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it kind of makes me sad knowing i spent so much wasted time and energy on fear that others caused, and robbed myself of so much time with you. i know there is no point to dwell on the past, but it's sad. it does bring me so much comfort to know that you love me, too, and that we're both on the same page with everything. i trust you more than i trust anyone else in this world, and i know that i'm in good hands with you. of course i want that future. i've wanted it for so long, i just never had anyone who wanted it with me until you. i think we could have a beautiful life together. we've already had a beautiful friendship, so why not upgrade that to a lifetime of happiness together? i'm already yours— officially.

You are the most important thing to me, that's something that's been the case for a while now and something I don't ever see changing either, darling. Is that so? Well, I guess I'm pretty happy to hear I made it hard, and I'm glad that you ended up falling in love with me, even if you tried not to. Which, I'm in love with you too, in case that wasn't obvious. I'm sorry you were so afraid to get hurt again, but I understand because I had a little bit of that fear as well. I want us both to be happy and focus on our happiness together. I want you too, and of course I'll have you if you'll have me, darling. You really want that future? I guess getting older, I've just realized that I want to have that before I'm too old to really enjoy it, you know? You're speaking my language with a gothic wedding, though I'm not sure our kids should look or take after me, since I'm a mess most of the time. But since we both want this, we both want that life together, then we should do this, right? Be together. Officially.

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fighting for tickets with ticketmaster is a pain. you almost have to have the best luck in the world to beat out the resellers. i wish they would put a stop to that, but alas that is the way of the world. someone is always out to get someone, or try and profit off of someone else's success. congrats on the tour, though! i know the world has been itching for another gaga tour, myself included. oh man— i just recently saw sabrina carpenter in concert and that was such an amazing experience. i just love her. i also just scored tickets for me and my dad to see metallica this summer for his fathers day gift, so i'm pretty excited for that as well. he's been a huge metallica fan for sometime.

I'm kind of losing my mind over how my TikTok notifications are blowing up since I announced that I'd be touring MAYHEM and people have been able to get tickets. Or not get tickets. It's never a perfect process and someone's always inevitably disappointed not to make it, but I'm so excited to sing and dance with those that did win the Ticketmaster war. All of that said, what's been your favorite concert experience – it could have been as a child, teen, or more recently... I wanna know! Anyone still touring that I just have to see? @hfrpstarters

i guess you can add 'good luck charm' to your resume, since you seem to bring good fortune to those around you. thank you— i appreciate it. i am very thankful for the opportunities i've been given. it has always been a dream of mine to do major motion pictures, so landing a role as big as this is truly a dream come true. i feel like that is also true with all of these influencers we see these days. i feel like it's much easier to get famous off of social media than it is anything else. writing is very exhausting. just writing the two scripts i have has worn me out, both mentally and physically. nothing more exhausting than over working your brain. i get that. i hope that we get to see more from the new characters, and the old as well. but i'm sure whatever happens, as long as they close it out the right way then it'll be worth it. understandable. i always wanted a duck, or multiple little ducklings, but the excess amounts of droppings would be way too difficult to keep clean with my schedule. maybe one day i can have them, but for now i'll just admire yours from afar.

It wouldn't be the first time I'd been a good luck charm for someone. Congratulations on that though. This is what happens when you break onto a major platform like Netflix, the big-wigs start to pay attention. I suppose that would be the case for some people, I know people who are actors and have always wanted to be actors and would've done anything to get to where they are now. But quite right too there are people who would have never dreamed of being in this life and somehow found themselves here. It's definitely more interesting to me, production and writing, I love writing but it's exhausting. I understand it's not physical labor, it's not farming, or bricklaying, nursing or anything like that but it still takes so much out of you. I mean, I can't give a definitive answer on that right now; we are working with a new team, we have some new characters, so it all depends on where their stories go. Yeah, like I said, it's definitely a lot of work. There is almost always something to do between all the animals we have and the plants Liz is growing, we're very lucky that we have family close enough to step in should we ever both need to be away. A huge chunk of the morning is taken up cleaning and feeding everyone. Ducks and chickens are so fun to keep but they do generate a lot of shit, and I refuse to have sick birds because they face planted into another birds crap pile while they slept.

alycia: i've been the worst not checking in, but i wanted to see how you and the family were doing? i bet that little bundle of joy you have is growing like a weed. how have you been? catch me up on everything. @luhmmings

i have been very booked and busy the past couple of years, but i'm afraid that well has run dry at the moment. i have nothing booked so far, so the future is kind of unclear for me, but such is the nature of this beast. i hope something good comes my way soon. what about you? aside from the brand new wife and beautiful baby.

