CHART can tell you about the meeting of you and your person.

ex: in libra 9th house = you may meet them in foreign lands or in college/a place of learning, you will find them attractive.

mine is in scorpio 10th house, it's been said that I will meet my future spouse at work and I will find him mysterious.

༻ mars in MC PERSONA CHART can tell you your drive, why you work.

ex: virgo mars = you work because you want to help others and feel needed, it is beneficial for your health.

I have taurus mars in 3rd house, I work because of the possibility of learning something new and I only work if I know I will treat myself after the hardwork.

༻ ascendant in MARS PERSONA CHART tells you how you express your anger, what you look like when you are angry.

ex: aquarius ascendant = when you're angry, you could give a lot of silent treatment or ignore the person. you look cold when you're angry.

I have aries ascendant, I express it by doing a physical activity like sports and sometimes violence.

༻ the ascendant in MARS PERSONA CHART can also tell you about your speed (running speed and reaction speed).

ex: taurus ascendant = can be pretty slow or you choose to run slow because you don't see the point of running fast and using all your energy for no reason. your speed for senses is pretty good and fast ngl.

I have aries ascendant, I am pretty fast at running and I have fast reaction speed and reflexes.

༻ your mars in PLUTO PERSONA CHART is how you react to danger.

taurus mars in 8th, I will mostly likely fight or just sit there and die, no in between LMFAO

༻ PLUTO PERSONA CHART can tell you the stages of your death.

I have virgo rising and ik imma die because of health problems. mars is in 8th, it will most likely hurt or perhaps the pain/cause will be unnoticeable, it could also happen quite quick.

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I want to know your opinion on mars nakshatra (Dhanishtha , Mrigashirsha & Chitra). I notice that some of them have attachment issues and unresolved trauma. Doja cat ( Chitra Sun, Rising & Rahu ) was criticized by the public for her dating record because she is currently dating a comedian that is allegedly a pedophile. Marilyn Monroe (Dhanistha Moon & Jupiter ) has up and down in her marriage. She also alleged a mistress to President John F Kennedy. My ex friend (Dhanistha Moon ) also involves herself in a casual relationship with her exes. The Weeknd (Dhanistha Sun) sometimes objectifies women in his songs too.

I check their background and notice their father is physically or emotionally absent in their life. Marilyn Monroe did not have a relationship with her father growing up. Doja Cat does not share an active relationship with his father. The Weeknd never met his father. My ex friend rarely sees her father at home since her father constantly outstation or sleeps at his friend's house. I'm not sure about this but I did notice some Mars Nakshatra that I know, have a father who was physically and mentally absent for most of the time causing them to have this attachment or abandonment issue.

What is your opinion about it?

damn 😲you have given me food for thought, ill make a post about it

but in general, i do think Mars energy is hard for anybody especially for women. Mars (and Saturn, Rahu & Ketu) is a malefic planet and malefic planets' energy is very hard to manifest in a positive way. abuse, abandonment, and isolation are all themes present in the lives of natives with these planetary dominances. Mars is literally the soldier, its the planet of warfare, its not a stretch to think that these themes are bound to be present in the lives of its natives. soldiers are not people who can benefit from family, companionship, affection etc they're on the battlefield, where it's just them doing their job. ill explore more in my post tho, thanks for sending this ask

Yes they are, manipulative phrasing doesn’t change that fact.

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What's in your pheromones?

A tarot reading

Intoxication was her pact, people killed to be in the line. Last thing they saw, white eyes!

Pile 1

She has a charm same as that of a hurricane!

(The Hanged Man Rx, 10 of Pentacles Rx, 2 of Wands, 9 of Pentacles Rx, Temperance, 6 of Pentacles Rx)

Your skin is what appeals to the people around you. It makes them imagine scenarios with you. Wondering what it feels to touch you or be touched by you. That soft, supple look as if using the most hydrating moisturizers ever. They could compare it to a baby's skin, the smoothness like it was made yesterday. Protected from all the external ruggedness.

