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Back to the kdrama phase of my life

Posting my RNB playlist!! If you want please check it out

VLOG - 1 (Coffee Date with Bestie)

I have started this segment to lowkey turn my tumblr into an YouTube channel.

Today, at the coffee shop me and my bestie had the most unhinged gossips, discussions, life decisions, academic downfall, academic comeback, dating and what not. Told her about my depression. While having coffee we laugh at our jokes and continuously we said "ebar free lagche"...

This year was really a tough one. Specially for us because of some highly nonsense reasons. Anyways but genuinely had fun...

Love you Tamu! You deserve the world!! 🎀💗

Lmaooo... Lemme think for a sec! Umm.. Uchingre lmao..

🥺 that's too embarassing,titli

Titli?? You named me titli lmaooo

Still you can't.. Hahaha

I’ll let you give me an embarrassing dak name

Lmaooo... Lemme think for a sec! Umm.. Uchingre lmao..

Yess

I AM GONNA THE CHANGE THE SETUP OF THIS ACCOUNT..

THE CONTENTS ARE GOING TO BE UNHINGED..

LOWKEY GONNA TURN IT INTO A YOUTUBE CHANNEL

YOU'RE BACKKKKKKKKK

Mastii

YAYYYYYYYYY

Mauj

you can't, cause I am not slippery..

Its okay. I will wear knee pads and then slide

Still you can't.. Hahaha

MY GOODNESS!?!

Seeing my previous posts made me believe the fact that I was into serious depression. My goodness..

Why did I behave like that.. Ebaba.. I feel so sorry for myself..

Whatever happened was for my good.. I really don't wanna discuss about that stuff which happened, and many more stuffs which happened this year, which is the cause of huge depression. The reason I left tumblr was depression. The way in which I was treated by someone unknown, my relatives, family, made me believe that I was worthless and I don't have any sort of ability, potential, capability.

After I left tumblr, I started to focus on myself. Studying and going on small one day trips, small gossip session with friends, going out with friends etc.. I was so into depression that I got into binge eating disorder.

Anyways.. Whatever happened has happened for my good. If those would not have happened from February till December, I would have never realized that I was worthy, capable and had a lot of potential..

I sincerely dont understand why CISCE has a grudge over the commerce stream. Today was my last isc exam and it was accounts in which I am actually good and I practice it everyday. LIKE EVERYDAY AND TO BE MORE ACCURATE I SOLVED FOUR BOOKS OF ACCOUNTS. TS Grewal as well as DK Goel.

Todays question paper was so tough that even the best accounts teacher of our school was shocked. Some of my CA friends told me that it was tougher than their intermediate and they even asked "bro how did you attempt all the sums and actually did it".

The question paper was not solvable within 3hours. It was more of less a 5hour paper.

This whole thing is making me doubt my other exams which went well. The question was not at all according to the specimen which was given by the council. Then why do they upload specimem if they don't want to follow it.

It would have been good if I was in WB board or CBSE. Things would have been much easier. Shame on CISCE.

How to slide into ur dms…

you can't, cause I am not slippery..

LOWKEY GONNA TURN MY TUMBLR ACCOUNT INTO AN YOUTUBE CHANNEL!

Where are u sweetheart

Honey.. My exams were going on and I was busy with studies and was also into depression.. So yeahhh now I am fine.. Ekdommmmm jhakassss nandduuu

our last interaction was really cute

i wish we were mutuals

Kaaab bhai?? After maybe 10months I came to tumblr.. Who are you broooo?

Back at it again...

My ISC Exam is done... Now only chill chill chill

Tumblr er logo palte gecche!

"Don’t waste time fixing bonds you didn’t break."

DESH TA TAKAR KACCHE BIKRI HOYEGECCHE!!

Really ? So many advocates recruited AGAINST the rape victim ? And there's female advocates too ? What has happened to the people ? They're really gonna fight for the rapist.

People of West Bengal, specifically, the young generation present in West Bengal, we either have to fight our best to change this state or leave this state and go somewhere else.

Our freedom fighters did not fight for this.

"Yada Yada hi Dharmasya Glanir Bhavati Bharata Abhuthanam Adharmasya Tadad Manam Srijamyaham"

With all that is going rn, i think this is gonna happen soon,

"Not all men" — enough already. It's always men trying to make everything about them. It's not about you; it's about women. Stop assuming the world revolves around you. When a woman says "all men," try to understand what might have led her to say that instead of immediately jumping to "not all men."

It's the 13th day. No steps taken by the people who need to take steps.

I WILL GO JUST ON THE BASE TOPIC AND THAT IS ...

THOSE PIECE OF TRASHES AKA THE 8 OR 9 OR MAYBE 10 OR MAYBE MORE HAS DONE THE RAPE AND MURDER OF TILOTAMMA / ABHAYA SHOULD BE GIVEN PUNISHMENT BY BREAKING THEIR LEGS 90 DEGREE BUT A 360 DEGREE WOULD BE BETTER SO THAT THEIR PELVIC BONE BECOMES DUST, COLLERBONES COME OF OF THEIR BODY JUST LIKE FINAL DESTINATION ACCIDENTS AND THEN THE POLICE SHOULD GET OVER THEIR BODY AND WALK SO THAT THERE IS A SKULL BREAKAGE AND THEN CUT THE PENIS AND LET THEM ROT..

Bass thats all I want (actually everyone wants that)

There seems to be a lot of confusion among people (men ugh) about what women are actually demanding through protests and rallies and marches so I just thought that I would help clear some stuff up....

