There Is No "becoming Aware"

the mindset journey

So hi.

My mindset has been evolving a lot ever since I started this journey, and I thought I'd lay it all out in one post. Subliminals, mindless affirming, scripting, visualization, states. I've tried so many things out, and I think I've finally figured out what works for me.

TLDR:

Stop “trying” to manifest or checking the 3d, you already have full results, creation was over like since forever.

Sure you know that you’re God, as the posts and everything you’ve seen tells you, but have you really embraced that internally?

It doesn’t matter how many posts you read, it’s up to you to actually change your mindset.

Logic is literally useless, be delusional (don’t you just wanna go ape-shit :), go get your fucking desires)

Time is not linear, and means nothing when manifesting.

Revision is so powerful, use it.

It’s just so easy guys, please just make sure you’re actually applying the information you see instead of just passively scrolling through.

And the rest is under the cut, happy reading <33

I started off in the subliminal community in Oct 2020 and just had so many limiting beliefs, it was sad. Not to shit on the community or anything, some of them are wonderful people and most of them have changed their mindset as well, but my initial knowledge prevented me from getting to this point until now. But, now I’m here, and a day after I wrote this in my drafts, I literally manifested my ideal life. I originally started this blog to collect advice from loa blogs, but honestly, I don’t need any of it anymore. Though I do like helping people, so if you have any questions, feel free to shoot me an ask.

The Initial Mindset:

I always read through countless posts that say “You’re God” and “You literally can get what you want without even trying.” While I understood the text and adopted the mindset, I still did little subconscious things that contradicted it. While I affirmed my self-concept was perfect, I would also cram-study for exams and worry I would fail. I would say I look perfect, but then also worry about the way my body looked. Also, the way that I literally became obsessed with loa media? I spent hours watching Sammy Ingram videos, looping subliminals, and reading tumblr posts on “how to manifest faster and better”. During this phase of my life, my mind was plagued with intrusive thoughts and my self-concept was slowly getting better, but still absolute shit. I would manifest things here and there, but nothing life-changing.

The main problem however, was the fact that I would treat manifesting like a task I HAD to do. Now that school was back in session, I literally would zone out during specific classes on purpose and just affirm to myself. I would feel bad if I hadn’t listened to my subliminal playlist for the day because I “wasted time in getting my desires”. There’s nothing wrong with vainly affirming or listening to subs if you believe it works, but for me, treating manifesting like a task meant that I was looking for an outcome. Clearly, now I know better, that everything is always done and that there’s nothing to complete, but back then, this was probably the main reason why I struggled to see full results easily. I was acting out of desperation and didn't believe manifestation already was done.

When Everything Changed:

I know that it’s different for everyone, but my “aha!” moment was probably when I read this post. Seriously, go read it, it made me realize that I was going about it all wrong. Now, it wasn’t learning how to perfect my manifesting, it was learning to pull out the tiny limiting beliefs that had burrowed its way into my subconscious.

For example,

“I need to do xyz so that I can get my manifestations.”

Why would I would need to do anything if I already have all of my manifestations hmm? It’s literally already done. Like there’s no need to put in that effort into something that’s already perfect right? So why do I need to even need to try? I literally get whatever tf I want without even trying. This doesn’t mean that every method out there is useless, but in the end, you are the one doing the manifesting, not the method.

“But... this makes absolutely no logical sense! How would this even work?”

I know that STEM me loves finding the logic behind everything, so that’s why I struggled a lot with the logic and time aspect. But darling, it doesn’t need to make sense. There are literally so many things in the world that scientists to this day can’t explain, including just how powerful and complex your brain is. Not to mention the fact that concepts such as logic and science are literally man-made too? What’s the point in trying to deal with logic? Just let go and have fun.

“I affirmed so hard, and I believed it. But then it never showed up when the time came.”