The same is what they get the vibe from you. Innocence. They think that you are a protected child. Or just the mere look at you, would want them to think about taking care of you, for them you deserve the world. Getting protective over you, letting no harm come forth in your path. They find such a quality rare where they feel as if the purity is what is consuming them and making them want to devour it at the same time. Wanting to be the only one to be able to experience this heaven you make on earth. Would definitely want to touch you, not to taint you but to make sure that they are not in a dream.

When you walk in the streets, you make people stop in their tracks, you get their attention with your presence as that of an elixir which brings the soul, the much needed serenity. You get their mind geared up and their heartbeats erratic. They would then try to get a grip. They need to process the fact that they encountered someone who makes them feel complete and more so, safe. You calm their beast. For years they had been searching for you and finally they found you. They more often than not would be plotting ways to get closer to you anyhow. Because, you may be a bit shy or don't like to meddle with people too much when outside. You may find many people wanting to talk to you, all at once.

Your cheeks, more the skin around the bones which shines a bit can be more appealing to the people you encounter. Wanting to take your pretty face in their hands and admire you for the whole day, just like that. The way your features sit is indescribable, the perfection is too much for them. It makes them feel things. Near feral. You arouse their passion for the most dangerous thing in the world, a person's innocence. They would want to build something with you, romantic, platonic anything that makes them see your angelic face every single day. You might find that the people you encounter online would ask you to meet them, frequently. Your pheromones give you the characteristic presence.

You don't even know many hearts you have broken. How many times you just get imprinted in a stranger's mind. The get surprised too but soon realise why! You give them the feeling that everything is fine or you could be that magical being that could make it happen. People could want a family with you, a proper one where the roles are very much distinguished, where they provide you the things you lay your eyes on. They may want children with you or may have imagined them in picture alongside you. You could give such a vibe where you would care about children a lot. Also, you seldom would hear the word no because people can't, they really can't, to those eyes specially. 'The real fantasy'.

Extra messages- pink barbie like purses, transparent bags, sharpies, french/round nails, small feet, thicker booty I mean body, blue/purple glitter tattoos, bucket hats, journals, aesthetic skincare, watery persona, white cardigan, butterflies, raspberry icecream, vanilla icecream cake, cafe mocha, no I'm not an angel baby, I can handle it all, psst you know nothing, I didn't know!

Zodiacs- 2nd/4th/11th house placements. Cancer/Pisces Moon, Taurus/Pisces Sun/Saturn, Virgo/Libra Venus, Aquarius/Gemini/Sagittarius Mars. Big three having a Taurus/Libra degree. Asteroid Bella (695) in earth/water signs especially Virgo. Aphrodite (1388) in Natal/Persona chart in 4th/12th house, Pisces rising in Venus Persona Chart, Earth Rising in Moon Persona chart. True Lilith (h13) in 4th/11th house. Asteroid Eros (433) on the angles. Could be Water dominant with second being earth. Signature could be Cancer either Western/Vedic astrology.

Pile 2

She had a depth only the sky could measure!

(The Hermit Rx, Devil, 7 of Pentacles, 10 of Cups Rx, The Moon Rx, Page of Pentacles Rx)

Your hair is your thing, periodt. Your head, baby hair, your brows, your lashes! People just get obsessed with one look, one touch. It's silky, super fine quality, flowy, bouncy whatever maybe the type. You harness your pheromone energy in this way. Because they are actually chemicals which bring about ritualistic actions. People would try to get a whiff of your hair to know what it smells like, your hair invades their mind. The brows could be naturally set making you look cute and sexy at the same time.

People on the streets when they gaze upon you can feel a primal reaction within them. Almost animalistic. Stopping themselves from touching you, for it could be too much for you. You would encounter a lot of strange events where people might unconsciously turn towards you even when they are meant to walk in a different direction. If not then, unconsciously would atleast try to lay their fingers on your hair. You are that drug that stimulates their soul. They buzz around you, you awaken the beastial energy. Your essence is super volatile that even a person not looking at you can sense your vibe. The range is far and far beyond.

