How To Find Your 9 Main Persona Charts + Others

watch this video!!

the girl in the video basically talks about how she enters the void in less than 5 minutes every night. i just entered and manifested getting wingstop lmao, but seriously watch this. it works so well!

Hi everyone! Surprise!! 🥳

Here is an exclusive subliminal made by Kottie:

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What are the benefits of this subliminal?

1. wake up in the void state aware every night

2. always enter the void state instantly and easily

3. everything works out in your favor

What is special about this subliminal?

The formula:

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GUYS GUYS GUYS OMG OMGGGGGGH

so I entered the void for the first time ever AHHHHHHH

but i got too excited and woke up from it 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

i did the FILD method by @gorgeouslypink and it literally happened so quickly, i was focusing on my fingers for a moment the next is literally darkness but stars were there. i genuinely yelled🥹😭 when i woke up because i wasnt able to affirming anything

literally my first ever enterance. im fuckin crying 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 now i KNOW that I'll enter again cuz that was crazy. im im imajajxhdjwk as

edit: forgot to add this BUT i made a big bundle using @lotusmi @fleurlx and @rosellesworkshop and a bunch of other subs continuosly the past week b4 this so definitely do check out their subs cuz they're TOP TEIRR

@fleurlx BIG NEWS! AHHH IM SHAKING

hi nai!

i originally sent this to @gorgeouslypink but i think she left tumblr again so im sending this to you.

I ENTERED THE VOID STATE!!!

All I did was listen to Kottie's subliminal for 2 hours +Apold's Infinity Binary Booster and do SATS every night since Pink released that subliminal and I woke up in the void yesterday!

What I manifested:

1. My Desired Face: Big cute honey brown bambi eyes, a slim small nose, cute pink lips, the cutest dimples, super clear airbrushed skin, long eyelashes, straight healthy luscious hair, and a pretty and even skintone

2. Car to be fixed: My family's car's catalytic convertor was stolen and it was estimated to cost like 5k which is money we didn't have and we were so worried so I manifested that it was never stolen and now it's completely fine.

3. My family to be financially comfortable: We used to be poor, like barely passing by but now I manifested a comfortable middle class family life for us.

4. Ability to always wake up in the void: Obv my list is short and it's bc I was just focusing on the main motivations why I wanted to enter but I still want to use the void state. Not sure for what next but thinking about it. I kinda want to manifest a vacation or my desired friend group or maybe being super smart. Idk I'll see.

Anyways I learned a lot about loa from you so thank u nai and ofc thank you to pink.

OMG i’m so happy for you!? our second void success guys! i’m so happy i helped you learn, this all makes me so excited and proud🥹 and go manifest it all, you deserve it!

@gorgeouslypink 🤍☁️

HEADS UP GUYS ❗❗❗

...A BIG REALISATION...

My views about LOA have changed. Yea...

I used be an affirm and persist girly unfortunately 😭😭😭 and i had this weirdass thing going that "dominant thoughts create dominant states and dominant states manifest" blah blah blah...

NO. THAT IS SOMETHING I DON'T IDENTIFY WITH ANY LONGER. ❌❌❌

please please please read these posts to know exactly what viewpoints i identify with now:

this , this , this , this , this

kindly ignore any other contrasting thing that i might have said in the past. i don't identify with a&p 24/7 any longer.

i sincerely apologize if i have misguided any of you in the past. my blog from henceforth is going to be a States based blog.

As someone who literally has a degree in design and has done some UI/UX courses in my time, replacing a hub where you can view your blog (that has access to not only your posts but your likes, your follows, your other blogs, AND general settings for your account) with the tumblr shopping center, making your account and blog/settings stuff harder to find, is REALLY not in anyone’s best interest, @staff sorry y’all aren’t making as much money as you’d like from tumblrmart but that was a really poor decision you just made and I hope it gets changed back soon

ATTENTION PLEASE!!!!!!

This post is about calling a trick ass bitch out for stealing MY work and other individuals work from tumblr. I’ve stalked this girls page throughly and I have read many things I’ve seen on here. This account is clearly stealing and plagiarizing others work and taking it as their own for clout on TikTok.

If you follow me @aastrobabe, get a fucking life and come up with your own shit you trick ass bitch. And I know karma will come for bitches like you eventually💅🏻

I will be posting things from her account from which I have seen on tumblr and ONLY on tumblr. I sadly do not know who’s work she has stolen personally because she is plagiarizing all of her content. None of it is her own nor originally her own.

