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Pluto/Chiron in 3rd, Scorpio ruling 3rd House, Ruler of 3rd House Aspect Pluto/Chiron: High School That Feels Like Hell?

TW: Trauma, abuse

The whole education for me is just never a place for study. It's never as simple as that. I'm very sure too that at least people around me also think the same. Education is almost everything since we spent almosg 3/4 of our lives in there starting from elementary to uni. In high school especially when we spent around 5 or 6 days at school with around 9 hours for each day, pretty sure that high school become big part of our life. That includes our social circle

I have noticed that people who have Pluto/Chiron in 3rd house, Scorpio ruling 3rd house, or the ruler of 3rd house aspecting Pluto/Chiron tend to have a really rough high school time. What happened in high school was so traumatizing as all the dramas and pain in almost all areas surfaced that it change the native's life

My friend's younger sibling, let's call her as Luna, has Pluto in her 3rd house. Her high school life was so dramatic. The frustation has already started even before the school begun. Her score was quite little so she got to high school which weren't that good and far away from house. The start of that was already disappointing. But what happened after that was really crazy. In that high school, she faced every haters like almost all people hate and gossip about her, the guy that she liked date other girl while also leading her on by always calling her, her almost being dethroned from her position in organization, and many else. Those frustations and heartbreak lead her to finally learn about Tarot so now she can read Tarot really well

What's really crazy is that her experiences are oddly similar to mine. I have ruler of 3rd house (Sun) conjunct Pluto in exact and also conjunct Chiron. The start of my high school too was so similar as her. My score wasn't enough to get to the school that I wanted so I chose the school that was lower than that and also far away from my house. Crazy right? The dramas too started from that. I took wrong major, couldn't catch up with the studies, friendship and relationship dramas, being "dethroned" in terms of me not being able to apply to uni that I wanted even if I already met the requirements and just need to write motivation letter, and many else. In high school too that was the first time of me learning about astrology

Now I think the theme of early disappoinment that forecast the more destructive and dramatic future, the pain, friendship and relationship bickering and abuse, public hate, dethroning, and long term traumas are very much Pluto or Chiron themes. What's very interesting is that all of those pain lead the natives to be able to tap into divination tools such as tarot and astrology. Pluto and Chiron both rule divination and occult matters

For this case, what I can say is astrology is really astrologying

Capricorn Notes♑︎

♑︎ Capricorn Risings looks so professional and classy even if they are wearing a hoodie and sweatpants, something about them look classy. They also look like they have money even if they dont, something about them screams rich and aristocratic

♑︎ If you really want to hurt someone with capricorn placements then you should call them embarrasing or bring up something other people said about them. The worst you could say to them is ”People are talking about you”. Be prepared for payback tho because they dont play around when it comes to reputation, they will make you pay.

♑︎ Capricorn placements might not like to use a lot of slang words because they think it sounds unsofisticated.

♑︎ Capricorn dominants sometimes care too much about image to the point they dont care about their own taste. They might be like ”oooh that carpet would look good in my living room but will other people like it?”

♑︎ Capricorn Venuses might act cold to you infront of others if others dont like you or if you have a bad reputation

♑︎ Capricorn Midheavens are usually well liked and respected. They are seen as classy and wellbehaved.

♑︎ Capricorn Risings can give of an impression of being snobby or like they think they are better than you even if they dont, especially if they are shy.

♑︎ Capricorn Suns who have a Scorpio Venus can have a hard time because capricorn wants to be liked and to hang with the popular people but scorpio Venus dont want to care about that, they want to be with who they like and find genuine and real despite of reputation. Scorpio Venus also feels empathy for the ”outcasts” while capricorns might look down on the outcasts.

♑︎ Capricorn Risings might have a lot of problems with their skin but with their bone structure who the hell cares

♑︎ The way Capricorn Venuses act around people who have high status is so fun to watch

♑︎ Capricorn Moon most likely started working early.

