How I Revised My Boyfriend’s Mother’s Death

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Void Success Archive

Current status: Partially active - will post when I have spare time

Details on this blog:

My goal is for this blog to be a source of help & motivation for the void state & manifesting (you don't have to enter the void to manifest any of the things in these stories, shifting & non-void manifestation stories show that)

Stories I'm archiving: ones that include details about what they manifested and/or helpful information on how they entered. To maintain quality, I won't archive stories if: I don't think they're particularly helpful, they're wildly NSFW/inappropriate or I feel they may not have entered the void.

If you see a 2023 story I haven't reblogged, feel free to tag me so I'll see it (though noting the above, I may not archive it if it doesn't fit my criteria).

2023 Archive (ordered by date originally posted or closest estimate):

January

February

March

April

May

June

2023 Stats:

Currently archived up to: 5th June 2023

Total unique archived success stories so far: 188

Other:

2021 & 2022 Archive (in progress as a long-term project)

Quotes from the Archive

Fun game to test my abilities 🎨

I love to intuitively read images send me a random Pinterest picture, drawing or literally any image you really feel like is you and I will try to accurately describe you it’s just a fun game to see if I can if it doesn’t resonate you can lmk!

Ex; If I were to choose an image I felt described me id choose this ⇩

Lumiere (775)-Asteroid

In the houses:

I feel like this asteroid signifies where your acting abilities lie. Like which genre or expression are you best at? I will also rate your skills depending on this but do not take this too seriously.

!!PLEASE READ THIS FIRST!!First, I will tell what characteristics your character might have, then your best acting scenes, and then your skills. I'll also name one person you remind me of. ︵‿︵‿︵‿︵︵‿︵‿︵‿︵︵‿︵‿︵‿︵︵‿︵‿︵‿︵︵‿︵

1st:

I feel like you’re very good at acting like a bully, a popular person, or just a mean girl. I get those types of vibes and immediately thought of mean girls when I saw this. Of course, it doesn't mean that you're a mean person but you're good at acting it. You are also good at acting confident, badass and a Lil spoiled. You would be best at those meme-worthy scenes or fake emotion scenes. You remind me of Regina George from Mean girls! I would say you would be an amazing, top-notch actor if skills were worked upon!

2nd:

I feel like you'll be amazing at acting like a luxurious or rich person who sweeps another person off their feet. If you're masculine energy, then those rich, hot, old guy types while for feminine energies you'll be those "sexual energy" types! You are also someone portrayed as lovable, motherly, and stable if not the previous ones.You would be so amazing at those romantic scenes, its amazing. You remind me of Ginny Weasley from Harry Potter (the books). You would be quite good at acting!

3rd:

You'll be amazing as a smart mouth, creative and friendly student. You would be portrayed as a flirty, flighty person who doesn't need anyone to please them. Also, You would also be seen as intelligent and someone who has a great memory. Childish. You would be great at argument/debate scenes or fighting ones. You remind me of Mia from 'Go! Live your way!' You would be great in acting overall like this placement is basically IT.

4th:

You're portrayed as someone who is the family person and would do anything, and I mean anything to please them. I know 4th is for motherly more than fatherly but my mind immediately goes to more masculine energy while typing this. Like those family guys. You would be so great at emotional scenes (the good ones). You remind me of Molly Weasley from Harry Potter. Your acting would be amazing if utilized well.

5th:

You would be amazing at acting like those fun, carefree, Leo vibes. You'll be acting like that one friend who always gets drunk or parties and is always up to have a wild ride or spontaneous trip whenever you want! You would be great at funny and creative scenes. You remind me of Tony Stark from MCU! You are AMAZING AND TALENTED AT ACTING! While hard work will be needed, you will also have a natural talent for it or a passion that would drive you.