First off, your time spent affirming means nothing, sorry to break it to you. It’s about the mindset(your state if you will) you currently exist in that truly makes a difference. And just because it didn’t show up today doesn’t mean that you missed your window of opportunity. Revision is still manifesting, because time is not a linear concept. Anything at any time can just change with a snap of your fingers. You want to change all of your test scores? Bam, it’s done. you wish WW2 never happened? Bam, it’s done. You want to relive the past 5 years of your life? Bam, it’s done. It doesn’t matter what the event is, what time it is, or that you “didn’t do it before the deadline”. Whenever you do get it(which is instant/soon if you're persisting properly), it will be there, seamlessly blended in with your 3d. You don’t need to worry about a damn thing, your subconscious will take care of everything for you.

“Oh no! I just had intrusive thoughts, did I just mess up my manifestations?”

Why are you giving intrusive thoughts the power to do anything? Sure, you may get them, but that doesn’t mean that they have any effect on you. It’s the doubt they make you feel in your mindset that truly messes it up. Don’t give in. Acknowledge the thought, accept that it literally means nothing, and continue to persist. Your thoughts only have the power you give them.

“Nah, everyone has to be lying, this doesn’t seem real.” / ”Manifesting must just be a coincidence, there’s no way this is real.”

Oh? So you’re saying, the amount of posts you’ve seen, all of the success stories, all of the followers and comments, are you saying every single one of them is lying? No. I’m not saying that every single one of them is truthful, but there’s no way that every single one of them would lie and put this much work into something that’s not real. If you find yourself struggling to believe in the law, I’d suggest you try to manifest something small, and then build up your belief from there. I sure as hell didn’t believe in any of this from the beginning, but then, I manifested consciously for the first time. Again, and again. It became easier, and my life got better. It soon becomes apparent that literally everything you think happens. I always used to wonder how things I randomly thought in the back of my head always happened even though I literally didn’t do anything about it in the 3d. This proved to me that your mental state is more powerful than it seems.

“Can I manifest-”

Yes. Just yes. You’re GOD. GOD. Why tf is God asking some random loa account if they can manifest something or not? Ofc God would know that they can manifest whatever the fuck they want instantly. Do you think when God said “Let there be light”, he first asked people around him if he could? No. He took that shit and just fucking ran with it.

“But-but, what if-”

Uh-uh. I don’t want to fucking hear it. Like I said in the previous section, stop overthinking everything you do. Just go. Run with what you already know and manifest the life of your dreams. You don’t need to keep looking for new information, some specific post that changes everything for you. All they can do for you is steer you in the right direction. You’re the one who’s going to have to figure out our mindset and pull yourself together, no one else can do it. Take back your power, embrace it. I don’t care if you unfollow every single loa account or delete tumblr, just stop looking for the next post. Why would you need more information when you already have everything you need?

I wrote down everything I struggled with, forgot about it, and continued to persist in my new mindset. I ignored any negative 3d circumstances, and just vibed in the feeling that my desires were already here, that feeling of contentment someone has when everything in their life is just amazing. The main question I asked myself was, what would a person who had ____ think, and I went from there. Soon the things I wanted just started popping up in my life, just as I knew it would. I feel like the things I’ve said in this post are pretty much the same concepts you see all over loa tumblr, which is why it’s so important that you actively take in the information that’s being given to you and actually apply it. I was obsessed with tumblr and kept on scrolling through countless blogs and posts, and I was only able to fully manifest after I stepped away from all of that. There is no big secret. There’s no miraculous method that will fix everything for you. There’s just... you. And your subconscious. Whatever you tell your subconscious, goes. As simple as that.

How about, instead of scrolling to whatever next loa post you were about to see on this app, you close tumblr and just go live your best life? Don’t overcomplicate it and just do whatever feels natural to you. I hope this post helped, happy manifesting!

-cinna

Why Practicing Your Dream Self Privately is so Important

We all have versions of ourselves we want to be. Let’s call her “She.” 

She may be smart, beautiful, oh-so-sophisticated, knows exactly what She’s doing when walks into a room full of unknown people, accomplished…everything you’re aching to be. 

You’re struggling to achieve Her because you’re not used to being Her. You keep that version 2.0 of yourself in your thoughts but you don’t practice it irl. 

