characters โ yandere! suguru geto x fem! reader
๐ต๐ธ โ implied ๐ณ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฆ/๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฏ, ๐ด/a, stalking, ๐ฆ๐น๐ต๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ, ๐ด๐ธ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ, ๐ด๐ญ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ค๐ฉ๐ข๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐จ, ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ช๐จ๐ช๐ฐ๐ถ๐ด ๐ช๐ฎ๐ข๐จ๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ ๐ข๐จ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ, ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฏ๐ข๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ๐ข, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ช๐ฏ ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฆ๐น๐ต๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ณ๐ฌ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต
Suguru Geto followed a strict schedule.
He would wake up in the foggy residuals of a rainy day, orange lighting of the bedroom highlighting his eyebags and scars. The familiar sting would ache for a bit, but he would quickly realize why heโd woken up in the first place, and all previous pain would leave instantaneously.ย
Tugging on his yukata, the man found himself in quite the good mood. He made some toast for himself, swiftly put his shoes on, and even had half the mind to make sure his hair looked good. An exhale, and Suguru had already left the house.ย
It wasnโt a long walk, but he enjoyed the scenery as he went along. Raven locks spilling down his back, he hummed a rather lively tune and made his way down the street.ย
Petrichor hung in the air. The ground was wet, grass dewey as the blades danced in tandem with windy weather. He ran a hand through his hair, tongue swiping over his lips as he looked up into the sky. Despite it being morn, the moon was still out. He wondered if planets collapsed easy like humans did. If Saturn was to reduce to dust because of itself, is she not the perfect depiction of human nature? Fleeting, it was. Nothing but.
He went from humming the tune to whistling, mood only getting better and better especially now that his destination was in sight. Today was the day. He was going to make his ultimate move, an action heโd been itching to complete for months now. What a great day indeed.
Suguruโs dark clothing easily shielded him as he came up on the house, cozy as ever. He maneuvered to the backyard, finding that same spot he had the perfect view from.ย
He leant back on his palms, tilting his gaze up and fully taking in the sight through the window.ย
The show began.
There she was. His pupils dilated, practically forming hearts. She seemed to be making breakfast for herself, singing along to some old love song. He wondered what that voice sounded like, since everytime he tried to catch a tuneโ Glass stood between them. He couldโve shattered it, but that would stop the sight altogether, wouldnโt it?
His [name] was something heโd cherish for eons to come. Suguru couldnโt focus on anything else but her, the one thing that granted him some kind of mental clarity. Heโd spent his whole life not getting a single thing he wanted, not knowing what or who he wasโ But with her? She was the only thing he wanted.ย
Which led to today. 8 months, 13 days, and 15 minutes โ Heโd stalked her for that long, becoming โfriendsโ, so it was only fair that today he actually made a move, right? Patience is a virtue not even the gods showcased, which meant he didnโt either.
God, everytime he came around heโd catch a different part of [name]โs life โ Her barely clothed body, her lazy days just laying on the couch, eating a meal, or even the barely occurring sleep.
The ravenette exhaled a shaky breath, really taking in every detail about his little beloved. From the way her baggy pajama pants and oversized shirt looked on her, to the way her lips formed all the words she sang โ The way her smile shone brighter than any light present, to the way her hands trembled lightly around the spatula โ He was in love.ย
[name] was pathetically adorable in a way he just had to protect and keep for himself. Suguru wanted her to erase all sin from his hand. He knew she could clean him completely, restore his purityโ If only she would just look at him. Almost frustratedly, Geto sighed.
He didnโt have to wait anymore. Working behind the scenes and making sure that slowly, slowly, she had no one else to rely on but him โ The sweet neighbor a few houses down. They were well acquainted to the point she was comfortable with him. A few nods and hums here and there to whatever he was talking about on his usual morning stroll, words exchanged over coffee sheโd offered, a simple serenade in the form of their idle โfriendshipโ.
Geto felt like [name] barely even glanced his way. He felt his fingers itch to pull at his hair, but decided against it. As stated before, today was the day he finally did something. Nothing was going to stop that. Not like anyone could anyway. Heโd carefully cut off all her loved ones from her life, either ending their lives completely or just giving them that littleโ Push.