6th:

You are portrayed as somewhat of a clean freak and kind of obsessed with order and organization. You're the kind of friend to clean up a mess or be very obsessed with those little things that no one can notice. You always want to emerge as a winner and in the first place. You'll be great at "freaking out" scenes. You would be Josh Newman from a book series called "Nicholas Flamel: The secrets of the Immortal".Your acting skills are nice, however, they can topple and waver if not practiced regularly.

7th

You would be portrayed as a dreamy person or a dream person. Someone who falls in love hard. One to be very attached to their loved ones and people around them. someone who has a savior complex and probably someone who plays in romantic shows. You would be great at romantic or nervously romantic scenes.I get reminded of Shin Sol-i from the Korean version of "A love so beautiful". Your acting skills are almost perfect in this category :)

8th

You would be portrayed as someone who is intense. horrific, insecure, and a bit "bitchy". You are someone who represses emotions and feelings a lot. You are someone who would act like the stereotypical "quiet kid". Someone who acted a villain and had a hero arc. You would act best at intensely emotional breakups or breakdown scenes. You remind me of Severus Snape from Harry Potter. You act VERY WELL but still, if not developed will have problems since you have aloof expressions in your actual life.

9th

I see you as someone who'd be portrayed like a teacher. Someone who's wise and has the answers to each and every problem except their own ones. You are seen as someone who is extroverted, and trustworthy. You would be great at teacher types of scenes or scenes where everyone has gathered around and you advise them or tell them something. I think you're very similar to Master Shifu from Kung Fu panda! Your acting skills are fine, but you may have a passion for something else.

10th

Someone who is very strict and cool is the character you'll be playing. You would also be someone who is a boss, a hard worker, and a leader. Someone who is bossy but graceful. A career-focused person. You would be great at scenes that are about punishments, like scolding your kid or firing someone at work, or having intense jobs. You remind me of the male lead from 365 days (i haven't seen the movie but I've seen a commentary on it-) You would be fine at acting but I dont think it would be something that you've dreamed about for the longest time.

11th

Someone who would be acting as the edgy, cool kid who everyone knows but no one seems to be close to them. Everyone wants to be, though. You will be someone that is friendly to everyone but still has that detached vibe and has been hurt before. You would be nice at prank scenes or funny ones. You remind me of Rafe Katchadorian from 'Middle School: The worst years of my life.' I feel like you would be great at acting if you wanted to!

12th:

You are portrayed as someone who is spiritual, dreamy and a bit lost in the clouds. Someone who has a great imagination but might be afraid to show it in the fear of being mocked or taunted around the people whom you're not comfortable with. You would be someone who is great at acting lost or scary/spiritual scenes. You remind me of Cinderella from...Cinderella, LOL- I feel like you would be sooooo good at acting!

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AIGHT, THATS IT FOR ME FOR NOW! if you want to,make sure to rb and tell me how it was :)

Again, the meaning of this asteroid was taken from @astrologyduck's post.

how to “become in imagination”

“you shouldn’t be tiring yourself out by “trying” to become.” -starmorself 4/9/23

i personally feel like my post of my realization on what edward art said was too bland and not that “GOOD” advice! so i want to make a post to explain it more!

when i mean by “become in imagination” theres nothing or anyone to “become” but states you become aware of and wear them in imagination.

all of these states are yours. theres infinite states you can choose and be aware of in consciousness. everyday those states you are aware of and accept manifest into the 3d (ex. the color shirt you are wearing, a hair strand sticking out, a pimple, etc).

how to “become”

just decide you are/have it.

its really that simple. you just decide it. decide you are the inner man with what you want within. not in the 3D but within. you assume you are it. put yourself in the state of consciousness of being whatever you want as the inner man.

assume = accept it to be real/yours

“I remember my only goal is to BECOME the one I want to be IN IMAGINATION ONLY. So I think about something I want to be, anything. Then I assume I AM that IN IMAGINATION, and in Imagination I can be all things.” -ed art