Not practicing it means that when you suddenly have to turn on your charm or have to remember etiquette in the presence of company, you can’t seem to recall those practices. Perhaps you might even feel uncomfortable, shy or awkward trying to remember all those talking points you had noted down, the “elegant gestures” that one tiktoker talks about constantly… suddenly you’re wondering how on Earth you can leave this godawful event without seeming rude. 

The problem is lack of practice. You’re so used to sitting on your couch at home with your legs spread wider than a man on a metro seat that it feels uncomfortable to now sit in a mannered way at the office dinner with the important employees. Your stomach is so used to gobbling down food without patience that you look longingly at the bread basket longer than the person seated in front of you. 

So therefore, if at home you’re not used to being even half of your best self, how are you going to feel fully confident when you’re supposed to bring “Her” out?

Obviously being fully dolled up at home makes little sense. But if you don’t practice the manners, the behaviour, the etiquette of Her - how will you comfortably transition into Her?

Do you expect to just wake up someday and become Her? Do you not think that it will take time, energy, practice to get what you want?

No amount of senseless manifesting or daydreaming is going to make your dreams come true. 

Certain habits, gestures, expressions will only come naturally to you when you make them natural to yourself by way of practice. 

You’ve read enough, saved and liked enough posts, you’ve learned all the mumbo jumbo theory to getting your life together but it’s all useless if you don’t put your learnings to practice irl.  

Astrology Signs as Princesses PT. 2

Libra

Scorpio

Sagittarius

Capricorn

Aquarius

Pisces

my older sis: [is an 8H sun and 5H moon]

me: [is a 5H sun and 8H moon]

us, at each other: yoooo wanna go out to the field and play frisbee? wanna go play fetch? wanna go trespass some property? wanna—

my younger sis: [is a 12H sun and 7H moon] hELP me—

Astro Observations:

Lmk any other posts I should make!

- 🔮 Taurus, Cancer and Sagittarius placements have impeccable taste in food. This makes sense as Taurus is the more sensual side of Venus, Cancer represents the mother and Sagittarius is associated with travel and being cultured.

- 🔮 I personally find it hard to click with people who don’t have any 8h or 9h placements; these houses add such a fun and unique personality to people. As nice as people without these placements are I just can’t form a deep connection with them. So if you have 8h or 9h placements as well, I would try to find people with 8h or 9h placements and/or have placements in the sign of your 8h/9h.

- 🔮 Having prominent 3h placements/gemini moon is so hard to have when going through hardships in life, because you’ll overthink every small detail and just keep replaying things in your head and just drive yourself crazy. Virgo placements are prone to this too but they’re usually able to pick themselves back up better.

- 🔮 Aquarius placements get a bad rep for being fake. But in all honesty they’re the most loyal friends that you can have, they’re home is the 11h of friendships after all. However their problem is they can get their head so stuck in the clouds that they lose sight of what’s important and aren’t the best with confrontation. They’re also extremely afraid of betrayal that they may act too swiftly.

- 🔮 In synastry, I feel it is better to not have every placement traditionally compatible to each other. I feel it needs a balance of squares, and then oppositions and conjunctions. I had a relationship where the signs of the chart aligned almost perfectly, but there was no passion or excitement. My current relationship, our charts don’t seem amazingly compatible based off first glance. But even with the hard aspects, our venuses being exactly conjunct just combines so well. Basically, having one perfect aspect in the mix of all the other synastry aspects is ideal.

- 🔮 Ascendant compatibility is so much more important than most people realize. Because it not only shows the compatibility for the ascendant signs but for the rest of the chart. This influences the different areas of your lives and how they interact with each other.

- 🔮 To continue onto ascendant compatibility, the most compatible ascendant signs are signs opposite or sextile each other :). However I find this applicable to all placements but this is especially prevalent in ascendant signs.

- 🔮 Maybe this is just the masculine Leo mars in my life but they secretly love them some pisces and virgos 😟

- 🔮 Best relationship/friendships you’ll have will be with those with placements in your 11th house, 9th house, and 7th house.