♑︎ The way capricorn risings look at you when you are being loud in public, they really look disgusted😂

♑︎ Lilith in Capricorn can be obsessed with brand name clothes and cars.

♑︎ One thing I love about capricorn dominants is that they dont have innapropriate humor.

I HATE inapropriate jokes with my soul. Im not talking about sex jokes im talking about homophobic, misogynistic and jokes about minorities. There is nothing that makes me lose respect for someone as fast as when someone make these kind of jokes and I cant look at the person the same way.

I dont think humor should be on other peoples expense and most capricorns Ive met agree with me.

♑︎ Capricorn Moons are really good at saving money.

♑︎ Capricorn Mars people can be really stoic when mad.

♑︎ Capricorn Midheaven in the composite chart makes the couple care a lot about their image but most times people will see trough this facade. Couples with this from what Ive seen can have a lot of aggression towards eachother bc of their composite rising being aries and others will see this.

not gonna get into this too much but wait until you guys find out that the ultimate secret to "manifesting fast" is literally by disregarding conditions, reasons and the senses and yielding completely to imagination, accepting it as the true reality and having faith... precisely what i have always advised you all to do... like that's literally it. you guys create so many obstructions for yourselves when you say things like "what if somebody else is manifesting him?" "what if i've never been to italy?" "what if i don't have money?" who cares. the 3D is not important at all. stop finding excuses for why you can't and surrender entirely to imagination by accepting its reality right NOW.

Do people realize that Israel is so unrestrained that it’s now launching attacks in Lebanon and Syria as well. Do people realize how little Arab people mean to these genocidal maniacs that they are now killing people in three Arab countries. Can genocide apologists pause their pure hatred for Arabs to at the very least admit this. Or are we going to pretend that Israel has a reason to be intensifying attacks in Damascus right now

𝐖𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐝 || 𝐊𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐏𝐢𝐞𝐫𝐜𝐞

the only way to change.

to manifest means to change. it means to shift your state, meaning to trade your dwelling for a new, more favourable one. and the only way to achieve a change from without is to change from within. it's because the world is a mirror forever reflecting your inner world where your self has to be expressed. whatever you assume to be true of yourself, whatever exists in your imagination can and will be out-pictured.

self must be expressed. 

you need to understand that your self concept and the beliefs you have about yourself are crucial when it comes to manifesting. the way you view yourself in regards to a desire says a lot about you, for instance, if you are able to manifest your desire in the first place, how long it might take you and if you're gonna sustain your desire for a longer period of time once it manifests into your reality. it’s impossible to run away from this or to stop your constant expression of self — so you might as well make self something desirable for it to be expressed. 

self has to change.

your inner world defines your outer world, and your outer world will always give you evidence of that. meaning, your self concept aka your body of beliefs about self aka your state has to be displayed physically. and the only way to change the physical world is to change those beliefs aka your state in your inner world —  your imagination. you have to change self for there is no one and nothing to change but self.

self is within.

when your inner man (you) is desiring something, it's desiring the feeling of having that desire. the happiness, the calmness, the joy, the confidence, the stability, … feelings just like these. those are the feelings that you actually long for rather than that desire's physical existence. and where does this take place? in your mind. the punch line of this is that with your inner man desiring and needing fulfillment from within, you are almost obliged to take action from WITHIN. you need to give yourself your desire and allow yourself to INTERNALLY experience these feelings. 

self is essential.

self is very important in terms of manifesting. not only does your concept of self determine your reality, a good self concept with a good basis of beliefs will make it easier for you to manifest and sustain your manifestation. you won't need to worry about losing your manifestation, hot and cold behaviour, and more because you no longer have thoughts coming from a poor state of mind.

self is reality.

that's also why trying to change the 3D is pointless. manifesting takes place inside, so does a change of self. you will always need to focus on changing internally first but also having it internally as well, as your aim is to FEEL — aka to be and have WITHIN — and not to have it physically. a change of self is a change of state and therefore a change of reality.

with love, ella.

IMPOSSIBLE? WHATS THAT?