“Think only in terms of these: Creating, Feeling and Thinking. You CREATE the FEELING you want and from that THOUGHTS come.” -ed art

your thoughts will flow, your actions will flow, your 3d will change to who you are “being in imagination”. theres nothing to force, just accept it!

also the 3d is you (i was thinking of making a separate post explaining but here is the explanation: the 3d reflects you. even before you were aware of your imagination reflecting to the 3d, you are always unconsciously creating your “3d”. theres nothing outside of your awareness.) i also made another explanation below!!

everything in your 3D was once imagined by you! including the “small things”! you can observe the 3D and the things you imagined and accepted to be true, and you will see the 3D is always reflecting you. this observation can never go wrong. (this is self. self is who you think you are and have and what you accept to be true IN IMAGINATION.)

so hopefully this doesnt breed any confusion (that wasn’t my goal) just “be in imagination.” “be” whoever you want to be imagination.. all of these states you can occupy are DONE. accept it. make your imagination your dwelling place, your safe hub from your circumstances

…make your imagination your home. you are free to be whoever you want in there.

heres some golden quotes from edward art!!:

“If you cannot move on from the past, understand that since “Creation is Finished,” you can become Aware of Being a different Version of yourself that has experienced the desirable past.” -ed art

“We should not focus why we are not receiving but instead becoming Aware of Being the Version of Yourself that has received.” -ed art

“I currently feel fulfilled. I have not felt this fulfilled in many many years. Why? Because there is a Version of me that feels fulfilled and I started to become Aware that I Am that Version.” -ed art

“I simply assume that I am that Version of myself.” -ed art

“If you imagine yourself in the end, which is easy, but then you identify yourself with the outer-man, you will breed nothing but frustrations. However, if you first identify yourself with the One Within, and then imagine your end, you will not question if you “are going to get it,” you HAVE IT! The Inner Man always has it.” -ed art

“Why does Neville say it won’t fail you? He says this because it can’t! How can I say this, when I myself have failed? Because I did NOT change SELF! SELF cannot fail at expressing. And SELF is ALL that you FEEL to BE and HAVE in your MIND! ” -ed art

“SELF MUST BE EXPRESSED,” that is the Law. You don’t have to doubt “is my imaginal act going to come to pass?” Who is doubting? “SELF!” Who is worrying? “SELF!” What gets expressed? “SELF!” YOU CAN ALWAYS TRUST THAT SELF WILL BE EXPRESSED!” -ed art

“We are NOT trying to manipulate reality or force some change upon this physical world. That will happen NATURALLY. Why? Because your world is REFLECTING SELF.” -ed art

i will like to simply remind yall, all of these are within imagination, “be in imagination”, “become it in imagination.” accept you are it in imagination. identify yourself with what you want in imagination.

and no you obviously cannot “become” these states or your “desired self” since they are already done and you go through a lot of states EVERYDAY. just go to the end and accept them! be it in consciousness. (thats my definition of become!)

the 3d version of you (human version) is not real, thats your false self. the real, true you is imagination/consciousness. so dwelling and identifying with the 3d circumstances only creates a cycle of failure. next time you become aware of circumstances you dont like, look within (your true self) and remember absolutely everything is under your power and always was. imagination influences and changes the 3d, not the other way around. the 3d is nothing without you (imagination) so feeling powerless while staring at the 3d is dumb asf. step yo cookies up & remember you are imagination, the limitless and perfect reality. stop giving attention and power to the things that dont serve you ☆

Femme fatale placements/aspects in astrology

a femme fatale is a super attractive woman that uses her power of seduction to control and manipulate men. she is ultimately in charge of the relationship. she is the beautiful mysterious woman whom everyone wants but fears. intimidating but sexy.

Lilith in the 1st house

lilith sitting in the 1st house is the embodiment of lilith energy. these people are naturally seen as alluring they have a streak of darkness in how they express themselves. they are often seen as intimdating. they truly are raw in how they express themselves and do not care about anyone elses opinions. they are the classic sex symbols.