If you know the original creators, please give them credit in the comments.

Go report this TikTok account PLEASE. She will block you instantly if you try to comment (what a surprise🤡) or personally message the people who follow her. Just report the account because this bitch does not deserve the clout nor credit she is taking.

I know I’m being petty, but seriously, fuck this bitch and her “astrology is the cheat code to life” account.

This post is about you, Aastrobabe.😩✋🏻

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❦ this pac was requested @junswic , i never forgot it! and im not taking in any requests anymore since i already have the last two pick a piles im my drafts that im doing, and i thought the ones they came up with was very interesting and i'd like to try one of them so i evidently picked the dark powers one!

❦ anyways, take a deep breathe and choose wisely!

PILE ONE - THE SILVER QUEEN

❦ from what im getting for this pile is that you have a dark power of making many people submit to you, without barely doing anything you have this power of making others feel intimidated by you, even though this gives you automatic authority over other people. they might be others who will want to be different and go against you. due to how used to you are having others submit to you it could rub you the wrong way when you see someone not behave like others. you have this queen energy that makes many people do whatever you want them to do, you have this cold fire energy to you and especially when you speak. you can speak with softness yet people would still be able to hear the dominance you bear with your soul.

❦ you have this dark power of controlling both men and women, it could be considered as mind manipulation/mind control, or people from the outside would study it as people fearing you so they do whatever you want them to do. your dark power could include of influence, you will have people by your side all the time and would have people advocate for you, you might have people around you that see you doing barely anything wrong which could lead to something dangerous. even though your dark power could impact people around you, this could also impact you, because they see you as someone who is "perfect" and "mighty" the moment you do something they wouldnt expect them to do, all their delusions about you will fall and they can become disappointed.

❦ but because of your mind manipulation, you can quickly make them believe otherwise. you can make them start thinking you are someone who is perfect and outer-worldly again. this is a pile for people who want to feel like a God, this could be your inner self, what you want to become, becoming someone who could have someone's life in their hands. deciding if they should go punished or unpunished. (very Lilith-like).

❦ as i said that you have this type of influence, which could once against link back to mind manipulation. with just with the look on your face and the gloss in your eyes, you could make others decide if they want to or not want to do anything. people who chose this pile could be very excellent when giving puppy-eyes which could make it difficult for others to say not to you. many people who have picked this pile could be studied as someone who is brattish and spoiled, being very used to everything going there way. and because you are so good at mind-control, you can use it to make others go against others, the power of persuasion and influence.

❦ people who've picked this pile might have some aquarius, pisces, leo, neptune and uranus, prominent lilith and slight scorpio dominance to them. they could even have some pluto dominance to them; those placements are very required for someone to have that much influence on others, it could even go to the degrees, the 23 degree, 17 degree, 10 degree and 20 degree. but the most dominant and prominent sign and planet that is coming up for me for this pile is pisces and neptune.

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PILE TWO - QUEEN OF HELL

❦ for those who have picked this pile, i sense that your dark power is being able to transform yourself from every situation and like the previous pile, or which i'd say is quite similar to the previous pile, many of you have the power to deceive others. being able to get other people to do your bidding without them realising that they are doing your bidding; many of you are witty, mischievous, cunning and alluring that is most likely how you get many people to fall for what you say to them causing them to do what you want. like i said in the beginning of the paragraph that you have the ability to transform yourself from every situation, including negative situations, you guys mainly transform yourself from negative situations, in a way that you become more powerful than ever. in a "what doesnt kill you makes you stronger" way.

❦ however, like, the previous pile, you guys can be very manipulative, but not in a mind-control way. perhaps you guys already have done or maybe it has flown through your mind, or you have the capability to do it; you guys might've used someone's leverage against them. but majority of the leverage could be about relationships, im seeing a lot of you guys used leverage against married people who've tried to hit on you. im also getting that you use sex to get what you want. very mischievous people who have picked this pile and people who usually have ulterior motives.

❦ im seeing that many of you might pray to a deity or that some of you just have a God-Complex, i sense that the reason why majority of you are like this is because you have been wronged in the past many time and perhaps you let people get away with it back then until there was just a moment when you had enough. you woke up as a different person, a person with an agenda, perchance, many of you are bitter people but you are not bitter without a reason.