1. We are asking for SAFETY and NOT protection...there is a clear line of difference between these concepts.... safety means we get to go where we want , while wearing what we want and at what time we want to...be that in broad daylight or at night , wearing a miniskirt or a saree .....it means being able to live out our life to it's full potential without the fear of being brutally raped, assaulted or murdered... because we are equal to all men... We are just as capable as smart as efficient as all men ....we deserve safety because as HUMANS it is our birth right.....

But the extremely sad truth is that we are so far removed from a reality where we are equals because we have to live out our lives constantly in fight or flight mode....we have to rethink every little descision we make, from the clothes we wear to the routes we take to the company we are around to the transportation we take.... because we are always on guard that something might get us killed and wiped off the face of this earth

2. We demand that people stop saying 'not all men' because yes not all men are attackers but to a woman any man she comes across has the potential to be an attacker....whether it be her co worker or boss or uncle or friend or boyfriend or just a stranger....so women spend their lives always on guard and always vigilant and scared because it could be any day that we might get murdered....and this phrase is extremely counter intuitive and just plain stupid.... because all men might not brutally raped and kill a woman but all men benefit from the systemic rape and oppression of women....

And whenever the topic of women rape and assault are brought up it's always this pathetic gang of men saying "but men get raped tooo....why are you all complaining so much"....they fail to understand while men's rape cases are equally important....men dont understand that on a daily basis 86 cases of rape against women are filed and among those cases on 28 percent received a conviction (thats only 28 out of every 100 cases filed)......90 percent of rape cases don't even get filed because of systemic shaming of rape victims and maintaining of "honour" for he families of rape victims

3. It's crazy how the term "nirbhaya" is used in relation to women's rape cases ...because nirbhaya means one without fear ....but women constantly live in fear because the whole onus is always against us ....."what was she wearing ?" "Why was she sleeping alone?"....."what was she thinking ?" .....our society has normalised rape against women so much that it is a preconceived thought that men will rape because it's just in their biology.... to BRUTALLY MUTILATE AND DEFILE ANOTHER WOMAN ....men will be men ...it's on the women to protect themselves......that is why women always live in fear , just soaking in it and passing that fear on to our next generations because it is the only way we have known to survive .....

4. We do not want protection, as the inherent idea of "protecting a woman" stems from patriarchy ....it demotes us from being equal humans to mere possessions of men...and at its core women will only receive protection when the men can see in us their mothers or daughters or sisters .... We demand that you care about women's safety not because we see are your mothers or daughters.... But because we are your EQUALS....Not just because they see us as daughters, mothers, sisters. Not because we are doctors, astronauts, athletes. Not because we’ve won awards, invented something or excelled exceptionally in our fields. But simply because we are humans. Equal humans that deserve to feel safe because in the first page of our constitution we are promised equality...that all humans are to be treated equally despite their gender...we do not ask you to see in us some family member and reward us your protection....

5. WE DEMAND JUSTICE....we demand better policing , better lit streets , more surveillance , police that do not dismiss rape or assault cases , courts that give out convictions before witnesses are threatend or silenced , fear amongst people that use rape as a method of caste or communal discrimination or use rape in some false sense of honour, in the same way that someone would fear murder...and all of this information is readily available to politicians...they know exactly what they can do to make women feel safer but they won't since it's to much work and most politicians harbour rapists and assaulters in their own party.....

Mamta Banerjee a FEMALE chief minister says that she sees these protests as a conspiracy against her own party ...and then she goes on to say that she will give the death penalty to the rapists as some form of damage control...this is all in illusion as politicians like her know that there are 2 deterrents to a crime , the length of the punishment and most importantly the chance of actually being caught after committing a crime....it doesn't matter whether you will give a death sentence to the criminals if in 99 percent of times a rape case is filed the police get paid by the accusers , the victims get threatened into withdrawing their complaint , the court dates drag on , the prosecutors are paid off , evidence is mishandled and made to disappear. So it doesn't matter whether you will give capital punishments if you never go through the process of conviction of the criminals , it is all a lie and politicians who promise the death sentence are LIARS....

To all the men reading this all we demand is to be your EQUALS ....we demand equality in justice , in safety , in pay ....we demand to live out our lives how we want because it is our fundamental right...we DEMAND TO NOT BE PUNISHED FOR DIMPLY BEING BORN A WOMAN....

STREETS OF WEST BENGAL ASKING FOR JUSTICE

The sort of absolutely disgusting shit that takes place in my city, in my country, an example (TW: r*pe, m*rder):

I live in Kolkata, India. Recently, a second year doctor in training was brutally r*ped, and m*rdered, then her body was defiled again, in my city in her own workplace. It happened when she was resting after a long shift. She only wanted to take a few hour's nap before she went back to taking care of her patients, and she was accosted by what seemed like one person at first, later determined as a group. Only one person has been arrested as of yet, who conveniently gave himself up. It is suspected that this man is only a scape goat, and the real criminals are doctors and interns working in the same hospital as her (R.G.Kar Medical College). It is also suspected that this happened because she was privy to a bigger set of criminal activities taking place in this institution, and this was done to silence her. We are all angry and upset. This crime echoes that which happened in Delhi years ago (in 2012) to a physiotherapy intern. The chances are slim, since the criminals may have deep political connections, but I hope the perpetrators are brought to court. Even death wouldn't be a good enough punishment. Fuck r*pers and fuck the government.

This is getting more and more real with each passing day...

তোমারেই করিয়াছি জীবনের ধ্রুবতারা

Every "irritate kar rahi hu?"

Deserves a "meri tolerance bahot aachi hai<3"

My goodness!! @aahanna thanks for mentioning me!! love you soooo much!! 🍁🦋🌼🐚

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