I want to know your opinion on mars nakshatra (Dhanishtha , Mrigashirsha & Chitra). I notice that some of them have attachment issues and unresolved trauma. Doja cat ( Chitra Sun, Rising & Rahu ) was criticized by the public for her dating record because she is currently dating a comedian that is allegedly a pedophile. Marilyn Monroe (Dhanistha Moon & Jupiter ) has up and down in her marriage. She also alleged a mistress to President John F Kennedy. My ex friend (Dhanistha Moon ) also involves herself in a casual relationship with her exes. The Weeknd (Dhanistha Sun) sometimes objectifies women in his songs too.
I check their background and notice their father is physically or emotionally absent in their life. Marilyn Monroe did not have a relationship with her father growing up. Doja Cat does not share an active relationship with his father. The Weeknd never met his father. My ex friend rarely sees her father at home since her father constantly outstation or sleeps at his friend's house. I'm not sure about this but I did notice some Mars Nakshatra that I know, have a father who was physically and mentally absent for most of the time causing them to have this attachment or abandonment issue.
What is your opinion about it?
damn đČyou have given me food for thought, ill make a post about it
but in general, i do think Mars energy is hard for anybody especially for women. Mars (and Saturn, Rahu & Ketu) is a malefic planet and malefic planets' energy is very hard to manifest in a positive way. abuse, abandonment, and isolation are all themes present in the lives of natives with these planetary dominances. Mars is literally the soldier, its the planet of warfare, its not a stretch to think that these themes are bound to be present in the lives of its natives. soldiers are not people who can benefit from family, companionship, affection etc they're on the battlefield, where it's just them doing their job. ill explore more in my post tho, thanks for sending this ask
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iâm going to gauge my eyes out if i see one more person say the void is complex WTF IS WRONG WITH YALL LIKE ACTUALLY.
i just went through someoneâs blog (not gonna say who cus i donât want them to get hate) and their whole blog was explaining why the i am state is a super complex state. AHHHHHAHAUYAHAHANANSNAJAJHSS*SBBSSBSH
THIS IS HOW TO GET INTO THR VOID 100% FAIL-PROOF METHOD GUARANTEED SUPER EASY
option one: decide youâre entering the void, lay down, say void affirmations in your head for like five minutes and BOOM!!!
option two: decide youâre entering the void, find a void subliminal you like, and fall asleep as it plays and BOOM!!?!?!
CNA WE PLS STOP?!?!? IF YOU HAVE LAID DOWN BEFORE, AND YOU HAVE THOUGHT IN YOUR HEAD BEFORE, YOU CAN ENTER THR VOID. IM JUST SO MAD AHHHHHHHIQWUWU
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I wanted to write about the axis of Aquarius and Leo because I often her people ask how these sister signs are similar. The first thing I want to point out is both these signs want to be known or known for something. It may be a more obvious trait for Leos but both want to stand out, and enjoy standing out from a crowd. The way they go about it can come across differently.
They both want to be seen in a certain way.
Leo is the stereotypical performer, the popular, the trendy. Aquarius has a stereotype of the eccentric, the outcast. If you think about it you need this polarity in life.Â
For example, You have the fashion where itâs mainstream and everybody views it and wants it, and you have the fashion where everyones views it and is intrigued boy it, but it may not be for such a wide audience, itâs slightly more niche. This is that Leo and Aquarius dynamic, both stand out but for different reasons. Leo is he trendsetter and Aquarius is the trend/rule breaker. And if you think about it, they are sort of inspired by each other, from the different ends of the spectrum.
The funny thing is Aquarius ,in a way, want to control how they are seen more them Leo. Aquarius is ruled by Saturn, which rules over boundaries - they want to shape how people see them. Wheres Leo is ruled by the sun, is a more untamed expression of âhere I am, take me as all I amâ. I would argue that aquarians enjoy that uniqueness, and being hard to understand or grasp in some way. They enjoy being that person someone canât quite put their finger on what it is about them that makes them so individual. They like that role of the weirdo. That is where that control comes in that I mentioned earlier.
Going back to their planetary rulers, Leo is ruled by the sun, the sun rules over expression. They want to walk into a room and take it up, They want to be the centre of attention al eyes on them as soon as they enter. Whereas Aquarius wants to win over the room, they donât want/need to captivate an audience straight as they walk in but they want people to do a double take and steal the spotlight trough their hard work and dedication (depending on whatever they want to be seen for) as this is ruled by Saturn.