❦ possibly, you being bitter is what aids you to go throughout the day. without that bitterness you wouldnt have accomplished the things you have done. it could be said that your dark power would include vengefulness and a powerful will, it could be studied that many of you have been called a bitch and you never took offence to it. perchance you even agree with the claim, it makes you feel good that you make other people miserable. you feed onto negativity it is a like a power source to many of you guys, possibly people do feel bad negativity around you, and perhaps it is bad energy due to the negative generated power you consume. adding onto your dark power, it would be studied that you always have versatility and duality to dip into different personalities, which could be a reason why people think you're two-faced.

❦ howbeit, you do that to adapt into the atmosphere you're in, specifically if they're new atmospheres. ironically, some of you might even be a twin and you could be considered as the rebellious twin. moreover, to the placements im seeing for this pile is heavy mercury, virgo, gemini, scorpio, pluto, sagittarius, aquarius and libra. mainly mutable energy for this pile, degrees like 18°, 21°, 20°, 29°, 15° and the 16°.

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PILE THREE - QUEEN OF THE NIGHT

❦ this is a very devious and slick mass of people who've picked this pile. sirens, femme fatales, plutonians and lilithians gathered here. people who love the darkness, the occult, death and magic. a lot of people who practice witchcraft or anything else surrounding it picked this pile, but that is not the dark power i'll be speaking about. the dark power people who've picked this pile would have is the ability to lure others, as if a snake trapping their prey. the ability to deceit others successfully all the time and possibly having the ability to enhance your beauty, being very adaptable in your surroundings, being able to do all dark mischievous things while still being able to look like the innocent one.

❦ one of your abilities is perserverance, having the ability to wait it out, wait till someone's death or wait until someone's tired. also waiting until the person you are against forgets what they've done so you can attack and surprise them, like those thieves in the night; on one hand, i have a state of mind that many of you have to have at least one clair. this is the pile of people who are very spiritually talented and barely of you use it for a peaceful or happy thing. many of you use your gifts to seek out revenge and justice. perchance, a lot of you were pushed to a moment you had nothing but the darkness and the darkness enveloped you with a cold warmth.

❦ being nocturnal, which could aid you on succeeding on the things you've planned. many of you are secretive and intelligent. having the power to outsmart any opponent you have even if they're more knowledgable or "powerful" than you. both "knowledge is power" and "power is power" are your mottos and you know when to use them individually or you know how to use them the same time. returning to the point of you having the ability to lure others in, masses of you do have this siren affect and you like to use it on men most of the time, to play and toy with their feelings, majority of the time is when they come to you with ulterior motives but you being the cunning person you are, you outsmart them.

❦ people who've picked this pile embody darkness and malevolence. you have this dark power to read someone's mind with ease, you scare and intimidate people. eyes either holding much expression or very detached. but grin malicious or playful, some people might consider you as someone who appears or disappears very quickly, but you have this impact to be printed in someone's mind for a very long time, as if their mind is your home. having this dark ability to pick every insecurity or fear one has and use it against them.

❦ having this all-knowing energy that makes people automatically think that you're better than them, of course this'll bring nasty and envious energy but many of you wouldnt care due to you being of people who feed on negative energy. being able to do risky things for your benefit, many of you are self-righteous, selfish and arrogant but it helps you through life, you do have this light within you but you decide to cover it with a blanket and only show it to people you think are deserving of it. placements i get for this pile is mainly scorpio, aries, aquarius, virgo, pisces and leo. with dominant pluto, uranus, moon and sun, im getting a mars-venus, mars-neptune, venus-pluto, sun-pluto and jupiter-pluto aspects for people here; returning to the point of you doing risky things for your benefit, perhaps people have hurt you for your benefit and now all you do is reflect them. perhaps you project a lot, you're self-aware of the darkness and evilness that does fill up your body that it could be stated that your dark power is genuinely just darkness.

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PILE FOUR - THE REVOLUTION QUEEN

❦ here lies the provokers and the teasers, the people who think they're better than others but perhaps they even are. having the dark power to get a reaction from anyone, being able to get under anyone's skin; perchance many of you are hated because of how much distaste people get when they even say your name, or the annoyed groan that comes out of their mouths when they hear or see of your presence. i have a state of mind that you knowing that you can make people feel that way makes you feel good, knowing your power and impact on people.

❦ having this dark power to control other's emotions, pathokinesis is what they call it. aside from all the negative thoughts people could have of you, you could be described as some sort of charmer. knowing your way with words, knowing how to get someone riled up, knowing how to get someone sad or knowing how to get someone horny. making someone's knees shake because of how you word sentences, it could be stated that it does sound like mind manipulation, but, this is different, this is the manipulation of someone's mental state.

