Basically all of the characters from Pizza Tower are incredibly gender frfr
Eternally ruled
Diary entry #17
Vent I guess
Ed warning and dysphoria and sh
I wish I could be normal about my weight. I'm overweight. If I looked like a guy then I think I could forgive it but I don't and know my curves are more visible everyday and I want to die!! /hj on that last part
The universe is cruel in the way that I can't lose weight unless I eat like triple digits (calorie wise) every day because I binge so fucking much. So I don't fit in normal or even ed communities online because I'm like that.
Nothing I have ever done has ever fixed my binging problem. I think it's a medicine side effect thing but my grandparents don't want me to change them. I don't know why.
When I was in my active ed phase I wanted to shrink to the point where my chest would become small enough to be male passing. That was the main reason. I know I wouldn't pass as male bc of my voice but I just wanted some control over my stupid life.
I feel like a hamster on a wheel, going nowhere. I can't go on T in my house because i would be quickly caught, so I have to move out but moving out is hard. I just want to be a guy and I don't understand why it's a problem.
I wish that there was a way to make my grandparents understand that this dysphoria will kill me one way or another. But I think they've already made their mind, there's nothing I can say. I could try to cut my breasts off and they would just think I'm more mentally ill and send me to the ward.
I could kill myself and they wouldn't wonder why for a second, they would think "oh she was just mentally ill." They don't listen to me and don't want to. I think me killing myself would be a better ending for them than me being trans and thriving, although they'd never admit it.
They aren't even bad people, they have a lot of flaws and this is one of them. A really, really bad flaw, but they really think being trans is evil.
Just ruminating here I guess
i’m so sick of hearing people complain about “whiny transmascs who don’t transition and still want to be treated like men”
either pay for my top surgery or shut your mouth. some of us are disabled and have to find doctors willing to take the risk of a potentially deadly health crisis mid-surgery, on top of living paycheck to paycheck. do you have 13k, plus travel expenses for a week to the only surgeon i trust to not kill me? because i don’t.
Happy pride, my dudes! Felt like making a tradition of doing a redraw of last the year’s redraw! Good way of seeing improvement and getting back into the swing of things, methinks (I’m also counting this as birthday art sorta but totally not because I completely forgot when his birthday was hahaha shhh)
Previous two years under the cut (eye contact tw):
2022:
2021:
I feel like you guys should see this
Sound on if you guys wanna know what a little King Vulture sounds like 👀
i can’t say “angry birds ratios a transphobe” was on my 2023 bingo card, but i’m not disappointed
I'm scared. I'm a trans man and I'm scared.
Who knows how much longer I'm going to even be able to say those words so I'm gonna say them now.
I'm not gonna let them erase me.
Fuck all of you who voted for Trump.
If you fucking voted for that self-interested, classist, misogynistic stupid ass mother fucker,
UNFOLLOW AND BLOCK ME RIGHT THE FUCK NOW.
And don't come crying to us when your "savior" fucks the world up even worse.
Y'all did that, not us.
Headcannon time: There are several scenes in games where Lu is shown sleeping so I’ve decided that Luigi is a nappy, sleepy boy! He can fall asleep anywhere at anytime and loves to doze off whenever he can!
IM STILL HERE 🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️
19 Trans FTM and pansexualSpecial Interests: Pizza Tower, FNAF, DHMIS, Vocaloid/UTAUloid/Maidloid, trans issues/rights, Mario, PvZ, Spooky Month, and many more!Hope you like my page lol
271 posts