Thank you for reading, as always I would love to hear your thoughts, and if you have any Leo or Aquarius placements, let me know how these play out in your life.
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I would love to hear if you have any comments or questions about these observations...
I am currently financially unstable and am homeless (staying in hotels) I donât want to get too much into it but I donât know what to do about food but Iâm trying.. I just wanted to ask if anyone can help.
I am going to make a post soon about it but I dont even know what to do right now...
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1. I just found out that my dads siblings have the same moon signs as each of me and my siblings do??? I have a Sag moon like my dad, my sister has a Leo moon like my aunt (theyâve always said they look alike too), my brother has a Taurus moon like my aunt (she says she understands him lol)
2. My other aunt ^ also has a Virgo moon like my younger brother.. What the hell LWJSJDK and my OTHER AUNT HAS AN aries moon like my baby sister.. this is scaring me wow
3. ^^ The Sag moons and Virgo moons are the older ones (or act like they are) and the Leo moon and Taurus are the younger ones.. Iâm surprised I didnât see the pattern beforehand???
4. The feminine moon signs seem to get babied more than the masculine signs fr
5. Capricorn placements especially Sun and Mercury want to inform you of things.. could be random too
6. Virgo and Cap placements really do grow up fast most times itâs sad :(
7. I feel like Taurus doesn't know how to use their beauty to their advantage..
8. Are Aries placements the ones who are into cars?? They seem to be???
9. Chiron conjunct a planet may explain what energy played a part in your childhood wounds or maybe just in your childhood.. I have Chiron conjuct my Mercury and everyone dismissed what I had to say..
10. Conjunction aspects play a huge role. They need both planets to be a force in your chart.
11. ^ I dont trust the sextile aspect.. no explanation needed here..
12. 6H rules small pets so it may explain how you got pets and how they were.. I have 6H Pisces and my dad has a Pisces sun and was always the one who would repeatedly get pets.. we literally had at least seven different pitbulls and they were all so loving too :)
12. ^ Just realized my dads sun is in my sixth house and he has ALWAYS bugged me about working.. and how i need to get a job lol
13. Earth placements love the outside and I feel like its especially Virgos here..
14. Your 2H is your emotions/feelings towards food.. I have a Scorpio 2H and it really depends on my mood if Im going to eat.. My brother has Virgo 2H and he refused to eat spahgetti without the garlic bread his mom forgot like thats a mood
15. Your 3H can explain if youre curious or not and what you would be curious about..
16. Your rising is you on the outside, your sun is you on the surface, and moon is you on the inside
17. Pisces placements seem to have a calm or soft kind of voice??? (Taurus 3H)
18. Moon/Mercury can tell you about your early school experiences while Jupiter can tell you aboyt higher learning..
19. ^ I have Sag Moon/Cap Mercury, I always followed instructions and moved to many schools.. I have a Leo Jupiter in the 11H and it helped me to be out there in high school.
20. I also feel like your 1st, 2nd, and 3rd house and maybe 7th can tell you about your style and what kind of clothes you wear??
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Saturn isnât the planet of restrictions, it is the planet of liberation.
This sacred knowledge isnât spread to the average person. It is buried and only available to those who seek, challenge and are courageous enough to find it.
Itâs time for you to become your own authority.
Come ti vidi          when I saw you Mâinnamorai,       I fell in love E tu sorridi           and you smiled PerchĂš lo sai.       because you knew
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Somewhere in this world you and I exist. Do you remember how you always feel when youâre with me? Will you recognise me the moment your eyes lay sight upon me?
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Pile 1 â Everything I Do, I Do to Make You Happy
VIBE: Misty by NCT 127
perfume â 8 of Pentacles
At the core of their being, your Destined Person is a very earthy person. Sensual and pragmatic. Realistic and dependable. Ambitious and hardworking. I bet you they have a large amount of Earth sign influencesâTaurus, Virgo, or Capricorn. Your Destined Person has a great spirit that knows how to make sacrifices for those they care about. They are such a magnanimous entity. But with this energy, they can also be quite hard on themselves. Theyâre not self-destructive though; just incredibly responsible and hard-working because they have big, BIG dreams!