Impossible doesn't exist in my reality. I am the best to ever do it. Whatever they do i do it million times better. I am the blueprint. I fully understand that my mind is infinite and the world is just a mirror. Hence anything is possible. I do not doubt if something's possible or not because to me all things are possible. I am truly limitless. I have no limits. I am incomparable. I am unmatched. There's no one who compares to Me. Every little detail about me is so lovable and admirable. I simply dream high and achieve even higher. Everything is way too easy for me. They didn't know perfection until they saw me. I exceed everyone's expectations all the time. I am perfect from every pov. I am literally flawless.. I am once in a lifetime. It's Way too easy for someone to be obsessed with me. I am nothing like they've ever seen before. I invoke deep, intense emotions in people and make them feel like in utopia. I am the embodiment of first love. I am the embodiment of pure art. I am pure perfection. All I do is literally win. I raise the bar higher than ever. I am the blueprint. Nothing can match me. No one can match me, I'm just too perfect. I just keep going higher and higher. There is no peak to me. Everytime I just keep getting a billion times better. I am literally my best self. I couldn't imagine being someone else, all the beautiful qualities I have are just too unique and perfect. I am mentally, physically, spiritually, professionally perfect 24/7. I am literally perfect in every single way. I am beyond perfection. I literally have no flaws. The world hasn't seen something like me before. There could never be someone like me in the next billion years and there was and is no one like me. I am too unique. I offer things to the world no one does. I don't need to fix or change anything about myself. I am perfect in every way and I couldn't be anyone else and no one could be like me. I am everyone's first choice and top priority. I am literally so chosen all the time. I am the most special person people are so afraid to lose me. People literally throw the best opportunities at me because they know I deserve it the most. I never fail. I only win. Success begs to stay with me. Success and luck is my best friend. I have everything i need to be successful already. I always look best, feel best and achieve the best. I am out of everyone's league. I am everyones favourite. I am unforgettable. The vibe and the hype it creates is something unforgettable. I feel so nostalgic yet new. I am so one of a kind. I stand out way too easily. I only accept the princess treatment I deserve. I am love and abundance. I give a vibe like no other. You can never find someone like me because there's no one who is quite as perfect as me. I am simply unmatched. It's a fact not an opinion. It is so hard to not love me. It's so hard not to choose me

People beg to give me all of their love, attention, money, opportunities and happiness. Why am I so perfect? I am so limitless. It's impossible to not fall in love with me whether it's romantic or platonic. I am 100% confident that I'm successful in every way and I always will be. My beauty, success, and talents know no bounds. Everything works out in my favor. Everything happens better than i expected. Everything goes a billion times better than I expect it to go. Every day I become the best and the best version of myself. I am so amazing. The world is literally my oyster. Everything is equally easy to manifest. I literally am THE BEST. I Am so heavenly and beyond perfection

There's no limit for me, doubts, fears, negativity, competition, external validation, laziness doesn't exist at all. Only good things happen to me. Good things are literally begging to happen to me all day every day. I don't chase, I attract. Only the BEST most perfect opportunities chase me. I always make my future self proud all the damn time. My mere existence leaves people speechless and leaves their body with sheer goosebumps. I am nothing like the world has ever seen. Without a doubt they know I'm the best and no one does it like me. It only keeps getting better and better from here. I truly am beyond anyone's imagination…a dream come true.

2023 is my year and it only keeps getting better and better.

There’s a reason why the Elites worship Saturn

Saturn isn’t the planet of restrictions, it is the planet of liberation.

This sacred knowledge isn’t spread to the average person. It is buried and only available to those who seek, challenge and are courageous enough to find it.

It’s time for you to become your own authority.

~ Astro Observations ~

Saturn is known as the protector planet as it rules over barriers, restrictions, delays, limits & any protection that can be forced. Look at your chart to see where you will experience the most setbacks yet are protected. For instance, I’ve noticed someone with Saturn in the 6th house is very hard working and often puts in twice the work to get places, but they can experience setbacks with their colleagues nitpicking or criticizing them. But they are usually protected, their hard work pays off, or they always thrive. I see A LOT of famous people with Saturn in the 6th house.