You bring about their darkest, hidden selves to the forefront. Almost, telling them to look at what they actually are and what they actually want. The intensity that you have. People would do anything to be in your place. They feel as if you know the secrets, know what goes under the table. And this makes them scared and more than that, super attracted to you. You help heal their shadow sides, you make them accept their most neglected side. They become grateful, they want to worship, you are their goddess, their saviour. You could humble even the most arrogant person by just being in your presence. You have slightly different energy than most people, you feel as if different creature like a siren, incarnated to show what it is to be like when we become what we are supposed to be.

This makes for the people being extra nice to you. If they give flowers to others, they would give you exclusively big bouquets. Gucci? Nah, Have a Berkins Bag. People would give you things what they would not even use themselves, they would keep you higher than anyone else. They would boast to people about how they are friends with you or how you in general talk to them. They are more so addicted to the soul satisfaction you bring within, you make their raging stop, only to bring in a different one which revolves around you. The way you flip your hair is the way their heart flips. You trigger them in a good way and they absolutely, madly love every second of it. You could haunt their deepest part and say " Wasn't I always your fantasy".

You make them so emotional sometimes, but that's the contradictory part that they never see you even a slightest bit bothered and it makes them hot. How you bring havoc and have the audacity to keep everything in place. You could have this energy where you know how much to enjoy and when to let yourself free. And, when time comes you retreat back, you almost can have a legacy. Because there is this power within you. You sweep off energies and transmute them into something good, something useful, not only yours but others. People imagine you in romantic terms. They see themselves standing proud and high with you, wanting to come on that level because they know it is not easy, nope, not at all. In a way you flirt but never commit unless you find the one who deserves you.

Extra messages- black pants, pumps, stilettos, grunge/dark/square nails, blue shirts, pink hoodie, vintage makeup, dramatic eyeliner, belly button piercing, biker boots, brownies/fudge, iced brew vanilla latte, butterscotch flavour, pain au chocolat, face wipes, red lips, hoops, mirrors, I'm not anyone's anyone, you sure wanna cross me? Well, I can do this!

Zodiacs- 1st/5th/8th house placements. Scorpio/Leo Sun. Fire risings, Capricorn/Aquarius Moon. Gemini/Pisces Venus. Gemini/Sagittarius Mars. Saturn in air signs. Aphrodite (1388) in 5th/8th/10th house in Natal/Persona chart. Asteroid Bella (695) in fire/air signs. Fire rising in Venus Persona chart especially Leo, Air rising in Moon Persona chart. True Lilith (h13) in 1st/7th/10th house. Asteroid Eros (433) in water signs. Can be Air dominant with water as second. Signature can be Leo in Western/Vedic astrology.

Pile 3

Nothing got the souls like her sizzle would!

(The Sun Rx, 4 of Swords, The Chariot Rx, 9 of Cups, Justice, 3 of Wands Rx)

Your smile can be the death of someone, someday. The curves of it, the way it spreads on your face slowly, can glue people's eyes to your face. They would just be looking at the way you light up their world with just a sweet giggle. Some of you even have a tilted smile which is a cherry on top. As if you are smirking all the time, knowing who you actually are. Your pearly white teeth has gotten into notice by EVERYONE. You have the sparkle.

This attribute of you makes people look at you. They could be doing their thing, then they feel you, hear you and they swerve their heads, snap from what they were focused on and look at you. You direct everyone's attention on you. Natural charisma within. People around you might never be able to resist looking at you, admiring you as soon as they know you are there. You activate people's senses. They get heightened, they can even feel the palpitations of the air. How the room temperature rises up as soon as you decide it's time for yourself to shine, to glow. Where others just burn in the mesmerizing beauty of yours. And they gladly accept it. After all you are their nectar in the times of hunger.

