ALL THE AO3 FANS I HAVE SOMETHING TO SHOW YOU

Imagine telling Alastor Moody that you can't have children.

I had this idea with the wonderful fic named "war wounds" by R.J. Anderson in fanfiction.net

Please read it it's so good !

Infos : afab reader (for "clinical reasons") but gn pronouns, and it's a sad imagine this time

Warnings : infertility! (Don't read if you're sensitive to this subject)

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You confessed your love to Alastor some weeks ago. And even if he felt the same, he couldn't imagine starting a relationship with you.

You were too young for an old man like him, you deserved better, he thought. He tried to tell you that, but you didn't care. You loved him and wanted to be with him.

Today, it was the same argument as every other one since your confession. But this time, Alastor found something that really might change your mind.

"There's one thing I really can't give you."

" And what's that, Alastor? Diamonds, gold ?" You retorted, sarcastic.

"A child"

This time you truly went silent. You didn't want to, but your face took a saddening look. Alastor hated him for that, and even more when you answer him.

"I can't have children anyway."

"Why are you saying that? Maybe you don't want one now but one day..."

"No you don't understand. I can't. My body... It can't"

Tears appeared in your eyes, and he came closer to take you in his arms.

"I'm sorry love... It's a tough thing"

Alastor stroked your hairs. You let some tears run down your cheeks, your face buried in his chest.

"I'm born like that... I'm born broken Alastor... I don't know many people who would like to be with someone like that, like me. I can't give children to the person I love. I will never know this happiness..."

Alastor understood. The thoughts and the feelings of being broken, not enough, not loveable for your imperfections. And the pain that resulted from it.

" I'm a failure. No one one want a failure..."

Even if he understood your pain, he couldn't hear you devalue yourself. For such a trivial thing than children.

"I can't imagine greater happiness than being with you. You'll find the person made for you one day, I promise."

"I found it. But he push me away..."

Alastor didn't answer you and just continued to stoke your hairs.

"I understand your thoughts you know? Just... Please hold me just today..."

Yes, he couldn't be with you. But today he can let himself comfort you. You needed him, how could he ever deny it to you ?

Merle x Reader

Merle: I ain’t worth that

Me: To me you’re worth everything

Merle: You don’t know the shit I’ve done. You could do better than me. Easily

Me: But I want you

Merle turns to look at you, bewildered. How could someone as sweet as you want a man like him?

Merle: Why? I don’t understand

Me: You have a kind heart but you hide behind your vulgar jokes and snide remarks. It’s just a shield. You want to be able to open up but every time you have you’ve been hurt and now you reject the mere idea of it. But I want to show you I’m not going anywhere. That, actually, I love you

Merle: Don’t say that. Don’t give me hope

Me: You’re allowed to feel. Let me in. Let me love you

Merle: …what if you meet someone better?

Me: Better? How? You know…I wouldn’t even be thinking like that. Not anymore. Not after falling in love with you. It’s only you, Merle

Merle: …I’m scared

Me: I know. Me too

Tarkin/Krennic - a repaint of "The Sculptor" by John Koch

A commission done by the wonderful @yalaki ❤️

This is one of the best commissions I've ever gotten, not gonna lie.

Can you spot the small star wars references?

Reader, while having sex: can I ask you guys something?

Price and Gaz: Sure, love.

Reader: Do you like me?

Price: Are you for real right now?

Gaz: I'm literally balls deep on you.

Reader: ...

Reader, tearing up: omg, you hate me!

Price and Gaz:

(am sorry, it was the only thing I was thinking about while writing the part 5)

Friends or more? Sentence Starters

aka “sometimes i feel like i wanna make out with you is that a friend thing to do?” type of things

(send a name and a sentence)

“You’ve been pouting ever since I went out on that date, what’s up?”

“We always share blankets on the couch, I’m sure sharing the bed for the night is fine too.”

“Your lips are getting really close to mine.”

“I’m not jealous, but, like, come on, movie night is just for me and you only.”

“I dare you to kiss me.”

“No, go on the Ferris Wheel with me, not them.”

“You can share my jacket with me, since you’re shivering.”

“Why is your hand on my ass?”

“Cuddle with me.”

“I just kissed your forehead, chill.”

“Shit, how’d you make me blush like this?”

“Are you trying to turn me on?”

“Let’s hang out, but I’ll pay for everything, and we can go to this fancy restaurant– No, not a date.”

“Okay, I guess this is a date, actually.”

“Stop with the tongue thing, it’s strangely attractive.”

“I keep telling them we’re not dating, but they keep telling me friends don’t normally make out when drunk.”

“I don’t want to be friends with benefits, but I do want something more, I just can’t figure out what.”

“When did you get so beautiful?”

“If you’re going to dress like that, I’m not going to let you out of my sight.”

“Their pick-up line wasn’t as good as any of mine, I’m just saying.”

