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there is no damage you can do to me that hasn’t already been done.

pretty sure everyone in the world is a little disgusted by me

FRANK O’HARA

“[JULY IS OVER AND THERE’S VERY LITTLE TRACE]”, Selected Poems by Frank O'Hara (1974);

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“When did it start?”

look what youve made me into // 2.27.17

cliche thoughts at 8:52pm :)

*me to me*

don't think about it

Fuck this shit hurts, j. I miss you so much 😞😪💔

WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU

lots and lots and lots and lots

Biggest lesson I’ve learned this year is that you can’t force someone to properly communicate with you and work things out. You can’t force someone to see your love is worth holding onto, eventually they will come to the realization themselves. If they want to run, let them run.

have you ever felt like you really want to talk about your feelings but at the same time it’s like “nah no thank you, i’m okay” 

“I've learned to love abuse.”

— Show Me What I'm Looking For, Carolina Liar

no i will never actually talk about my feelings like a normal person, i have tried that and no it didn’t work out so i will just act like everything’s fine until i explode and make some vent post on the internet because i am incapable of taking up emotional real estate without feeling like a Burden

when i say ‘be safe’ i say that shit from the bottom of my heart.

*bottles up emotions* this coping shits easy

“talk about it”? hahah, no no, I prefer to internalize all my problems so they eat away at me from the inside until I’m unable to function in any way 

paralyzed

tryna get back into the comic zone but gotta crawl out of my emotion hole first

always avoiding my issues

I WORKED SO HATD TO PULL MYSELF OUT OF TGAT HOLE AND YOU DRAGGED ME BACK DOWN CUZ OF YOUR OWN FUCKING FEARS

Would be easier if you just killed me. Rather die than live without you and pretend like none of this fucking shit hurts. And you fucking know it does