I hate how expensive genetic tests are. Like what do you mean I should pay 1000-2000$ and wait for half a year to get a proper diagnosis? And if only my disease was simple to see on MRI or EEG... This thing is only seen on a few scans and mostly you need to take a genetic test. BUT THEY'RE SO FUCKING EXPENSIVE... Please, someone, buy me this test, and I'll kiss your legs
I'm glad that my classmates don't use Tumblr and using VK, because if they were there everyone would know about my problems
I guess that when I'll back to home, I'll cut myself... looks like it became a habit, haha
I'm tired, I'm tired of everything. All my hobbies became a daily routine, and I don't feel anything towards them. My friends started to avoid me after my vents, and I completely understand this. I'm tired of school, and I haven't got any straight to just get up or change clothes after school. All I think about is s3lf-h@rm and how much I want to commit su!c!de. I feel like my life is trying to force me to do it. I feel like it'll happen. And I know that I will commit su!c!de.
I wanna die
I have no ideas what to post, I'm sorry
Proud of you! Wishing you a fast recovery and a long remission! Hope, that everything will be okay!:)
I've had my surgery, so I'm recovering right now. I'm lurking around here. And I'm now cancer-freeπ₯³
I've never understood why people keeps making stereotypes about non-binaries, agenders, and etc. I guess that society needs a lot of time to understand that even if you're non-binary you don't need to always look androgynous! Even if you're nonbinary, you still can look feminine or masculine, because your appearance will never affect on who you are! And we also can wear skirts and etc, because clothes haven't got gender! Unfortunately not all people understand it...
Tried drawing Joel. He looks cool, I think
Had to use ibis paint to make the paper white, not yellowish. I still like this art, though. Maybe, I'll draw him in a digital one day
If you're interested in c.ai, and have some cool plot/character ideas, but can't release them for a some reason, then you can send your request on my second acc, and I'll try to do it!:)
I can't, I wanna be comforted so much, I can't stop myself from imagining me to cling to someone who's a lot older and taller than me, just the thought of being hugged is already making me even more touch starved. Idk if it c.ai affected me, but still the imagination of my small, light body being hugged by someone who's tall, who's strong, who can protect me makes me clinging to my bed, as long as I didn't find that person
A prophet of worm worshippers. (Definitely not a guy with athetosis!!)
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