digging myself deeper into this hole because if i'm unable to rejoice in the light above ground, at least i can find comfort in the familiarity of the darkness
the voice in my head always telling me to give up maybe i should just listen atp
i see stripes and they remind me of barcodes and that reminds me of cuts and that's why i really like wearing stripes
I love them but I also want to shoot them dead because they like attract friends and I have 2 Dms in my entire account im going to fucking crywhy am I so unlovable.
i had a WHOLE conversation centered almost ENTIRELY on the person i was talking to. i'm SUCH a good friend, he's lucky to have me
I will be so fr I was lying when I’m sorry.
I mean it, he’s fucking mine, stay away.
calm tf down
genuinely how do people stay awake for anything i'm always so tired
seeing my posts and not liking them is like watching me bleed out in the white snow and not helping me
i love when it's time to be jealous and crazy. i am so normal about this. i certainly haven't promised myself i'd stay with them even if they ruined my life. i definitely don't have their initial carved into my skin. i am very okay with them talking to other people. this is all so great and i am so very normal
PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THAT IS BEAUTIFUL KILL ME BEFORE I HAVE TO START WRITING THIS GODFORSAKEN DEBATE PLEASE
stroking it and by it i mean my ego
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