❦ having the potential to make someone leave the room with glee or despair. you could be described as someone who's a little wicked, evil with without a cause, being mischievous just for the fun of it, it makes you laugh knowing how brittle and frail human emotion's are, that to others it could be studied that you are not human but a mean sorceress. having the dark ability to prey on others just because you can; maybe you do this to make yourself feel better about yourself and it works. perhaps inside that cold and hard body of yours, if pierced with the sharpest weapon the world could wield and that tip of the weapon could touch your heart, they would be able to feel the sad and insecure feelings that rush through your body.

❦ but it's not your fault, the world has made you this way and so you must make the world feel how you've felt, and you're great at it. another nocturnal pile, maybe you're the people who cant even sleep, back rested against the bed as you stare up at the ceiling, hands either beside your body or against your stomach as you imagine all the things you could do. revenge, being a dark power of yours. knowing what you could do to others makes you smile, skin made out of tough steel, having the power to get through anything.

❦ maybe you've been called insane, but it didnt hurt you, you've been told worse that almost nothing could hurt you. maybe you've been called crazy, a bitch, a psycho, all the rude words under the sun and you've accepted them. you've been looked at as if your whole existence was taboo, perhaps you were someone who wasnt accepted in this life time, being a lone wolf, maybe some of you even have a short amount of friends, but you might not talk to them all the time. being a hermit, needing alone time to regenerate. accepting loneliness as it accepted you, you might even find it better with it just staying that way. seeing pisces placements for this pile, heavy 12h placements, neptune placements, cancer, scorpio placements, 11h and 8h placements. heavy aquarius and uranus energy perhaps even sagittarius. prominent lilith and pluto dominant too.

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the mindset journey

So hi.

My mindset has been evolving a lot ever since I started this journey, and I thought I'd lay it all out in one post. Subliminals, mindless affirming, scripting, visualization, states. I've tried so many things out, and I think I've finally figured out what works for me.

TLDR:

Stop “trying” to manifest or checking the 3d, you already have full results, creation was over like since forever.

Sure you know that you’re God, as the posts and everything you’ve seen tells you, but have you really embraced that internally?

It doesn’t matter how many posts you read, it’s up to you to actually change your mindset.

Logic is literally useless, be delusional (don’t you just wanna go ape-shit :), go get your fucking desires)

Time is not linear, and means nothing when manifesting.

Revision is so powerful, use it.

It’s just so easy guys, please just make sure you’re actually applying the information you see instead of just passively scrolling through.

And the rest is under the cut, happy reading <33

I started off in the subliminal community in Oct 2020 and just had so many limiting beliefs, it was sad. Not to shit on the community or anything, some of them are wonderful people and most of them have changed their mindset as well, but my initial knowledge prevented me from getting to this point until now. But, now I’m here, and a day after I wrote this in my drafts, I literally manifested my ideal life. I originally started this blog to collect advice from loa blogs, but honestly, I don’t need any of it anymore. Though I do like helping people, so if you have any questions, feel free to shoot me an ask.

The Initial Mindset:

I always read through countless posts that say “You’re God” and “You literally can get what you want without even trying.” While I understood the text and adopted the mindset, I still did little subconscious things that contradicted it. While I affirmed my self-concept was perfect, I would also cram-study for exams and worry I would fail. I would say I look perfect, but then also worry about the way my body looked. Also, the way that I literally became obsessed with loa media? I spent hours watching Sammy Ingram videos, looping subliminals, and reading tumblr posts on “how to manifest faster and better”. During this phase of my life, my mind was plagued with intrusive thoughts and my self-concept was slowly getting better, but still absolute shit. I would manifest things here and there, but nothing life-changing.

The main problem however, was the fact that I would treat manifesting like a task I HAD to do. Now that school was back in session, I literally would zone out during specific classes on purpose and just affirm to myself. I would feel bad if I hadn’t listened to my subliminal playlist for the day because I “wasted time in getting my desires”. There’s nothing wrong with vainly affirming or listening to subs if you believe it works, but for me, treating manifesting like a task meant that I was looking for an outcome. Clearly, now I know better, that everything is always done and that there’s nothing to complete, but back then, this was probably the main reason why I struggled to see full results easily. I was acting out of desperation and didn't believe manifestation already was done.

When Everything Changed:

I know that it’s different for everyone, but my “aha!” moment was probably when I read this post. Seriously, go read it, it made me realize that I was going about it all wrong. Now, it wasn’t learning how to perfect my manifesting, it was learning to pull out the tiny limiting beliefs that had burrowed its way into my subconscious.