Libra risings like people who are like themselves or else they completely avoid those who are obnoxious and aggressive as it appalls them. Yet, I commonly see them drawing in these individuals at the same time. Best rising for enemies to lovers as the main protagonist just doing their thing unbothered until an aries rising shows up lmao.

I notice the type of people we are attracted to reflect our 1st or 7th house in some way. For instance I have Venus in 1st and I always attract Aries rising & Mars in 1st house people. I noticed the same for someone who had Moon in their 1st house commonly attracting Capricorn risings or those with Saturn in their 1st house.

The sun sign is actually very important in your chart and isn’t just some hocus pocus bogus crap found in magazine horoscopes. From my observations I’ve developed a theory that Mutable signs adapt using their sun signs qualities they usually start off HATING but find it necessary to utilize for their own personal power. Cardinal Signs seem to dislike their sun signs qualities and chase after everything using THE OPPOSITE qualities of their sign. It’s when they use their sun signs qualities to their advantage they will find their initiations successful. While fixed signs struggle the most to master their own sun signs qualities as it sticks with them through and through, they relate the most to their sun sign as these qualities are something inate they use to identify themselves. However, they struggle to figure out how to use their qualities in a positive light as they can easily get stuck in a cycle.

Ex, a lot of Virgo euns hated cleaning or organizing themselves using lists as they were younger but later adapted because of the many health problems this sign usually experiences so found it necessary

Ex, Cancer suns tend to ignore their emotions and lash out at others being deemed insensitive so they focus on Detachment when really they should be utilizing their magnetism and intuition through human connection as they are the sign with the most power over others emotions.

Ex, Aquarius suns struggle with seeing the use of collaboration with others opinions and applying their innovative thoughts towards real life skills. They can get stuck in a constant pattern of not feeling accepted or heard. But mastering their creative thinking and differences to use positively will give them the most recognition.

Conclusion:

Mutable sun sign = Adapting to your Qualities

Cardinal sun sign = initiating your Qualities.

Fixed sun sign = Mastering your Qualities.

This is also why imo it’s the hardest to spot a mutable sun sign as they’re usually farther away from Adapting to their sun signs qualities until they’ve gotten more experience in life. Usually looking at the general themes in their life can help you identify them the easier.

Ex, Gemini suns are focused on developing communication skills and confidence in their socializing capabilities.

Ex, Pisces suns usually deals with people taking their dreams for granted and is most likely influenced by a harsh or strict environment.

In Solar Return Charts the most common house placements tend to be the 1st House, 6th House, 7th House and 10th House. ESPECIALLY 1ST & 6TH HOUSE! This is because most of our years are focused on the tangible and everyday aspects of our lives which is ruled by the 6th house, our public person and career is the 10th House, and focusing on ourselves is our 1st House.

If you’re a student I frequently see 3rd, 5th, 6th, 8th & 9th Houses filled in solar return charts. The 3rd/5th/9th Houses are all about acquiring skills, learning from what’s in front of you, hobbies and pleasure, and higher knowledge or lessons to be taught that bring about movement in your life. I also included 6th house because that’s our daily life + physical health while the 8th house is about our mental health so it makes sense why students often have that house filled...

Wanna find out how to turn your creative thinking into a weapon and utilize it for success? Pallas (2) can show what you’re naturally gifted at intellectually.

Pallas is the asteroid representing Athena goddess of war, strategy, knowledge & creative thinking. I’ve seen this asteroid work wonders tbh. My friend has it in Libra 12th House and she’s a visual artist mastermind. She can piece any aesthetic or visual together like a puzzle.

If you want to manifest any desires, look at your 11th house! This house rules our wishes and what is rewarded after we’ve put hard work into it. Finding direction will be much easier to achieve if you look at your 11th house and what it’s telling you to work for. Basically I’ve seen Pluto in 11th = earning power over people, Saturn in 11th = earning respect and titles, Venus in 11th = earning love or money (wealth indicator), Neptune in 11th = earning a prophecy, deep undivided loyalty & glamour, Mercury in 11th = earning your name to be widespread, knowledge & fast results.