Having said that, your Destined Person is quite a balanced person in that they know how to relax and indulge in the fruits of their labour of love. Though they are passionate and focused, your Destined Person is also quite a spiritual person, which they themselves might not be super aware of. The spiritual side of them makes them highly intuitive, and theyâre the type to trust those gut instincts, so they tend to be successful in Life from courageously making bold decisions, guided by their Heart.
Your Destined Personâs spiritual side makes them dream WILD dreams nobody else dares to dream. You could say theyâre rather eccentric in regards to how theyâre perceived by their family, neighbours and peers. With a rather rebellious nature though, they pursue their dreams with focus and fervour. Thanks to their practicality and endurance (definitely strong Earth influences, babe), theyâre able to follow through their plans and manifest their dreams rather easily. It isnât to say they donât sacrifice a lot thoughâŠ
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Itâs never easy to get to the top and your Destined Person has endured quite a lot of storms Life has had to offer. In spite of their persona that may appear strong, charismatic, dependable, optimistic, and even cheerful for some, your Destined Person actually has a very soft heart. Theyâre empathetic and canât stand the reality of people being mean and nasty to each other. To some extent, it breaks their heart when they witness people trample each other in the pursuit of success.
Your Destined Person is a charitable Soul who believes that a candle doesnât lose anything by sharing its fire. Unfortunately, most Humans canât see this. And they feel like theyâre the only person in the world whoâs bothered by such a thing and sometimes this makes them feel weird or weak as a person. To compensate for that sometimes-terrible feeling, your Destined Person has a tendency to push themselves even harder and sacrifice more of themselves to make other people feel good, happy (because they canât stand absorbing other peopleâs sad energy, if that makes sense).
It's almost like, your Destined Person doesnât know how to genuinely make themselves happy unless theyâre being useful to those they care about. Unfortunately, due to this insane charitableness, your Destined Person has been taken advantage of quite a lot in Life. When they were a lot younger, they trusted too easily (too pure for this world). A lot of the people they used to know only saw them for their money, status, or access. Your Destined Person is quite traumatised when it comes to human relations in general but they donât easily let this show!
a box of macarons â 3 of Cups
Tapping into your Destined Personâs energy feels, misty. Theyâre quite often sad but try their best to showcase a positive attitude because thatâs just who they are. In some cases, they may be dwelling in a workplace or an industry where showing such emotions is not exactly appreciated. When thinking about you, your Destined Person yearns for someone whoâd look into the true depths of their empathy and compassion, and still be OK with how morose they sometimes could be. They also wish for their Destined Person (you!) to offer some kind of an escape from memories of their terrible past.
When you finally pop into their Life, your Destined Person becomes engulfed in sweet but all-consuming gratitude that escapes words. Theyâd be speechless, or awkward, when trying to describe this gratitude they feel towards you. They have a lot of things to be grateful for and it wasnât like their world was that bad, but thereâs something about you that touches the deepest yearning in them and makes all the flowers bloom in their inner world. The whole idea of you, your sheer beingness, just the fact that youâre alive, and that youâve found your way into their worldâŠ
How they struggle to express how much they love you XD They feel like your entire existence beats only for them, for their healing. You heal so many parts of their broken heart and restore their faith in a Life worth living. All those riches mean nothing if youâre not the one destined to marry them. Theyâll be so devoted and loyal to you. Thereâs only you. And then your children and pets, maybe XD Your Destined Person will create a safe haven for you and your family. You will live lavishly and be gifted a lot of thoughtful gifts! All they do in this world, they do for your happiness and your childrenâ„ïž
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home sweet home â Priestess of Divination
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Pile 2 â I Want No One Else but You
VIBE: Focus by NCT 127
perfume â 4 of Cups
To your Destined Person, youâre the dreamiest, most magical creature they have ever encountered. The moment you enter their Life, they fall in love at first sight, or at least, thereâs something about you that profoundly disturbs the mundanity that theyâve been operating in for quite a while. You make them dream in more vivid colours. I think theyâre going to be addicted to you quite immediately which would be hilarious to them XD Theyâll be thinking about you non-stop, which makes them feel awkward. Theyâll be telling themselves, âIâm not at an age where I should be behaving this way! Come on! Grow up, me!â