“No, I don’t know how I got a boner, It just kind of happened! It’s because of how you were eating that ice cream, I bet!”

“I’m holding your hand because the movie is scary, alright?  It’s a… Terrifying… Rom-com… ….. .”

“Why’d you let go of me?”

“I accidentally called you my girlfriend/boyfriend today.”

“I kissed you because we were drunk.”

“I kissed you because I didn’t know what else to do.”

“Could you not talk to him/her, please?  I think they’re trying to date you.”

“I wish we could stay like this forever…”

“I had this dream where we were dating.”

“I had this dream where you kissed me, and I kind of want to try it now.”

“Why do you always call me when I’m on a date?”

“No, I can’t hang out, I’m on a date and you know that.” 

“Okay, maybe I am a bit jealous.”

“Just remember, he/she’s not the one who taught you how to kiss.”

“It’s weird how we’ve been friends for so long, but never went through that ‘crushing’ phase.”

“Maybe I want to kiss you because it’s cold and about to be cuddle season.”

“I say this a lot, but, look, they’re not good enough for you.”

“You’re always wrapping your arms around me in lines.”

“I was listening to that love song, and you came to mind.  Weird, right?”

“You know this voucher only works for couples, right?”

“Are you implying that you want to kiss me?”

“Why are you looking at me like that?”

“You’re blushing so hard, all I did was say “I love you” in French.”

“I could get used to waking up next to you, actually.”

“Right… Well… I’m not sure how we ended up kissing like that…”

“I’m personally offended that you didn’t get me to be your fake date.”

“We would make a pretty good couple.”

“The date didn’t go well.  Yeah, she/he didn’t like how I kept mentioning all of our adventures.”

“How come I always end up calling you when I can’t fall asleep?”

“Sometimes i feel like i wanna make out with you is that a friend thing to do?”

she's my wife, for real

Salo out here playing checkers while Ambessa came straight from Game of Thrones LOL

she does look good in Lannister colors…

It's simply not working

Moody x reader

TW : none

Infos : sad and angsty lol, gn reader

I haven't posted in a while but you all can say that you to my ex for breaking my heart and inspiring to write that lol.

I hope you'll enjoy :))

You tried. You really tried. But you had to face the reality : it's not working.

Of course you loved him. With all your heart and soul. But it wasn't enough. You can't build a relationship only with love.

At first you made compromises. Accepting his paranoia, his constant vigilance. And you tried to communicate as best as you could. But he didn't tried. He was too stubborn to let you know how he felt. He got angry at you, to say sorry after. He rejected your affection only to ask for it when you were both alone. Of course it wasn't his fault. He never wanted to hurt you. But at the end of the day, he still did.

You could not stay the only one to build relationship, you could not cry anymore because of him. It had to stop.

Then one day, you sat on the bed next to him. And deep down he knew. That it was the end....

"I love you Alastor. But I can't let you hurt me no more... I tried to make this work... But it doesn't."

You were shaking while talking. You were looking at him, it was painful but necessary.

When he looked at you, you understood that he knew. How hurt you were, how he messed up.

"I know, love"

A few tears rolled down your cheeks.

"I love you Alastor. I really do... And I think that I'll always do. But right now... I can't. We can't.."

Alastor nodded before speaking. He wasn't crying but his voice was weak.

"I am sorry. I know I'm at fault for hurting you"

"It's not your fault. We didn't handle everything like we should have..."

He took your hand in his, small gesture of comfort.

"I never wanted to hurt you. I would've wanted to be the man you deserved. The only thing that ever mattered to me was your happiness but..."

His voice broke and he bite his lips. It was hard for the both of you. Feeling your soft skin with his hand was too much, almost hurtful, so he let go your hand.

"You made me happy. You really did. And maybe one day you'll make me happy again but... Right now it's impossible"

"I know love... I know.."

He couldn't think about something to say, or do. He wanted to make you stay, to beg, to cry. But Alastor wasn't a selfish man. Your wellbeing came first.

When you started to cry, his heart broke. But he didn't took you in his arms. How could he? He couldn't, knowing it was his fault. He couldn't make you stay. He couldn't live knowing that he made you miserable.

You got up quickly. You knew that if you stayed now, you'll never leave. And you'll continue to be miserable. You saw in eyes that he understood. He always did... Quickly you dried your tears and looked one last time at him. Of course, you'll see him again. But not like that. Not in his bed. You'll never kiss him again, hold him close. You'll have to forgot his touch, the feeling of his skin against yours... His vulnerable admissions of love late at night, his next to your ear, his hands in your hairs...

"Goodbye Alastor..."

"Goodbye, love"

And then you left. Just like that. A few steps and it was definitely the end. A few steps and the love of your life suddenly became just an acquaintance. Even when it has been bad sometimes... Some other times it has been so beautiful. So sweet...

But you faced the reality. It simply didn't work.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE (especially my mutus <33)