- 🔮 Libra risings, Leo risings, Scorpio rising and Aquarius risings attract attention no matter if they try to or want to. A blessing and a curse.

- 🔮 Pisces mars & Cancer mars/venus individuals are prone to age gap relationships or relationships with a strong nurturer and nurtured dynamic.

- 🔮 More personalized to me but as a Taurus mercury, I have the best conversations with fire mercuries 🥴. I feel this is because they balance out my more timid demeanor and slower way of processing things, they bring out my more bold and confrontational side.

- 🔮 Cancer and Aries give similar vibes but just in a different font. Both loyal and caring and compassionate, they just express it differently.

Katherine Pierce + Best S2 Outfits (Requested by Anonymous)

I want to know your opinion on mars nakshatra (Dhanishtha , Mrigashirsha & Chitra). I notice that some of them have attachment issues and unresolved trauma. Doja cat ( Chitra Sun, Rising & Rahu ) was criticized by the public for her dating record because she is currently dating a comedian that is allegedly a pedophile. Marilyn Monroe (Dhanistha Moon & Jupiter ) has up and down in her marriage. She also alleged a mistress to President John F Kennedy. My ex friend (Dhanistha Moon ) also involves herself in a casual relationship with her exes. The Weeknd (Dhanistha Sun) sometimes objectifies women in his songs too.

I check their background and notice their father is physically or emotionally absent in their life. Marilyn Monroe did not have a relationship with her father growing up. Doja Cat does not share an active relationship with his father. The Weeknd never met his father. My ex friend rarely sees her father at home since her father constantly outstation or sleeps at his friend's house. I'm not sure about this but I did notice some Mars Nakshatra that I know, have a father who was physically and mentally absent for most of the time causing them to have this attachment or abandonment issue.

What is your opinion about it?

damn 😲you have given me food for thought, ill make a post about it

but in general, i do think Mars energy is hard for anybody especially for women. Mars (and Saturn, Rahu & Ketu) is a malefic planet and malefic planets' energy is very hard to manifest in a positive way. abuse, abandonment, and isolation are all themes present in the lives of natives with these planetary dominances. Mars is literally the soldier, its the planet of warfare, its not a stretch to think that these themes are bound to be present in the lives of its natives. soldiers are not people who can benefit from family, companionship, affection etc they're on the battlefield, where it's just them doing their job. ill explore more in my post tho, thanks for sending this ask

i was reading robert adams book some time ago, and if you read it you can see that he repeats himself a lot. all the questions and worries he got was probably the same thing. and so he repeated himself a lot, sometimes in different ways, sometimes in the exact same words.

this book is 399 pages.

i've recently come about a book called the ashtavakra gita. by the translators introduction this gita is pure because of its one-pointedness. it gets straight to the point. "Every word is aimed at triggering Self-realization--no suggestions for self-improvement, no rules for moral behavior, no practical wisdom for daily life." - is what he says.

its 60 pages long.

robert adams has to say what can be said in 60 pages in 399, so that we really get it. so that we aren't in fear (he says that all is taken care of several times!!) and have courage to just be. what he wants is for us to be.

(he actually says this lol)

what i'm trying to say is that there's nothing more i can say to you. all the info is there. it's just becoming a bundle of words.

if you don't try it out for yourself, then this definitely is all just a bundle of words. make it useable knowledge.

There’s a reason why the Elites worship Saturn

Saturn isn’t the planet of restrictions, it is the planet of liberation.

This sacred knowledge isn’t spread to the average person. It is buried and only available to those who seek, challenge and are courageous enough to find it.

It’s time for you to become your own authority.

headcanon time because I’m feeling very defensive of Kat this evening. 

Despite canon’s complete trash portrayal, Katherine was one of the, if not THE hopeless romantic of the show. Everything that happened to her ultimately was because she loved and invested in her love far too easily. 

I doubt anyone will read this as it’s disgustingly long but if you are interested in a mad woman’s ramblings you will find just that below.

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