And still, they donât mind at all being focused on only you. They enjoy that dreamy feeling all too much for them to even want to stop. âI love being drenched in your aroma. I like your energy. I like all that you are. You are my dream person! AAAAGGGHHH!â Theyâre crazy about ways to make it with you! They donât know what to do because they think they could be too much or too childish and they fear you might reject them. Theyâre thinking of ways to mature first and be really cool XD I think your Destined Person is quite silly hahahah
But as childish that may appear to you, donât underestimate your Destined Personâs loyalty, babe~ Deeply romantic and devoted; they would not want anybody else but you. Theyâre thinking, âIf Iâm not with you in this incarnation, thereâs no point in all that Iâve done.â Their heart beats only for you. Your Destined Person may need some time to develop themselves when you meet, but theyâre definitely not shallow. Your Destined Person has a heroic quality to them which makes them want to offer you security. All variety of security~
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So, thereâs a bit about your Destined Person that may be perceivedâespecially by their peers, I thinkâas childish or unrealistic. Essentially, I think theyâre a spiritual idealist. They can be quite dreamy, head in the clouds type of person. If your Destined Person is a male, I think some of their peers kinda look down on them for being⊠the way that they are. Your Destined Person, even when they are a male, is the type that goes home quickly to help with childcare. Your Destined Person is romantic and will prioritise you and family over workplace obligations. This is saying they will go the extra mile to prove their Love for you. They donât care what other people say; they say, âOther people donât know what Love is and thatâs such a shame!â
Your Destined Person knows that Love canât be proven with just material things. This person deeply understands that time well spent together, affection and attention, are more of a display of Love than whatever money could buy. Theyâre not the type of lover whoâd get discouraged by other people buying their spouses bigger or shinier things. In that manner, your Destined Person has a healthy self-esteem and they really understand what kinds of things truly matter in a relationship. I think youâre going to be so happy, so emotionally secure with them!
Iâm seeing that you and your Destined Person are going to enjoy visiting places like theme parks, or just parks, and youâd enjoy outdoor picnics with foods youâve prepared or bought at the supermarket together. Just enjoying peaceful moments with a box of Belgian chocolate you both love. The most important thing is the quality time youâre spending together. Something like that. I think your love life is definitely all about the cute, sweet romantic moments that may be small but definiteđ
a box of macarons â King of Swords
Maybe because theyâre a bit childish(?) or just optimistic, I kinda feel your Destined Person could be quite reckless in love, especially when they were a lot younger. They couldâve gotten hurt quite a bit in this regard, but donât worryâthat was part of their Higher Self wanting to teach them about healthy boundary. By the time you meet your Destined Person, thereâs only so much left for them to heal and grow from. The way I see it, your Destined Person is quite a reasonable fellow, so they learn their spiritual lessons rather quickly.
One thing you need to know though, is that this person has cut ties and burnt bridges with a lot, A LOT, of toxic people from their past. A lot of people wanted access to them for their wealth or status. It could also be that they were in relationships whereby they were valued only for their beauty or sexual capacity and all such menial things. Theyâve been taken advantage of quite a lot, sheesh. Meanwhile, with that pure Soul of theirs⊠Yeah, they carry deep wounds deep in their heart.
When they get to know you, theyâre so happy, so glad to know thereâs another person whoâs just like them. That youâre unfazed by someoneâs numbers in their bank accounts. That youâre able to see through the illusions of the Matrix. That you passionately care about whatâs essential. Your Destined Person thinks you possess a moral compass thatâs different from most everybody theyâve ever known. They appreciate you a lot for your intelligence and your courage to cut through the bullshit of society. I think youâre the type of person who speaks your mind? They LOVE that about you!
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home sweet home â Priestess of Clarity
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Pile 3 â Possession, Obsession, Protection
VIBE: Poison by NCT DREAM
perfume â Ace of Wands Rx
Aight, this the freaky Pile. Get ready XD
Your Destined Person is a bit of a psychopath LMAO Just kidding. Not saying theyâre a narc(!) or anything but theyâre this lil freako who thinks outside of the norm. Your Destined Person is a true gem of an eccentric and they have many kinky fantasies about you. Dunno why thatâs coming up strong XD But hey, youâll recognise your Destined Person by how theyâre truly the most unique individual you could ever know! A one in a billion kind of a brilliant person!
Your Destined Person is quite rebellious in that, whatever they do, they make sure they donât follow the convention. They like to adventure in all the senses of that word. They like to experiment and test themselves also. What they truly want is to carve out a Life of their own, irrespective of what their family or community expects of them. Some of you, your Destined Person could even be this kind of rebellious inventor of sort who deliberately invents a new way of living in the modern world, that nobody else could think of.