I’d say Mercury in the 11th is a big “viral celebrity” placement as they can easily do something and everyone knows their name overnight. Also good for scholars!

The 12th house is also known as the house of Loss. Your planets, sign & rulership could determine what you end up sacrificing or leaving behind. For example, Cancer in 12th could often leave their homes or roots, they usually experience family loss early too. Scorpio in 12th house loses their fear, finances & secrets easily (beware of who you let talk to you). And Sagittarius in 12th house can lose their freedom, knowledge acquired, and faith in others.

The most copied people tend to be Scorpio risings, Pisces risings, Pluto in 1st house, Neptune in 1st house and 12th House placements. That’s because with Scorpio energy in the 1st house their identity is literally exploited and used for power dynamics (legit had my friend catfished a bit ago and she has an 8° sag rising with Pluto in 1st conjunct her ascendant). And Pisces energy around the 1st House because people have no barriers with you and feel entitled to take your identity. It can almost feel like a sacrifice of themselves for Pisces rising or those with Neptune in 1st house (ex, Marilyn Monroe & Kim Kardashian, it’s not a mistake they both have Neptune in 1st house).

Differences between the angular houses cuz I know we get these mixed up easily:

Your 1st house = How you identify yourself in the world.

Your 4th House = Your roots and how you grow into the world.

Your 7th House = How others identity you, your close connections.

Your 10th House = What you’re known for, your reputation.

The houses of legacys are 4th, 8th & 10th. This is your history and how you make your mark on the world, how you will be remembered, and your title in the word.

8th house placements is what we knowingly gatekeep from the world, and the house rulership tells just as much if it’s empty. Rich people usually have Jupiter in the 8th house because they are quite literally gatekeeping their wisdom, knowledge, gifts & MASS amounts of power. They also receive money randomly sometimes and have fabulous luck with stocks or investments.

Usually people with Moon in the 8th House tend to be reserved with their deepest emotions and family life. They can often take the longest to open up or trust others as they’re used to being blackmailed or having their emotional security taken away from them.

Countries’ rising signs MAKES A LOT OF SENSE. Russia has a Scorpio rising (known for intelligence agencies, spies, and cold environment...also destruction of the USSR), the USA has a Sagittarius rising (known for freedom, boldness & diversity...also aggression lol) & Britain is a Libra rising (country known for its fashion, etiquette and tea, its so libra LMAO)

Sun sextile Mars is the best aspect for a natural leader. You know how to utilize your individuality to stand out during competition and you also naturally bring out shining qualities in the people you lead. You take challenges to your ego with ease and although passionate you still remain assured and unbothered by threats. Also high sex drive is present here

A lot of psychics have Moon sextile Neptune because they access otherworldly feelings subconsciously without blockages. And are both Water and Fire dominant. Water rules unconscious and flowing emotions, while Fire represents intuition and gut feelings hence “follow your heart” being their motto.

In general looking at your Moon placement is THE MOST important when figuring out your intuitive abilities as the Moon is the unconscious mind & your personal feelings and behavior. You could determine what suits you best with this!

Ex, Mercury aspecting Moon does well with Tarot & Oracle or any divination that requires pattern connections and using your hands

Ex, Pluto aspecting Moon might be able to talk to ancestors, spirits, and gain information about dangerous events

Ex, Venus aspecting Moon would be great for Glamour magic, Love spells, WEALTH MANIFESTATIONS, and herbalism!! TEA READINGS LOL

I need to stop with Libra & Tea �� istg Tea is ruled by Libra & Neptune BUT THATS JUST MY INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS COMING THRU.

I don’t necessarily believe in everything I listed or think it’s all good practices like Love magic but I wanted to help you develop an idea of how each planet can be connected for practical use.