You bring happiness with you. Real genuine happiness. When someone is in your company, they can never be sad. You lighten up the mood. People approach you when they have a slight inconvenience, knowing you would help them, ease their problem. You would make someone go from 'sitting all alone to dancin' with their hearts'. Your laugh is deep, rich, something you don't encounter everyday. Some of the people would want to record it or just anything you say and play it on loop. When you speak, everyone's listening. You got all ears. You make people drool and their mouth hang with your presence. They way you interpret things is life is what amazes people. You are a keeper and have some extensive qualities within you.

You stir justice wherever you walk, wherever you go. Making lives so so much better. The hypothetical situation where flowers grow with your footsteps. Who wouldn't fall for such a person. You can bring back the charms in things that lost it a long time back. That is, you put value in things, you make them worthy. People assume that you are a magician otherwise it's impossible. You make friends instantly, you get connections super quick, all with just a 'wink'. Lot of focus on the way you sit or stand, maybe you have a tilted pose or just put your leg on top of another. People may like to impersonate you here.

Apart from heavy physical attraction, people love your rich inner world. Your actions drop slight hints to it. The energy here is cosmic. Too many things going on all at once yet there is the perfect amount of everything. This sums up your characteristic presence. Further, the mental play is what has a grip on people, so much that they find it stupendous. You even make people blush. Everything Gourmet. Others might fantasize a getaway with you to places where only you two exist, no one would then disturb from taking in everything you do. And they are always ready to come your way, even though you talk to everyone, but giving a piece of your world only to the ones who deserve. Never gonna stop trying. You strut past, knowing all of the things they imagine about you, smiling!

Extra messages- palettes, paintbrushes, abstract, prints, skirts, fuzzy socks, sneakers, ankle highs, rings, nail art, pretty, roll cakes, espresso shots, dark chocolate, Cookies n' cream, denim jacket, Coke, who's she? Let's be friends, where have you been, no way that's true, 5:00 pm, it's time, twilight, coming right there, could you help me?

Zodiacs- 3rd/5th/9th/10th house placements. Aries/Leo Sun. Capricorn/Gemini Moon. Pisces/Virgo rising. Capricorn/Aries/Taurus Venus. Libra/Sagittarius Mars. Cancer/Aries/Sag degree in the big three. Aphrodite (1388) in 5th/7th/9th house in Natal/Persona chart. Air rising in Venus Persona chart, Fire rising in Moon Persona chart. Asteroid Bella (695) in fire signs. Asteroid Eros (433) in air signs. Could be a fire dominant with air as the second. May have Sag/Libra signature in the Western/Vedic chart.

This is a card+intuition reading. Take what resonates and let the rest slide. For entertainment purposes only. It is a metaphorical reading what the general effect you have on people. Self-worth can never be decided by Readings. It is decided by what you are inside. Also, it depends on aspects, orbs, strength and the whole chart. Different people have different results. Will wary. Nothing above is meant to hurt anyone's sentiments.

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There's an ask I tend to get that kind of redundant, so I'm writing this post here to clarify:

There is no "becoming aware"

You can't become something you already are!

Consciousness is the only reality, when you imagine something, you are bringing into consciousness, meaning that exists NOW.

Please, please, understand that you don't have to DO anything! You are always awareness, you are always consciousness, you will never lack anything. Your true self doesn't have desires, you are always fulfilled because once again, you've got everything inside of you!

Please stop worrying about the "physical" world and stop trying to materialize things within it! You keep forgetting you are not the body-mind (ego). The body-mind lacks things, the body-mind takes it's surroundings to be real. The body-mind has a very limited viewpoint, it knows what it knows, it only sees what it sees.

At some point, you need to accept that you are Infinite. Non Dualism isn't a "new manifestation method" to "get what you want," you are realizing you never lacked anything this whole time. You are realizing that you've never had to strive, or work for anything. You are realizing freedom!