A futuristic spiritual genius, I think. For that reason, some of you, your Destined Person might as well end up changing the world for the better! Someone like Elon Musk, I think? Your Destined Person could have strong influences of Aquarius that make them think outside of the box and then, in some aspects could be influenced by some strategic Scorpio placement that pushes them to see their psycho ideas see the light of day.
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Having said all of that, in relation to you, the person they devote themselves to, ah yes, theyâre still pretty much a psycho in that regard XD Lemme explain, ahem!
Your Destined Person is a sneaky psycho even in the way they think about their connection to you. They really have so many kinky fantasies about you, which they wonât always let out because even they understand how scary some of their thoughts are! They daydream about taboo behaviours in bed. Things most normies wouldnât think about and when they do some of those things to you, youâd be in heaven, babe. They know, by intuition, how to make you⊠explode? What they do behind closed doors will drive you insane with new colours of pleasure you didnât even know were possible.
This motherfucker is cruel dominant. They like to dominate all of you like they could swallow your entire being when youâre in their embrace. Your Destined Person is the type that expresses Love through sexual acts. For them, sex is not dirty, necessarily. Sex is healing and transformative. Sex is a sacred union between you two. Theyâre immaculately intense about it. They give their allâsoul and bodyâand everything in between. They tend to like to be on top, and they could get frightening at times, but if whimpering under them happens to be a thing of yours, oh~ XD
More than appearances could tell, your Destined Person thinks about sex with you a lot. A LOT. A. LOT, babe. They just might not always make it known to you because even they get troubled by it sometimes LMAO They wish they could simply stop thinking about you naked but theyâre down horrible. They donât know what to do with themselves. They think a screw got loose somewhere in their brain. They blame it on you being⊠you.
Theyâre crazy passionate about you. They DO love you. Deeply and truly and heroically. Theyâre also just crazy. What are you gonna do with a lover like this? HahahâŠ
a box of macarons â 5 of Cups Rx
You know what kind of character your Destined Person reminds me of? Yasu from NANA. Thereâs an episode where Reira, a girl he used to date in high school, came running to his apartment, sobbing and looking for comfort, and Yasu didnât give her what she was looking for. He knew full well doing so wouldnât be the right thing to do, because he was in love with Nana. Nana was the only person heâd allow that kind of access to, if that makes sense. Yasu is the kind of person who knows the distinction between good manners that are real, and fake kindness or politeness that is lacking dignity. Your Destined Person has quite a noble character in spite of their eccentric insanity.
On top of their intense seriousness, your Destined Person is also someone who quickly burns bridges to the past and locks access to themselves. Theyâd never allow those who have betrayed or wronged them to have a piece of their success and happiness. They donât entertain other people taking their kindness and gentleness for granted. Though they are caring, theyâre not stupid; and they respect you a lot that theyâd never allow their politeness to ruin their relationship with you. Your Destined Person is sensible enough not to perform polite gestures that might get misunderstood by those who want something from them. Ahem.
They are deeply loyal and will always be on your side. Till death do us part kind of partner. They want you to know security, have stability, and theyâd hope you never doubt their intentions. I think, your Destined Person wants to let you know that when youâre with them you will never have to fear losing them and that they will never allow any situation or person to cast a shadow of doubt on your mindđAaaa o mai gaaa~
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home sweet home â Priestess of Energy
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Sugar's revenge void story.
Before I entered the void, the sole reason of my existence was revenge. I woke up everyday only because of the hope that I'll get revenge someday on everybody who did me wrong. Yes, I'm petty and I don't care. Even though I spent most of my life wanting to end myself, I always believed there will be a time when I can turn everything around, when I give people back what they've put me through. And lads, I'm so excited to tell you I've done exactly that.
Hello, Welcome. This will be a fun ride.
I was 4 when I was Abus3d. FOUR. My parents didn't believe me. And I was bullied my entire life from that point. Until 16, I had no friends. I used to get cyber bullied for my appearance multiple times. My life was hell. My household would blame me for my hardships. I had no one to talk to. At the age of 14 I got SAed. Nobody knew. I was so scared. I couldn't tell anyone because I had no one to. I never believed in god but later that day I spent a whole day in temple crying my eyes out begging forgiveness for the crime I never committed and just to take my life away. My favorite god turned their back on me.