Venus aspecting pluto (especially the square)

the magnetism that comes with this aspect. these people are seen as very sexy and are able to capture anyones attention. they learn early on that love is about power and control. the trine and sextile are sexy and mysterious in a more subtle way but when we get to the conjunction, square and opposition we have people that aren’t afraid to assert themselves they know the power they hold. they are manipulative by nature. in love they are intense and will do anything to get what they want.

Venus square/opposite ascendant

this aspect makes people seem more charming and attractive they can easily captivate people and anyone that gets involved with them find themselves unable to escape. everything from their cupids bow to their long lashes these natives have a sultry look to them. the embodiment of pretty privilege. they are very sexually attractive and if they have other aspects in their birth chart they can tap into the femme fatale energy easier than others. head turning beauty.

8th house placements

an 8th house placements aura in one word is magnetic. these people carry a lot of sexual energy and are not afraid of their sexuality and sensuality. they often embrace it embodying the dark feminine. they often attract people obsessed with them or want to be someones obsession they get a thrill out of it.

Asteroid medusa (149) aspecting personal planets and ascendant

asteroid medusa speaks about a woman who flaunts her beauty and lures men in then punishes them. they are man eaters. these natives are naturally super seductive, playful and flirty but can have a deep hatred for men.

Asteroid sirene (1009) conjunct lilith

asteroid sirene speaks of deceptively luring people in. this asteroids talks about when sirens lured in sailors with their enchanting music and looks. the same could be said about the femme fatale. when sirene conjuncts lilith, someones dark side can be that they like to seduce men and wrap them around their finger.

Asteroid circe (34) aspecting personal planets and ascendant

asteroid circe speaks about witchcraft but also bewitching men. the men you interact with or date can be so obsessed with you that they claim you casted a love spell on them. your existence feels like a potent love spell to these men.

Pluto aspecting ascendant

these people are gifted with the ability to read others like a book and of course they could use this for their own benefit. they physically are magnetic. their stare lingers. incredibly piercing bedroom eyes. they are extremely powerful with thick skin as they are blessed with the power of regeneration. they might get hurt but come out stronger.

Scorpio rising

much like pluto aspecting the ascendant these people are born with a lot of power. they are dark by nature and aware of their own intensity. they can have a lot of people obsessed with them. they also can be extremely manipulative.

Pluto in the 7th house

when pluto sits in the 7th house of relationships and other people here we have people that can be extremely powerful in their relationships. i know this placement can indicate power struggles but once these natives are aware of their own power they can be the ones in charge of their relationships. these people find that a lot of their relationships have a strange power dynamic. they are very intense beings that are filled with passion and intimacy. they could be seen as mysterious by the people they interact with.

every single sagittarius placement i’ve met (mainly big 6 or stellium) wants to travel. and not just to another state, or a nearby country, but to an entirely different country. they can be interesting in other countries too, and their culture. i notice sag moons are the most likely to have a true interest in the culture, rather than sag mercuries or other sag placements. sag mercuries seem to want to learn another language more or speak another language

this is somewhat based on my experience but also astrological facts

sag rising- want to just go anywhere in general, even if it’s just to the store, they like going places

sag suns- seem to have a general interest in traveling, might be apart of who they are

sag moon- really interesting in other cultures, religions, traditions, etc. feeling empathetic for the possible struggles

sag mercury- interested in other languages, might speak more than one theirself

sag venus- a genuine love for other countries, seeing the beauty in the culture and art

sag mars- passionate about the countries, they may be the type to really support a country, will debate/ argue with you over it

watching Katherine's first scene is just. amazing. I don't know how much time she spent in MF before this, but it's so fun to see how she handled the situation. how she barely said anything, let Damon fill in the gaps, involuntarily giving her all the info she needed and then some. how her body language is just a bit different from Elena's, in the small details. it really shows well that Katherine spent the past five centuries doing this: blending in, adapting, surviving.