It had been a rather awful day for [name] in general. Sheโd just had an awful fight with someone who wouldnโt even tell her what was wrong, her trust issues were the highest theyโd been in a while, and she couldnโt find her goddamn reading glasses. Fuck.ย
A hissed sigh fell from her lips, eyes shutting gently as her head fell back against the bedโs headboard. It was raining outside, today was going to be cozy and she was even going to finally take care of herselfโ But the argument just rubbed her off the wrong way. Now her mood was sour, her head hurt, and nobodyโ
The doorbell rang.
[name] wasnโt expecting anyone. She stood from her bed, trepidations both muted and rising. Making her way to the front door, opening โ It was safe to say she really didnโt expect who was on the other side.ย
โSuguru? What are you doing here?โ
โAhโโ He ran a hand through his slightly dampened locks, smiling gently. โI was taking a walk and decided to surprise you!....Were you surprised?โ
The girl couldnโt help but smile too, just relieved to have some company on such a downpoured day. โYeahโโ She laughed breathily, โYeah, I was. Come on inside.โ
Suguruโs smile didnโt falter as they took a seat on the couch, and the comfortable silence that ensued felt like complete, utter heaven. [name] finally took a deep breath, and the man finally decided to speak up.
โHow have you been? Iโm not trying to be rude, but you seem a little moreโฆ tired, if thatโs the word, today.โ He placed a hand on her back, rubbing little circles in an effort to let her be at peace.ย
โOhโ Iโm justโฆ Nah, I just had a pretty bad argument with my brother, if you can even call it that.โ Despite her reserved choice of words, something in her eyes shone, and whether it was tears or some other unspoken agony, her trembling bottom lip gave it away.ย
He hummed in response, tongue darting out to wet his lips. โDonโt feel obligated to hold back. Iโm here to listen, sweetheart.โย
[name] turned her face to look at him, really look at him โ And when she found not even a hint of deceit in his eyes, nor malice, the walls came tumbling down. She leant forward in her spot, putting her face in her hand and rubbing at her eyes to ease the fatigue at least a little.
โIโโ Her voice cracked so she gulped heavily, โ...My brotherโs deciding to cut all contact with me, called me a slut and everything over text, and just hung up. Now he wonโt answer my calls or texts and I donโt know whyโโ Her voice cracked again, echoing out into the walls. โI just donโt get it.โ
The ravenette man ran his free hand through his hair, humming again. [name] found the suffocating feeling almost as a comfort, from the circles rubbed onto her back to the warmth Suguru was producing, even the tragic connotation of the day โ Something had clicked back into place. What is born of the light cannot stray too far from it.
โI think itโs for the best.โ
Her head shot up, eyebrows furrowed. That wasnโt what she was expecting at all.
โAh, just let me explain,โ Suguru didnโt seem the least bit bothered by her surprise, โIf your brother left you high and dry for absolutely no reason, shouldnโt you do the same? Calling you a slut when you definitely arenโt, calling you an asshole for leaving him, cutting contact with you? If those arenโt extremes, I donโt know what is. And, heโs not even telling you why he did all of that. Why is it your responsibility to fix something you didnโt break, [name]?โ
The girl didnโt know how to answer that. The petty respite of her own morals felt miniscule compared to the argument Suguru put forth. She watched the way his eyes flicked from her own, to her nose, and back up again. She watched the way his pupils dilated a bit, vaguely remembering what that meant, but holding no care for it.
She just wanted to absolutely melt in someoneโs arms โ So, she did. Without a single word exchanged, [name] wrapped her arms around the man and buried her face in the crook of his shoulder.
She missed both the blush on his face, and the bloodied phone in his pocket, belonging to her brother.
Suguru stood from his place on the grass, brushing any extra blades off his clothes before stretching his arms out. It was time. Years upon years of neglect and complete disregard of his own wellbeing had built up, he was not going to let this go nowโ
The man blew out a puff of air, smile creeping onto his face with the nonchalance of someone who had done this millions of times. If he was the same in every universe, a question he often pondered, did that hold any meaning to his devotion to this woman?