At 17, I got cyber bullied again. It was bad this time. One of them stalked me IRL too. Real bad. Since I had no one to talk to, I went to the cops for the first time. I have been through a lot more that I personally am hesitant to type it out. My therapist, friends and exes can agree that life has been extremely unfair to me. The situation in my family was the worst to say the least.
I endured it all. I always did. I was hopeful
At some point, I found about law of attraction from the secret. I'm gonna be honest dawg wtf was that?? Those coaches are just straight up looting money, omg it was full of limiting beliefs. Unlike others, I didn't find Law of attraction attracting at all. I was still hopeful that this ain't it, something better will definitely come along. Then I got to know about Law of assumption. But I found it extremely hard to trust. I over consumed so much. I had so much trouble applying it because does it also mean I "manifested" by abuses and bullyings? Did I "feel" or "know" they were going to happen to me? Did I manifest my family? The birth name I was given? I don't think so. Despite everything, I only had good to give others. That was the way I was raised. If you're an Indian you would have heard this- "if someone slapped your left cheek, show them your right, so that they can slap that too". I would let my current bf slap my other set of cheeks hehe
Although I believed I could consciously create my future, the beliefs I held from an age as early as 4 was my biggest hindrance in applying the law. I didn't have any conscious manifestations although I had known the law for over 2 years. I used to beat myself up and get so depressed because how am I in worse position even though I know the cheat code to life. After few months I found my first love. I was the happiest but that MF cheated on me and convinced me it was my fault because I made him cheat. He also threatened he'll expose my pictures on the internet if I didn't accept him back. After few months I found another love. I really loved him. He did too, but he forced me against my will to take away my virginity and I dumped him. đ€Ą
I was diagnosed with clinical depression. It got so bad that it affected me physically. I got PCOS, Diabities and Thyroid. I gained weight too fast that just added to my body dismorphia. I was living a pathetic and dingy lifestyle. My room was always a garbage dump. No, quite literally, I would eat a banana and throw away the peel in my room, I was not only lazy but also extremely nihilistic in my Outlook of life.
Until,
I found about the void that came as a ray of sunlight in a dark tunnel. OMFG. I'm so glad I did. I'm so lucky I am here. I am so happy I got my dream life. I am beyond excited because it's only an uphill from here. All those struggles, all that endurance has finally paid off.
I attempted for 1.5 yrs diligently with no hope. I read every success story at least 20 times. Until one day, I entered. Other than manifesting df and db, I manifested...drum roles....REVENGE. And other notable manifestations was the ability to be someone else and to enter people's dreams. Like eg., yesterday I entered my first ex's dream and called him a dumbfuck just because hehe.
I manifested the ability to time travel, to seek revenge on everybody who hurt me (including my parents) and revised every bad circumstance to my benefit. I manifested slow painful death to my abusers and bullies. I amended everything I had to amend. EVERY.SINGLE.THING.
I made a list of everybody who did me wrong and went to them step by step, one by one. Karma is me. I am Karma.
Ngl I realised I wasn't entirely good to some people either. So I revised that too. I went from someone who got bullied for the way I looked to someone that people got scared to approach because of how pretty and splendid I look. I went from someone who got cheated on to someone whose footsteps are literally worshipped. Everybody loves me and everybody wants to be me, wants to be with me. I became THE ideal girl.
Life is good.
in this post i will explain in depth how i entered the void state and what i manifested. i will be open to questions but if you ask something that i explain in this post i won't answer it just fyi, so even though this will be long, if you are truly curious i encourage you to read the whole thing. i am sorry for any spelling mistakes or grammar mistakes that might be present.
overall story: i have been trying to enter the void for around 2 months now, and finally entered through a lucid dream. one thing i want to note before i tell my story is that i have been lucid dreaming my whole life (so if you never have, i don't know what good steps are for beginners).
the beginning: my journey started when i inadvertently came across a post about how someone else entered the void state and manifested their dream body and face. i was not into manifesting before, in fact, i actually had a problem with the whole concept of the law of attraction and didn't know there were other types of manifestation and never looked deeply into it. that being said, i have always been an open-minded person and also, a more or less spiritual person. i believe in a lot of "out there" things because a lot of said things have been proven to me (through experiences i find hard to explain so i'm not going to). i'm sharing this to let you know that due how deeply i naturally believe in such things i never really had a problem with my void concept, even though i experienced doubts (so for this area i really can't give much advice).