For example,

“I need to do xyz so that I can get my manifestations.”

Why would I would need to do anything if I already have all of my manifestations hmm? It’s literally already done. Like there’s no need to put in that effort into something that’s already perfect right? So why do I need to even need to try? I literally get whatever tf I want without even trying. This doesn’t mean that every method out there is useless, but in the end, you are the one doing the manifesting, not the method.

“But... this makes absolutely no logical sense! How would this even work?”

I know that STEM me loves finding the logic behind everything, so that’s why I struggled a lot with the logic and time aspect. But darling, it doesn’t need to make sense. There are literally so many things in the world that scientists to this day can’t explain, including just how powerful and complex your brain is. Not to mention the fact that concepts such as logic and science are literally man-made too? What’s the point in trying to deal with logic? Just let go and have fun.

“I affirmed so hard, and I believed it. But then it never showed up when the time came.”

First off, your time spent affirming means nothing, sorry to break it to you. It’s about the mindset(your state if you will) you currently exist in that truly makes a difference. And just because it didn’t show up today doesn’t mean that you missed your window of opportunity. Revision is still manifesting, because time is not a linear concept. Anything at any time can just change with a snap of your fingers. You want to change all of your test scores? Bam, it’s done. you wish WW2 never happened? Bam, it’s done. You want to relive the past 5 years of your life? Bam, it’s done. It doesn’t matter what the event is, what time it is, or that you “didn’t do it before the deadline”. Whenever you do get it(which is instant/soon if you're persisting properly), it will be there, seamlessly blended in with your 3d. You don’t need to worry about a damn thing, your subconscious will take care of everything for you.

“Oh no! I just had intrusive thoughts, did I just mess up my manifestations?”

Why are you giving intrusive thoughts the power to do anything? Sure, you may get them, but that doesn’t mean that they have any effect on you. It’s the doubt they make you feel in your mindset that truly messes it up. Don’t give in. Acknowledge the thought, accept that it literally means nothing, and continue to persist. Your thoughts only have the power you give them.

“Nah, everyone has to be lying, this doesn’t seem real.” / ”Manifesting must just be a coincidence, there’s no way this is real.”

Oh? So you’re saying, the amount of posts you’ve seen, all of the success stories, all of the followers and comments, are you saying every single one of them is lying? No. I’m not saying that every single one of them is truthful, but there’s no way that every single one of them would lie and put this much work into something that’s not real. If you find yourself struggling to believe in the law, I’d suggest you try to manifest something small, and then build up your belief from there. I sure as hell didn’t believe in any of this from the beginning, but then, I manifested consciously for the first time. Again, and again. It became easier, and my life got better. It soon becomes apparent that literally everything you think happens. I always used to wonder how things I randomly thought in the back of my head always happened even though I literally didn’t do anything about it in the 3d. This proved to me that your mental state is more powerful than it seems.

“Can I manifest-”

Yes. Just yes. You’re GOD. GOD. Why tf is God asking some random loa account if they can manifest something or not? Ofc God would know that they can manifest whatever the fuck they want instantly. Do you think when God said “Let there be light”, he first asked people around him if he could? No. He took that shit and just fucking ran with it.

“But-but, what if-”

Uh-uh. I don’t want to fucking hear it. Like I said in the previous section, stop overthinking everything you do. Just go. Run with what you already know and manifest the life of your dreams. You don’t need to keep looking for new information, some specific post that changes everything for you. All they can do for you is steer you in the right direction. You’re the one who’s going to have to figure out our mindset and pull yourself together, no one else can do it. Take back your power, embrace it. I don’t care if you unfollow every single loa account or delete tumblr, just stop looking for the next post. Why would you need more information when you already have everything you need?

I wrote down everything I struggled with, forgot about it, and continued to persist in my new mindset. I ignored any negative 3d circumstances, and just vibed in the feeling that my desires were already here, that feeling of contentment someone has when everything in their life is just amazing. The main question I asked myself was, what would a person who had ____ think, and I went from there. Soon the things I wanted just started popping up in my life, just as I knew it would. I feel like the things I’ve said in this post are pretty much the same concepts you see all over loa tumblr, which is why it’s so important that you actively take in the information that’s being given to you and actually apply it. I was obsessed with tumblr and kept on scrolling through countless blogs and posts, and I was only able to fully manifest after I stepped away from all of that. There is no big secret. There’s no miraculous method that will fix everything for you. There’s just... you. And your subconscious. Whatever you tell your subconscious, goes. As simple as that.

