the voice in my head always telling me to give up maybe i should just listen atp
unfortunately my desire to see them happy greatly contradicts my desire to be the one and only reason they're happy
things i desperately need (pt.2)
mutual obsession
either my bl@de is garbage or my technique sucks bc i have not been able to get a single good cvt
gosh if i wasn't the worst i could've been a good friend. this really sucks
damn i need to stop subconsciously pushing people away
the demon thing visited again guys why does he hate me so muchðŸ˜ðŸ˜
when they don't reply to my messages so now i'm left wondering what i've done wrong
started some random book i found in my bookshelf. i hope it's worth the read
genuinely wish i could stop thinking. it's not even intrusive thought anymore, they're just so RANDOM i hate it
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