so after learning about the existence of the void state i searched "void state" on tumblr and skimmed some info here and there on it, what i came across included some basic methods on how to enter the void but i didn't fully understand them yet. that same night i followed a shifting guided meditation but i couldn't really get "into" it, i was a naturally anxious person who found it hard to relax so it just wasn't working, but i did see it through and try my best and i think in the long run it helped me. in the guided meditation i listened to, the person makes you walk through a door to get to your desired reality and even though the meditation didn't work, that imagery worked it's way into my subconscious and i had a lucid dream that night. i did not manifest anything that night but it was on purpose (i think). in my lucid dream i woke up in my bedroom. i looked in the mirror and decided i would change what i saw to a more desired appearance and it worked (i looked exactly like the person i was thinking of), then, i decided (with intention) to open my bedroom door and enter my dream house and it worked. at this point in the dream i thought that entering the void must be super easy since i was already basically close and could have done it there if i wanted to BUT i chose to wake up because i wanted to enter the void when i actually knew for sure what i wanted my manifestations to be. i knew i was going to want a lot if i really thought about it and i also didn't want to actually look like someone else (my whole lucid dream i was more trying to test my imagination and build my confidence). the next day i started making a void state list and writing down everything i genuinely wanted for myself.
experiencing doubts: things started to go wrong after that hahah, after my first beginner's luck(?) experience i was struggling to lucid dream (even though i've always naturally been a lucid dreamer, the times it occurs is still random and i couldn't make them happen) and meditations were only getting me so close. all in all, over the past 2 months i had 5 failed lucid dreams and several close, but failed, meditation attempts. this instilled some doubts in me, especially the lucid dreams, because apparently once you lucid dream it's meant to be quite simple but when i would affirm for the void in my dreams i would just wake up or the dream would continue.
another thing that caused me to doubt the void was questioning some of the stories on here. most of them i initially don't believe anyway because it's known there's many liars in the community and there seems to be a trend of people posting void success stories in an attempt to enter to the void (to act as if it already happened) but they technically haven't in reality yet. that being said, i did have some blogs i mostly trusted and then one day one of the blogs i trusted answered an anonymous ask about a success story and it really looked like they sent it to themselves. the reason i thought this was because the op of the blog spells a commonly used word wrong all the time but it's not a spelling mistake people commonly make (in fact, i know no one who makes this spelling mistake) but then the anon that sent them the success story made the exact same spelling mistake. it made me worry that perhaps there were no true success stories because why was this person who supposedly mastered the void bothering with sending asks to themselves to validate their blog? i mean this was all speculation but it still caused me to think.
that being said again, i still basically believed, i just wavered a little, but i definitely believed enough to keep persisting (because why not?)
the success: finally, after almost 2 months i entered the void through a lucid dream. when i realised i was dreaming i tried to make myself stay super grounded in the dream but i also thought about not taking too long since i didn't want to wake up. i did this because i realised the very first night when i had my lucid dream, i didn't get excited and try immediately, i hung around in my dream for a while and just enjoyed things (as i explained). so i wandered around the dream a bit and just looked at things, touched things, tried to feel the temperature and take note of it and then when i felt calm and not too excited i closed my eyes and affirmed for the void and entered. when i got the void i just said "i have everything on my void list" (a few times to make sure) and then stated i was exiting the void state. the void feels how pretty much everyone describes, you just know it's happening and you are pure consciousness.
what i manifested: my void state list ended up being super long and i manifested a lot of personal things that i won't share, which is what i'm sure would be the same for most people, but i'll include a list of things that others might find interesting or encouraging:
desired appearance (including body, face, height etc)
money (i came up with a plan that of how it would make sense in my country to have acquired it)
got rid of my anxiety disorder (having this was probably the most debilitating part of my life, it's also why i know meditation never truly worked for me since i could never relax and it's crazy to feel not severely stressed constantly for the first time in my life)
got rid of my autoimmune disease and fixed my eyesight (i manifested being healthy overall in general)
feel comfortable instantly, i will no longer get too itchy, feel dirty after a long day, be too hot or too cold etc. (can't really attest to this one yet but i have felt no discomfort)
dream living space and whatever bed i sleep in to always be super comfortable
opinion on the void state: overall the point is that the void state is real and you can get anything you want, getting to the void is also easy but it's just about trying to go for it and not getting discouraged. i don't want to share too much of my opinion on this because i actually find it really toxic. some people will get mad if you say you "entered" or "got to" the void because you technically are always the void, and personally, i don't find these slight changes in language to be important unless you are very sensitive to it. for me, it doesn't matter if i think about the void as something i enter or something i am because i believe it exists and that's all i need to know at the end of the day. if you want to see it as something you are, or a state or anything else, i don't think it matters as long as you believe manifestation is possible, you are the creator of your reality, you get to decide what language or thought process works for you :)
common questions: i'm going to answer some question i feel like i will get if people find this post so i'm just going to answer them here. remember that these answers are just my opinion.
