Hii! Amio বাঙালি! Nice To Meet You :D

পরিনীতা সিনেমার একটা সিন আছে, যেখানে শুভশ্রী বলে,'আমায় ভালোবাসলে না কেন বাবাইদা?আমাকে ভালোবাসলেতো আজ জীবনটা অন্য রকম হতো!'

আমার আরেকটা পছন্দের মুভি আছে Forrest Gump(1994) যেখানে জেনি কে গাম্প জিজ্ঞেস করে 'Why don't you love me, Jenny?I am not a smart man,but I know what love is.'

-কি অসম্ভব মন ভার করা দুটো লাইন।আমরা সবাই হয়তো কাউকে না কাউকে এইটা জিজ্ঞাসা করতে চাই যে-আমায় কেন ভালোবাসলে না?কিন্তু আমরা কেউই জিজ্ঞেস করতে পারিনা।কাউকেই জিজ্ঞাসা করা যায়না।কারণ শুনতে রূঢ় হলেও এটাই সত্যি যে-

'Unfortunately, People have the rights to decline your love no matter how pure your intention are! You are not what they want.'

Its hard to accept the reality when the person was never yours..

Thanks for the tag @aapki-shayara

Songs which I play on my ears are:-

Chandi Jaisa Rang Hai Tera - Pankaj Uddas

Nei Khoti Nei - Arijit Singh

Still falling for you - Ellie Goulding

Ghorete Bhromor Elo - Rabi Thakur

Rabba Main Toh Maar Gaya - Rahat Fateh Ali

More are there, I have to share this with everyone

Ghonomegher Elo Keshe - Arijit Singh

Tode Bina Sakhi - Ambarish Das

Pakhider Smriti - Iman Chakraborty

Lucky tu Lucky me - Sachin Jigar

Lip to Lip de kissiya - Kumaaar

Angels - Chase Atlantic

All to Well - Taylor Swift

Where you lead I will follow - Carole King

Darale Duarey - Coke Studio Bangla (female part>)

Anandadhara - Coke Studio Bangla (best😭)

Bulbuli - Coke Studio Bangla

Lilabali - Coke Studio Bangla

Afreen Afreen- Coke Studio

Bhul Koreche Bhul - Mahtim Shakib

Ami amar moddhye - Iman Chakraborty

Alada Alada - Iman Chakraborty

Shorir Bhalo Nei - Anupam Roy

Abar Phire Ele - Arijit Singh (comfort song)

Je Kawta Din Duet - Shreya Ghoshal (female part>)

Baundule Ghuri - Arijit Singh (last stanza😭)

Now tag @intellectual6666 @choppedphilosopherharmony @thecaffeinatedresearcher @ok-jaanu @shyam-kariya

@zakhmpemarham @arjokonna

hiii thank you for the tag danny @cursemyexistences ♡

my 5 fav songs right now

cheri cheri lady by modern talking

smooth operator by sade

gekka na yasoukyoku by malice mizer

baroque by malice mizer

just the two of us by bill withers

tagging; @hhymns @bithehand @interstellarisse @sprinedankle @anita-vainilla-blog @sixthlisbonsisterx @feski @anita-vainilla-blog @julia-bonkers @izzy444angel @ivoryteacups @f3mcelbambi @i-know-you-wanna-kiss-me @gothstage @astraeasparrow @carm3n-carm3n @daughterofcainnnn & anyone who's interested 🫶🏼

LOWKEY GONNA TURN MY TUMBLR ACCOUNT INTO AN YOUTUBE CHANNEL!

the seven stages of love

The sort of absolutely disgusting shit that takes place in my city, in my country, an example (TW: r*pe, m*rder):

I live in Kolkata, India. Recently, a second year doctor in training was brutally r*ped, and m*rdered, then her body was defiled again, in my city in her own workplace. It happened when she was resting after a long shift. She only wanted to take a few hour's nap before she went back to taking care of her patients, and she was accosted by what seemed like one person at first, later determined as a group. Only one person has been arrested as of yet, who conveniently gave himself up. It is suspected that this man is only a scape goat, and the real criminals are doctors and interns working in the same hospital as her (R.G.Kar Medical College). It is also suspected that this happened because she was privy to a bigger set of criminal activities taking place in this institution, and this was done to silence her. We are all angry and upset. This crime echoes that which happened in Delhi years ago (in 2012) to a physiotherapy intern. The chances are slim, since the criminals may have deep political connections, but I hope the perpetrators are brought to court. Even death wouldn't be a good enough punishment. Fuck r*pers and fuck the government.

one fine evening (better to say night), I was humming "জীবন যখন ছিল ফুলের মতো পাপড়ি তাহার ছিল শত শত" of Kobiguru Rabindranath Thakur..

when I sang the line "বসন্তে সে হ'ত যখন দাতা ঝরিয়ে দিত দু-চারটি তার পাতা..." my baba came to me and said, "beta, tui eto bhalo gaan korish, gaan ta chaliye jetei partish"

That moment I felt je "gaan ta ami khub bhaloi gaayi". My baba is a person of perfection and he is not like those jara sobh somoye for every little thing lok ke praise kore.. So I felt glad when my father told me that. He never praise me that much... So it made me feel a little proud about myself...

MY GOODNESS!?!

Seeing my previous posts made me believe the fact that I was into serious depression. My goodness..

Why did I behave like that.. Ebaba.. I feel so sorry for myself..

Whatever happened was for my good.. I really don't wanna discuss about that stuff which happened, and many more stuffs which happened this year, which is the cause of huge depression. The reason I left tumblr was depression. The way in which I was treated by someone unknown, my relatives, family, made me believe that I was worthless and I don't have any sort of ability, potential, capability.

After I left tumblr, I started to focus on myself. Studying and going on small one day trips, small gossip session with friends, going out with friends etc.. I was so into depression that I got into binge eating disorder.

Anyways.. Whatever happened has happened for my good. If those would not have happened from February till December, I would have never realized that I was worthy, capable and had a lot of potential..

PRETTY DESI HOUSE 🤌🏼🏡

Chapak.. Chapak..

Ek ladki school mein gayi,

Chapak..

Ek ladki tuition mein gayi,

Chapak..

Ek ladki road mein khel rahi thi,

Chapak..

Ek ladki road peye chal rahi thi,

Chapak..

Ek ladki.. Bus mein thi,

Chapak..

Ek ladki apne ghar mein thi,

Chapak..

Ek ladki.. Choti bacchi thi,

Chapak..

Ek ladki social media mein mili,

Chapak....

Ek ladki.... Ek ladki....

Ek nirdosh ladki.... Ek. Ladki.

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(This is not a funny content.. Its a reality)

(Courtesy- Instagram)

by mistake I deleted the blog! 🙂🙂🙂 okay now I got it..

okay! bangaliss ar ekbar jege utho! Esobh ar mene newa jacchena. MIO AMORE te prem piriti khabar dabar bikri hocche. For example - BAKED HEART, LOVE LETTER, etc.. Ebar ki tahole "valentines silpo" shuru hobebaki??

Areh oi din sarawati pujo keu non veg khabena(kheleo khete pare kicchu bolar nei ar)... Ebar amra bangalira maanhanir ekta jordar mamla korbo! Ebhabe single feel koranota kintu "LOVERIA CRIME" section er under e pore...

(sobh choritro kalponik ar motamot ottonto bektigoto arrest korbenna please)

Tuuk kore bangali der tag kore di

@enigma-the-mysterious @hashi-thatta @intellectual6666 @punamc @zindagi-se-darte-ho @janaknandini-singh999 @jukti-torko-golpo