“I Can Write The Saddest Poem Of All Tonight. I Loved Her, And Sometimes I Think She Loved Me Too.”

OH MY GOD the horror peeta mustve felt when his name was called out for the reaping and none of his brothers volunteered for him when just mere moments before he watched as katniss volunteered for her sister. none of his brothers chose to keep him alive DESPITE THE FACT THAT 1.) peeta’s older brother - the second mellark son - was old enough to volunteer at the games and 2.) he was stronger than peeta. according to katniss, he won first place in a school wrestling match. peeta came in second. MEANING THIS MELLARK BROTHER HAD HIGHER CHANCES OF WINNING THAN PEETA since physical strength is v important but no. he chose to let his brother go

AND THEN we find out that haymitch chose to keep katniss alive in the 74th hunger games and not peeta. even tho haymitch liked peeta more than katniss. smth similar happens in catching fire where they rescue katniss - AND SEVERAL OTHER TRIBUTES - which results in peeta getting captured by the capitol.

time and time again people have chosen to let peeta go. either because hes not as capable as the others or hes just. Not a priority.

then comes the end of mockingjay where katniss chooses peeta over gale. its an obvious choice of course, considering that gale accidentally got prim killed. BUT that doesnt change the fact that someone finally chose peeta. not as some backup option but as a permanent choice. katniss chose peeta and was determined to NOT let him go.

TVD + LYRICS

↳ Datherine + “Cold Coffee” by Ed Sheeran - requested by anonymous

Success Story Using Your States Challenge 🎉

Hello Maya! I've got to confess, I used to despise the concept of states. It made it seem to me like bloggers were simply being lazy and deceiving us because at first, it made zero sense. If I could just choose to embody any state, then why was my life in shambles? Why was I poor, why was I abused?unattractive, and suffering? When did I choose to embody these states?

But then it hit me! Whether consciously or subconsciously, whether due to coincidence or purposeful, whether knowingly or ignorantly, I realized that if I wanted to manifest my dream life, I had to take accountability for the negative aspects as well. That's the law of reversibility. It was a bitter pill to swallow initially because I've been through some really tough shit experiences that I wouldn't wish upon anyone.

It wasn't my fault, but I kept replaying those old stories, and reliving them hence creating my reality . But I learned that I could use this to my advantage. I could replace the old story with a new one that fulfilled me.

I started making choices aligned with my dream life. Every time I encountered something from the old story, I chose to perceive it differently. Working with an abusive manager? Odd, because in my state, I'm a trust fund baby. Seeing an unattractive reflection in the mirror? Confusing, because I have a social media following based on my looks alone bc of pretty privilege. My bank account nearing zero? Must be an error, because I have millions in savings and investments.

I strongly recommend checking out these posts for additional insights:

Pink's post on overcoming doubt

Angel's advice on states

Bambi's tips on manifesting under unfavorable circumstances

Maya's post on time

Since embracing this mindset, I've manifested so much! Like literally waking up with a whole new life. I've moved to LA, gained a large social media following (100k on Instagram, 200k on YouTube, and 1 million on TikTok), and now live in a beautiful house in Beverly Hills. I attend a prestigious private high school with other celebrity kids. My dad (revised) is retiring from the NFL, and my mom is a successful interior designer.

I've also manifested my dream body (Alexis ren), dream face (I am so pretty it’s not even fair) dream cars (Lamborghini Urus, Tesla Model X, and Porsche 911 GT3), an enviable closet and room, a loyal friend group, and much more. My list was about 100 pages long, very specific, and yet my life turned out even better than I could have imagined!

Thank you so much and Happy New Year! 💋

I am very happy for you! I’m glad you kept reaching for your dreams and inspiring yourself and thank you for inspiring others 🤍🕊️✨Honestly I forgot what state challenge you’re talking abt bc I genuinely lowkey don’t remember making that post… like who knows where my mind was but regardless wishing you a lifetime of happiness and success! So glad I could could

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Despite the suffering and hardships of this fierce war , your support and assistance ease us and grant us power and patience. Your contribution keeps a whole family safe, that is why i am asking you to donate whatever you can of at least share my link so that other donors can know about my tragedy and pain.

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I ENTER IN THE VOID STATE

hi you can call me moony I'm 17 years old,I’m italian and finally after two years I managed to enter in the void state.

(I'm using the translator so if there are any grammatical errors pls don't hate me)

HOW I FIND OUT ABOUT THE VOID STATE: TW

two years ago my life was falling apart, I lost one of the most important friends of my life, I was doing really bad at school (in fact I had to repeat the year) and my father was becoming more and more violent. I went into depression and I no longer had the desire to live but during the new school year I met the most special person in my life @sunnyh0pe

Getting to know each other we understood how identical our lives were and that we had to continue our life together and one day sunny told me about the void state,she said tha she saw a post on insta and that by doing research it seemed to be real and that if we entered there our lives would change drastically.

Initially I didn't believe it, how could my life magically become the way I always wanted without making any effort? and for a while I made fun of her for believing this shit.

one day however another terrible news reached me, my favorite cousin has died that night and at that time my life seemed to collapse, I had stopped eating, I wasn't sleeping, I was bullied daily and no one seemed interested in helping me, except sunny.

she continued to insist on entering the void state because then everything would become like in our dreams, every day she invited me to her house and together we did research after research and created a wish list.

over time she started to motivate me and make me excited to try this void state, I saw all the success stories on tumblr and this motivated me to be the next success story.