question: how come people don't manifest to end world hunger, for everyone to have money, to become the next "big thing", to be a real life superhero, for everyone to be happy etc. truthfully, i think people do manifest that but i don't think they stay in this reality. a lot of people think that using the void at all means you shift your reality, idk if i believe in that, but i would have to assume the people that use the void to manifest very extreme things ultimately have to shift realities. so this would mean the reason you're not seeing these results is because these people are no longer in this reality. if you pay attention i think you will also notice that most void success stories that seem to come from reliable sources (though this is still all personal judgement) seem to be rather humble, these people just manifest to be the prettier version of themselves, to live in a nice place, to be around good people and other similar things. i think people with mostly humble desires stay in this reality and people with more fantastical desires (to be the most famous person ever, to be a multibillionaire, world peace) go elsewhere.
question: why would someone even have humble desires? i can't speak for every single person but i think it's just the desire to stick to the familiar. we want better lives but also want to feel at "home" still, i wanted to still feel like ME. maybe it seems stupid and selfish but if we really are shifting realities every time then there really is no way to actually solve world hunger anyway, it will always exist in this reality even if you or i personally go to another one. at the end of the day, life isn't fair and i am just grateful to have discovered the void to live happily and am sharing this so you can too.
question: i'm worried about the wrong people finding out about the void state. honestly, me too! but i think this falls in line with my past two answers, if someone terrible happened to stumble upon this post and entered the void, i don't think they'd stay here, they will go to some other reality more likely, so i really don't think we have to worry about someone super evil getting to the void and doing something super heinous or whatever. but honestly i do understand the worry. at first when i discovered the void i thought i wouldn't share my success story once i entered because i wanted to keep the void as quiet as possible. but just remember two things: most people do not know about the void and if they do a lot of them will give up and not persist. second, someone really evil finding it will probably leave this reality (my theory).
question: why do people not show better proof. truthfully, i don't know, for me it's because i really do want to live a private life and a lot of stuff i manifested can't be proven anyway. if i show my bank account, it could be photoshop, if i show my new face it means nothing because i revised to always look this way, i can't prove i no longer have my autoimmune disease and the list goes on. i think people with more dramatic proof also want to maintain their privacy or go to other realities. perhaps there's even been people to show dramatic proof in this reality but they had to revise that they didn't because it was a mistake.
question: do you have any overall tips? just keep persisting. and personally, i think it's okay to try several methods at once. i know some people say if you try several then it "cancels out" like, if you try lucid dreaming and it doesn't work so you meditate it means you don't "believe" lucid dreaming can work for you so then that's why it takes you so long but i think you can just tell yourself "every method works for me so i will just keep persisting". another thing i recommend trying for a few days is setting your alarm to go off at different times so day 1 is 8am, day 2 is 7am, day 3 is 9am and so forth. each day set the intention to wake up BEFORE your alarm goes off, once you successfully start waking up a few minutes before your alarm everyday this is your tangible proof that your intentions are working. this isn't really a method but more so a confidence booster that worked for me to remind myself i'm in control and powerful. if you also try this i think after a few days you will feel more confident intending to lucid dream, for your meditations to work, for subliminals to work (whatever is your personal vibe) and you will get there easier hopefully!
question: did you ever do any official lucid dreaming methods. personally the only way i ever had a lucid dream was by intending before sleeping that i would lucid dream. but methods where you wake up by setting your alarm early and going back to sleep and stuff didn't work for me. i tried but due to my anxiety i would always wake up super alert or even stressed, so i could never relax enough. but they are successful for many people so there is no harm in trying.