It's Simply Not Working

It's simply not working

Moody x reader

TW : none

Infos : sad and angsty lol, gn reader

I haven't posted in a while but you all can say that you to my ex for breaking my heart and inspiring to write that lol.

I hope you'll enjoy :))

You tried. You really tried. But you had to face the reality : it's not working.

Of course you loved him. With all your heart and soul. But it wasn't enough. You can't build a relationship only with love.

At first you made compromises. Accepting his paranoia, his constant vigilance. And you tried to communicate as best as you could. But he didn't tried. He was too stubborn to let you know how he felt. He got angry at you, to say sorry after. He rejected your affection only to ask for it when you were both alone. Of course it wasn't his fault. He never wanted to hurt you. But at the end of the day, he still did.

You could not stay the only one to build relationship, you could not cry anymore because of him. It had to stop.

Then one day, you sat on the bed next to him. And deep down he knew. That it was the end....

"I love you Alastor. But I can't let you hurt me no more... I tried to make this work... But it doesn't."

You were shaking while talking. You were looking at him, it was painful but necessary.

When he looked at you, you understood that he knew. How hurt you were, how he messed up.

"I know, love"

A few tears rolled down your cheeks.

"I love you Alastor. I really do... And I think that I'll always do. But right now... I can't. We can't.."

Alastor nodded before speaking. He wasn't crying but his voice was weak.

"I am sorry. I know I'm at fault for hurting you"

"It's not your fault. We didn't handle everything like we should have..."

He took your hand in his, small gesture of comfort.

"I never wanted to hurt you. I would've wanted to be the man you deserved. The only thing that ever mattered to me was your happiness but..."

His voice broke and he bite his lips. It was hard for the both of you. Feeling your soft skin with his hand was too much, almost hurtful, so he let go your hand.

"You made me happy. You really did. And maybe one day you'll make me happy again but... Right now it's impossible"

"I know love... I know.."

He couldn't think about something to say, or do. He wanted to make you stay, to beg, to cry. But Alastor wasn't a selfish man. Your wellbeing came first.

When you started to cry, his heart broke. But he didn't took you in his arms. How could he? He couldn't, knowing it was his fault. He couldn't make you stay. He couldn't live knowing that he made you miserable.

You got up quickly. You knew that if you stayed now, you'll never leave. And you'll continue to be miserable. You saw in eyes that he understood. He always did... Quickly you dried your tears and looked one last time at him. Of course, you'll see him again. But not like that. Not in his bed. You'll never kiss him again, hold him close. You'll have to forgot his touch, the feeling of his skin against yours... His vulnerable admissions of love late at night, his next to your ear, his hands in your hairs...

"Goodbye Alastor..."

"Goodbye, love"

And then you left. Just like that. A few steps and it was definitely the end. A few steps and the love of your life suddenly became just an acquaintance. Even when it has been bad sometimes... Some other times it has been so beautiful. So sweet...

But you faced the reality. It simply didn't work.

Imagine giving a head to Alastor Moody

!! I don't own HP and I don't support JKR !!

Infos : gn reader, fluff

TW: just sex lmao : MINORS DON'T READ

My sweet Alastor really needed it eheh

(my request are open <3)

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- Him being insecure at first. His skin was full of scars. Alastor was so self conscious that he wasn't an attractive man.

- He tried to keep your hands above your head, he didn't want you to feel his disgusting skin. But when Alastor heard you crying and beg to touch him, he couldn't resist and dropped your hands.

- Your kissed him harder as you feel his warm skin under your hands.

"My beautiful warrior..." You called him.

And Alastor nearly cried.

- You were under him and you ask to switch position. He agreed, thinking he was too heavy for you.

- But when you went down between his leg by gently kissing his body with a fascinated expression, he shivered. He've never imagined that someone would touch him with a visible pleasure.

- You released his erection and took him in your hand. His sigh of relief was all you needed to take the end in your mouth.

- He moaned. Having you, someone beautiful, on his bed was a thing. But you honored him with your mouth. You wanted him enough to do that without him asking for that (even though he would never have asked you).

- He shivered and moaned harder when you took the rest in your mouth.

"By Merlin... Oh love..!"

- He then let his head fall back as his brains went numb with no other thoughts than the delicious pleasure you were giving to him.

- During longs minutes, you made the greatest auror of the magic world shivering and whining. Not an easy thing.

- When he feel that he's close, he'll make you stop by gently pulling your hair. Alastor didn't wanted to make a mess or to get you dirty (he thinks that cumming in your mouth is dirty)

- You'll beg him for it, kissing and licking gently his cock. You wanted to give him the entire experience.

- Too stunned by how desperate you looked and the pleasure, he'll drop your hairs and let you take him back in your mouth.

- Alastor couldn't take his eyes of you and as the pleasure was increasing, he'll bite his lips and put a hand in your hairs.

- He tried to holding his orgasm but he failed at the moment that you looked up at him.

- He'll cum letting out something between a moan and a growl and shivered when he saw you swallowed.

- You went up to gently kiss him as he tried to catch his breath. He hugged you tight and thanked you for this gift. Because yes, he sees it as an amazing gift from you.

- And after he recovered from his emotions... Prepare yourself for the best night of your life because he'll will really reciprocate.

Hufflepuff traits are :

Loyalty : Moody is a loyal man. The bro went to TWO WAR for a man who is known for keeping things for him. He always stayed loyal tu Dumbledore and to the light side. Even when it literally destroyed his life, and physical and mental health.

Just : I think that justice is the thing that leads him go dedicate his whole life to help ppl

Hard-working : Do I have to explain this part ??

Patience : This one is tough but I think that his patience has decreased with the years

Fairness : The bro is an Auror. That's my fucking point

Some people argue with saying that Moody is a Gryffindor. But the traits are : daring, nerve, chivalry, courage, bravery and determination.

But that's doesn't match at all. He didn't dedicated his life to protect the magic world as an act of chivalry I think. But for helping people. I think his thoughts were utterly towards other people, and not about him bragging to "doing what's good" or looking cool.

So yeah. I love this hc (who's canon for me lol)

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