How about, instead of scrolling to whatever next loa post you were about to see on this app, you close tumblr and just go live your best life? Don’t overcomplicate it and just do whatever feels natural to you. I hope this post helped, happy manifesting!

-cinna

how i revised my boyfriend’s mother’s death

a little backstory

— for the sake of privacy, we’re gonna say my boyfriend’s mother’s name is kay

kay’s “death” was caused by a car accident (wasn’t her fault) and she later passed in the hospital. this all happened in new york, and my boyfriend and i live in georgia. but about a 2 days after we found out, we flew out there.

my bf and his mom were super close so that loss was a lot on him. he started burying himself in the gym, sleep, work etc & eventually he became really depressed. he would not get up out of bed and i could not take that. that was when i decided to revise her death, and this was like a week after she passed.

the moment i learned she was dead, i naturally entered the state of loss. so, i simply and quickly went over what state of mind i was currently in, and what state of mind i needed to be in.

now y’all know i love meditating <3 so ofc i meditated. the one i used is by edward art, i believe i’ve mentioned it before. but here’s the link 😌💘

so yeah after this meditation i had completely satisfied my imagination, i had a great feeling of serenity, and i was in the state of the wish fulfilled. + i let go of any need to control the 3d.

— reminder: don’t look at your 3d as something to change. things change when they change in consciousness/imagination. if you wanna manifest something, don’t point out your current circumstance as something that you need to change. be cool and fulfill it in imagination;)

— also sn: my boyfriend knows about the law but he doesn’t necessarily study or consciously use it. so, i didn’t tell him i was revising his mom’s death.

— and i had to continue to act like his mom was actually dead when i was around him, even tho at this point kay was 100% alive in imagination.

so in the morning, i would wake up and assume the state of fulfillment. throughout the day, when i would go check on my boyfriend, he always expressed his feelings, how i could help, and new ways he was trying to cope. honestly, seeing him so hurt and confused hurt me. and throughout this, one of the few things i always reminded myself was that, i’m not my emotions and i’m my thoughts, and neither of those things matter (in terms of manifesting).

another thing i always reminded myself of was the fact that i’m god, BUT i’m also human. so, the ‘god me’ was relaxed & satisfied. the god in me also didn’t have a hurting boyfriend with a dead mom. but the ‘human me’ did and he needed my comfort.

so that’s what i did, i comforted him because he was grieving the death of his mother. so what? i’m human, and i have human decency so ima comfort my baby.

HOWEVER, i didn’t attach myself to that (accept it). i didn’t look at me comforting him as “his mom’s dead and that’s final”, i just did it because he’s my bf and he’s hurt. but i still maintained fulfillment in imagination.

— i talk about this more in depth here. but basically the post acknowledges that yes, you’re god, but you’re also still human and you have a human life to respond to. so do that, respond to your life (when necessary) while simultaneously fulfilling the inner man.

as long as you continue to return to the state and fulfill SELF, you will manifest whatever it is you’ve fulfilled.

when it manifested

the night before it manifested, my bfs dad asked everyone (the family) over for brunch. just so everyone could be together during rough times and whatnot.

the next morning when we woke up, my bf.. it was like he completely reverted; he just went back to his regular self. i made sure to take a mental note of it.

as we were driving to his dads house he was acting very normal. all that pain, hurt, etc was not there. his whole energy was different. then what really got me was when we had got to a red light. he said “i already know my moms threw down, i wonder what she cooked”……….and i’m like, i know i’m not trippin. just went along with it and agreed with him cause what was i supposed to do lol😭?

so we pull up to the house and get to the door, and one of his brothers opened it. as we’re saying hi and walking further into the house we start smelling food and my bf goes “YUP! I KNEW IT!!”

then he walks into the kitchen and says “hey ma watchu in here cooking? it smells good”……. and his mom was literally standing there smiling before she gave him a hug.

this all happened naturally by the way. it was like… she never died😂😂 the power of revision yall!

anyways the whole afternoon went by like nothing ever happened.

i honestly thought it was pretty funny. knowing how they used to interact with each other while they were grieving kay’s death vs now was hilarious. and what makes it funnier is they never knew and never will 😂😂😂

so there y’all have it, how i revised my boyfriend’s mother’s death. sorry i made y’all wait so long:) i literally got so demotivated while trying to type this.

feel free to ask questions cause ik yall got some😩😂 love y’all 🫶🏾