He approached the glass sliding doors in front of him, which were technically the backdoors of the house. He knocked rather politely to keep to his memorized script. It was time to see if [name] would play her part well too.
The girl perked up at the noise, tilting her head adorably as she paused the music and came up to open the door. โOh! Suguru?โ Her nose scrunched up confusedly, but that clueless smile did nothing to quell the immediate fluster seeping into his heart. Plusโ Finally, finally, he could hear those little hums of hers. The little undertones, the way she weaved her notes only served to entice him further.
โHaha, I was just passing through and wanted to let you know that thereโs a crime watch going aroundโฆ Iโd recommend higher security.โ He offered the advice as kindly as can be, smiling still.
She gasped lightly, holding a light hand to her mouth as her eyebrows furrrowed in concern. โOh no, I had no clueโฆ Iโll definitely do that, thanks for the notice!โ [name] chuckled bashfully, rubbing her nape before making eye contact again. โActuallyโ I made breakfast, would you want to come inside and eat?โ
Ah, just as he had planned.ย
โI wouldnโt want to impose, but if youโre offering, sure!โ Another smile, another lighthearted chuckle, and Suguru made his way inside, shutting the door behind him.
[name] didnโt hear it lock with a soft snick.ย
As the pair helped themselves to the spread of pancakes, coffee, and some lovely cookies, they made pleasant small talk. The string had begun to tighten, and Suguru felt his hunger only grow to an insatiable amount. God, he knew everything about her, absolutely everythingโ Why couldnโt she see how much he could give herโ?
Things seemed to slow down a bit, finishing up breakfast and their conversation. Suguru knew this would be where he was supposed to say something about his leave, and, well, leave, but that wouldnโt be any fun. Instead, he resorted to just laying his eyes on the wonder in front of him, taking in the peace for a few more moments.
He knew what he was about to do was anything but keeping peace.
Suguru was adjacent to [name] at this point, so he leant over, casual as he placed his arm behind her head and nuzzling up close. She wouldnโt say anything about it, he knew that. He rubbed familiar circles on her shoulder, eyes dismissive as they ran down her frame.ย
[name] was the one to break the silence, seemingly made a little uncomfortable by it. โI, uhโ Did you have any plans for today, Suguru?โ She faked a stretch, really just trying to use the opportunity to scoot a little away from him, but his arm kept her firmly in place.
He answered nonchalantly, watching carefully as she tried again to lean forward and take a cookie into her mouth, not-so-subtly moving away too. His lips curled into a smirk, โNo, not really. I honestly just wanted to make sure my slut wasnโt back in contact with anyone I didnโt want her to.โ
The girl promptly choked on her food, coughing and standing up, eyes blown wide with terror. A hand shot out to her wrist, but her teary whimper still echoed. โWhatโ?!โ Not what she wanted to hear, not what she thought she would hearโ But preconceptions often fail us anyways. Pure, carnal fear rushed through her veins, legs stumbling to get awayโ
Suguru pulled [name] into his lap with ease, keeping her down no matter how she struggled. Nose buried into her neck along with his teeth, he chuckled lowly.
โShh, donโt cry sweetheart, pleaseโ I just wanna help you see what youโre not realizing.โ An uncomfortably gentle kiss placed under her jaw, hips grinding up into hers, โThis was bound to happen. We were meant to be.โ
The planets do fall as easily as humans. Jupiter crumbled into specks of dust, and amends couldnโt be made. Universal symphonies are mistaken for cacophanies, so what stops a kiss from morphing into a bite?
๐ฑ๐ญ๐ด๐ด๐ด๐ด ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฒ๐ถ๐ฆ๐ด๐ต๐ด ๐จ๐ถ๐บ๐ด ๐ช๐ฎ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐จ๐จ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ช ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฎ ๐ด๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ฎ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐จ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ด ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฐ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ด๐ต๐ถ๐ง๐ง ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐น !!! ๐ช ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฅ๐ฃ๐ข๐ค๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ฌ ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐ฆ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ช๐น ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ ๐ถ ๐จ๐ถ๐บ๐ด โ