I feel like Uranus is actually a hard planet to understand and sometimes value in everyday life because it’s just so...out there LOL. Like it’s described as sudden surprises, rebellion, electricity, revolution & eccentricity. It’s just a hard planet to relate to in general because it’s the opposite of conformity so applying it in your life is umm confusing to say the least lol.

Basically I look at Uranus as sudden ups & downs, where we grow FAST but where we get knocked down BAD too. I literally think cancel culture would be ruled by Uranus ngl LOL. It’s unpredictable and awakens or shakes up whatever it aspects.

So Uranus aspecting Venus would cause a turbulent love life, a somewhat Detached or Hypersexual character, Very wealthy and a visionary in fashion or with money. But alsoooo struggles to maintain relationships or struggles A LOT with self love.

TW but I’ve often seen those with Uranus in 2nd & 6th House struggle the most with body dysmorphia and weight fluctuation. Your health can always spike up and down too. It’s because these houses rule over our self-worth, body and physical health. Therefore, sometimes it can really shake your eating habits up which would obviously cause a struggle in your mental health.

However I’ve also seen some of the MOST inflated egos come from people with Uranus in 2nd House. Again the unpredictability and sudden Shockwave to your confidence with Uranus can literally make you feel like God or sunken. It’s VERY drastic.

Oppositions to the Ascendant, also known as Conjunctions to the Descendant are qualities we possess that others DON’T accept us for and often make us feel insecure. Lilith Opposite Ascendant would probably be heavily shamed for their promiscuity and manipulative behavior. While Uranus opposite ascendant would be ridiculed for their Weirdness or Intelligence. People would label them as crazy lol�� (totally not me).

Also if you have Uranus aspecting the Ascendant or Mars you are VERY clumsy and accident prone LMAO�� your movements literally come off as a shockwave to others and everything around you. It’s just one step and all of a sudden a whole clothing rack comes falling down. Uranus does rule Natural Disasters so...are we even surprised?

When looking at your Solar Return Chart it’s not just Pluto to be concerned about BUT CHIRON. This asteroid is the wounded healer meaning it will detail the wounds you have to recover from and face that year. Chiron also highlights where we feel or are literally rejected so...check that fr.

The saddest Chiron placement imo is in the 1st & 4th House. Because your identity and self expression is rejected with the 1st house, while in the 4th house you could be outcasted by your own family and feel blocked put from any form of emotional security.

An example of what I think is a good example of significant Chiron energy would be Selena Gomez and her Venus conjunct Chiron at a 1° orb in Leo 1st house. Basically it shows up as her body being rejected, women rejecting her, and her own creative projects or indivuality feeling rejected. She probably is very self-deprecative because of this as she never feels her appearance or identity is good enough.

Chiron in 1st House people also get copied lots...just sayin

Women tend to be VERY jealous of those with Venus or Moon aspecting Chiron because they view that individual as wounding their views of femininity and project their insecurities onto them. The women with Venus/Moon aspecting Chiron placements are seen in general as being too vulnerable or soft which are stereotypical feminine qualities a lot of women can feel resentment towards brought on by the ✨️Patriarchy✨️

Marilyn Monroe also has Venus conjunct Chiron...��

So does Jessica Alba, Olivia Rodrigo and Kurt Cobain.

Their lovesick songs PLZ what’s more Venus conjunct Chiron than that�� excluding miss Alba lol.

The same goes for women with Sun & Mars aspecting Chiron. Men are usually jealous of their success and degrade them because they see them as a threat to their masculinity.

Fun fact: The 4th House rules over the Father while the 10th house rules over the Mother in family astrology. Although I generally always saw the Moon sign as the most accurate representation of the maternal figure in your life but I found the above on astrology websites.

I also found some sources saying the 10th house actually rules your dominant parent? It’s a whole debate on Google but it did say the 10th house rules the Mother in my astrology books so...idk I see it. Let me know in the comments your thoughts!

