i had a WHOLE conversation centered almost ENTIRELY on the person i was talking to. i'm SUCH a good friend, he's lucky to have me
wow i really hate being alive this is all so embarrassing and losery
I am never truly warm.
ugh just remembered my friend has other friends. why am i not enough? i'm literally the best. whose company would she prefer over mine? this makes no sense. whatever she was annoying anyway i'm better off without her
turns out people actually get hurt when i distance myself from them. this is news to me
not talking to me for more than 2 days counts as abandoning me btw
that feeling of joy that comes when you finally have a good day after months is so pleasant but also...why'd it take so much effort just for me to wash my faceðŸ˜ðŸ˜
everyone should die before i kill them myself
getting mad at myself is so funny because yes of course i'm gonna ruin your life for that but also now my life is ruined and i have to be mad at myself for doing it and the cycle just continues
me !!!!!!
Im the doctor who's my patient
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