Tell me about all the projects you got going on at the moment. Y'always seem to be a busy little cherub. | @alyvas

that is so exciting! i think it's a dream of every star wars fan to land a role in that universe. i couldn't imagine the excitement you must have felt when you learned you had gotten that role. i think it's beautiful that the universe as a whole is opening up to more people of color, especially women. i love to see that. oh gosh— i don't know how to answer this? i think when i landed fear the walking dead is when i had that moment of 'i made it!'

Andor Season 2 is dropping so soon, and honestly? I couldn’t be more excited. I’ve been a massive Star Wars fan for as long as I can remember, so stepping into that galaxy, into that universe, still feels surreal. If I could go back and tell my younger self that one day she'd be part of a story like this, that Hollywood would start making space, real space, for Latinas on this scale? She wouldn’t believe it. I’m curious now, how did you first break into your industry? Was there a project or moment when you thought, “Okay, I made it”? / @hfrpstarters

ugh— 2026 is too far. i feel like they could have done this a little bit quicker. had they not made their millionth avenger film, or whatever else marvel dipped their toes into then we would have it by now. i suppose if i have to wait i will, but i won't be happy about it, nor will i be silent. so feel free to patch me into those studio executives. i'll unless aussie hell on them.

oi, alycia — 2026. that’s the word. i know, it feels like ages away, and i can already hear your aussie sass coming for me. and no, i’m not counting the avengers films either — i hear you loud and clear. if it were up to me, you'd have had three more by now, but apparently these things take “time” and “planning” or whatever. if you're really ready to give the studio a proper aussie talking-to, say the word — i’ll patch you in. maybe you’ll get it moved up sooner.

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your smile— you have a smile that could light up any room. you bring a sense of comfort to anyone around you with a simple smile, and it's so contagious. your personality — i have never met anyone as fun as you in my life. we aren't even from the same generation, but you have such an old soul about you, and it's just so fun being around you. i always know i'm gonna have a good laugh when you are around. your soul — i could write a whole novel about how wonderful of a human being you are. for such a young age you are full of knowledge and wisdom. it's like you've lived a thousand lifetimes and you are sharing everything you know with the rest of us. if you didn't notice i love and admire you so so much. my precious soul.

it was very special. i was so blessed to be part of something so big, but you are right about that i was wasted, especially right at the end when i became a special guest star in a show i had helped build from the ground up. tell me about it. that's why i sort of caved and made my tik tok account public. i've only posted once, but i guess if i'm about to be in a huge movie franchise i might as well get used to using that as another form of promo. holy cow— seven ducks? that's a dream. please don't hesitate to send me all of the videos of their little feet paddling along the floor. that's my favorite asmr. stop— i want all of the ducklings! i want all of the pictures once you get them all. i'll live vicariously through you.

Being in a franchise as big as The Walking Dead had to have been pretty special though, right? But I do think you were wasted slightly. Oh, you're right, Social Media is king, it's a lot harder to break into the industry now with the rise of TikTok and AI. That's exactly what it is, just being shut inside your own brain all day, it's so exhausting. But when it all comes together it's so rewarding. Admittedly the ducks are a recent addition and my impulse buy. I went to see a man about a rooster and left with two roosters, and seven ducks. We had talked about getting ducks so it wasn't totally impulsive, perhaps the sheer amount of them... In my defense two of them were parents to three ducklings and I didn't have the heart to separate them. We have a variety of fancy breeds, we've got Indian Runners, a Welsh Harlequin, a Cayuga and the ducklings are cross bred. We'd like to get a Pekin duck, because we named all but two of the ducks after Beatrix Potter characters, so we'd like a Jemima Puddle Duck and only a Pekin will do.