And to end this off, let me know your rising sign degree and I will try to guess your favorite colour to wear lol

the secret of commission is FAITH plus LOVE

I know we all rely on methods to enter the Void but today I wanted to mention why Faith is important too and how it helped me in my journey so far. Few days ago I was sitting on my couch watching TV and asking myself why I still hadn't enter the Void successfully after almost 8+ months of trying. I' know alot of people say "go study the basics" and I did but still felt like something was missing or something I didn't fully grasp. I was sitting there and thinking "ok I know the void state is easy (because I did enter once without knowing what it is) but why didn't I enter despite trying so much with all different routines? I was looking through my folder (l printed out the most important stuff so I can look at it while I am at work and before bed lol) then I found a post that I printed from @consciousnessbaddie where she mentioned @charmedreincarnation's friend could shift WITHIN IN A WEEK with only an intention. AND THEN I HIT ME as I looked on my "Faith" tattoo on my wrist and I was like: "I had the answer all along tattooed on myself." lol

Faith. Faith. Faith.

I didn't have faith in myself or any methods at all. I was just trying. Trying and hoping. I re-read (yes I've read Neville's books a few times so far) The Faith is your Fortune again and he did mention something like it is not our battle to fight; it is God's fight when it comes to our desires. So why is this one important? We as ego-based humans we want to know how, why, when and use our logical side. BUT THERE IS NO LOGIC when manifesting. It is a simple Law. We as our ego (or outer man) can't change a thing and that's ok. God does the work not your ego who thinks he has to do all the work!! Your only job is it to be. BE WHAT YOU WANT TO BE AND LET GOD DO THE WORK.

'it is not I that doeth the works, but the father within that doeth the works!' - NG

GOD is within yourself. He is there for you. He chooses you. He will always choose you. He chooses you to give you everything you want. He wants all the best for you. You have to give God only the GO to help you and let your ego just be. You have TO STOP to give god reasons why he shouldn't help you. A lot of you are trying to put their ego equal to GOD but it is not how it works. How can your ego be god? It is just a random identity. Your consciousness is your god. Your consciousness is within you. Since you can't touch or feel it but you KNOW it is inside you. How can you not have faith when you know that GOD created you and decided to look through your eyes? Do you now understand what I mean with 'have faith'? God loves you. Please have faith.

“I and my Father are one, but my Father is greater than I.“ "My awareness and that which I AM Aware of being are one, but I AM greater than that which I AM aware of being. The conceiver will ever be greater than his conception. The Father (Consciousness) is greater than his SON (conception of himself)."

After this realization I felt so free. It is not my battle. I just have to BE. I don't have to worry about when and how. I just have to KNOW that I will be successful because god aka my consciousness/I AM is "fighting the battle" and I only have to trust mySELF and have faith. That's all. Such a freeing feeling. It does take off the pressure for your ego to achieve something or your logical mind reasoning everything.

"You remain faithful, and it will create the conditions necessary to bring fulfillment." - NG

Just a day after this realization I was watching Malcom in the middle. I was trying to take a nap since I felt tired but couldn't fall asleep and so I started to visualize the house Malcom was living in (basically @luckykiwiii101 distraction method). I did this with NO intention to enter the void at all. I just thought it might help me fall asleep. After one hour maybe I became conscious of my thoughts again as my body suddenly felt heavy and I intuitively just said "I AM" a few times. Then I felt like being pulled up and heard a loud ringing in my left ear but I was so excited that I started unintentionally to focus on my surroundings and thought "It is happening noooooooow." Sadly, I became aware of the 3D again but I wasn't mad at myself at all that I didn't enter the Void. For me it was a WIN. I didn't try to enter the Void and just started to have faith in mySELF and let God do his work. See how it worked? God or my consciousness always has my back.

"you may get your results tomorrow, it may come the day after; it may come in a week, but I assure you the WILL come."

Pick a method/routine you made for yourself and assume this one will work and do it everyday with the knowing that GOD always has your back. Don't wonder, don't pressure yourself, don't doubt. Just know that it will work. I promise we all will have success stories in a few days. We are all in this together.

All the love.