Sunny and I tried everything but nothing seemed to work and even though our lives kept getting worse day by day I kept trying to enter the void, we kept failing and for a while we started procrastinating and complaining in continuation.

we promised each other that the first to enter would manifest that the other would enter immediately after and after two years I finally managed to enter

HOW DID I ENTERED?

For a month or two I've been hearing a lot about yoga nidra,

and I used Lizzy's guided meditation and honestly, unlike many, I had to try it several times.

I followed step by step what the video said and after that I couldn't feel my body anymore (it was a weird feeling but not that bad) and then the brown noise started and I began to affirm and focus on my breathing and the back of my eyelids, my heart often accelerated in a way that scared me but despite everything I kept to concentrate on the breath and after a while I felt a strange sensation that I can't describe and after all everything seemed to have disappeared: my room, the video, my body, EVERYTHING and there I understood that I was in the void state.

I had read somewhere that being too excited can make you go out of the void, so I calmed down a bit and immediately said "all the things written in the notes will manifest themselves 10 times better than I always imagined" and then I started listing my desires (for safety) and finally I stayed there for a while enjoying that calm that I hadn't felt for years and finally I went out.

I have no idea how long it took me to enter because immediately after leaving I started crying so hard and then I fell asleep.

WHAT I MANIFEST?

1. DB/DF

2. Dream villa

3. Dream friends

4. Popularity (asf)

5. Free of all body hair except eyelash and eyebrow hair

6. I can do anything and I learn quickly

7. All the things I ask for 5 times in a row manifest in my 3D instantly

8. I enter the Void in 30 seconds whenever I want

9. Literally everyone likes me

10. I’m not that tall

11. DF for everyone I wanted

12. All the iPhone and non-iPhone products I wanted

13. Future of dreams

14. Sunny will be finally happy

15. Sunny will entere in the void whenever she wants to

16. Sunny will manifest everything she want

17. All Sunny’s dream will come true 1000%

18. Only very high grades in school without even opening a book

19. All the exercises in the book already done

20. Beautiful voice that everyone loves

21. I’m healthy

22. I can’t smell bad

23. I am good in all sports

24. Free from ALL illnesses, both me and my family

25. Very smooth and well-groomed skin, immune to pimples

26. Perfect style

27. Pro at video games

28. Room of my dreams

29. Future of dreams

30. Aunts I want

31. Friend to everyone I want

32. Trough the year I will go to Maldives, Dubai, Mykonos, Ibiza, Tenerife

33. My Wattpad stories always get a ton of readers and stars in less than two days

34. I travel the world every time

SOME PROOF BECAUSE I WANT TO FLEX MY SELF:

My body:

🌍:

I can’t pubblic more than 10 pic so I can just pubblish that for now

After that I just wanna say that you guys will be the next one with a success story, don’t give up , its all real trust me . Your life will drastically change in better in no time so don’t stress yourself EVER

All right I’m done for now , I will post sooo many pic of my new life

because I really wanna show you how can you life be if you keep going ✊😊

I don’t know what to say anymore so bye bye

-your moony

“But what Stefan saw then was like a blow to his stomach. Katherine was smiling – the little secret smile that she had often shared with him. But she was not looking at him. She was looking at Damon.”

— Stefan Salvatore, The Awakening, Chapter 03, p.026

Anyway, Free Palestine

The third house has a lot more power than we give it credit for. The ideas that we take in via the third house are not easily wrested from the psyche. 

Dawn Bodrogi

astro hypothesis: why i think the astro community is the way it is?

ever notice how a lot of us can't let go of grudges/drama in this community? what about the supposed cyberstalking? the fake accounts? the bullying?

i've come to blame our individual placements instead of our shared synastry. gathered in one place online there is likely an usually high amount of 8h/12h people. its a spiritual community after all - 8h loves taboo things, the occult, the unknown, dark aspects of the self, etc. 12h loves spirituality, hypotheticals, learning about karmic cycles and fate, etc. neither one is a fan of secrets and prefers to look behind the veil. myself included in that - i have 8h sun, moon, and mercury AND 12h uranus.

but 8h people are often obsessive and struggle to let things go if they aren't working with their placement(s). 12h placements are our "hidden enemies" - i realize a lot of us know who is who behind the "fake account" but often we only have another username to connect to the secondary (tertiary, etc) account and no actual real life names. neither can stand not knowing what someone is likely saying about them, so they peak at those who blocked them or who they blocked with another account.

we (humanity) hate not having control - that's why a lot of us are on here in this community to begin with. we seek understanding and making the unconscious conscious. the hunger for control is what drives a lot of people, but often 8h/12h people seek it the most. we seek it because at some point we lacked it (in terms of "trauma responses"). these placements are well known in the community for going through hardships and struggles in life - that's why a lot of us react the way we do. personally, i withdraw. i am someone who struggles to say no. i will shut down and say/do whatever i must just to survive fallout - survive the day or weekend and not get yelled at or bullied. i'm not a fan of sides - i'll pick myself if i must, as imperfect, immature, etc as i can be.

social media gives this illusion that we know each other more than we do. even when it seems like someone here has it more together than another person that doesn't make it true. we have all gone through something - we all have personal stuff going on outside of this community. no one is going to always have a perfect and mature response - it's just not how life is.

no one is perfect; we are all learning as we go. at some point, if we can't forgive and grow together, i have to wonder why we are here to begin with. this community doesn't get bigger it only gets smaller when we are picking sides, blocking each other, etc. do what you have to do to protect your peace, but let's stop perpetuating hatred with anons and multiple accounts. give grace. be kind.

thanks for listening to me ramble.

-a.d.

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