Why Did I Do This To Myself - Blog Posts

Officially finished part 6 of the fic I’m writing…. It officially also has more words than the actual books I’m writing.

3226 words in one part I’m not okay someone help—

im just imagining - during the 20 year wait for Luffy, one of the strawhats get into a life-or-death scenario

and they wonder if they should just

let it happen - that this is the end of the road for them but arent mad about it because maybe luffys waiting for them. maybe after all this time, theyll see him again

and the others have to convince them to keep fighting and the only reason why they do is because of luffys words from a long long time ago

"you dont repay someone by dying"

You know, i wasn't really gonna show my OCs in tumblr, but since i had a realization while playing Mario and Luigi Brothership i had no choice other than to show them or i suffer having this idea in my brain forever

I didnt even meant for my ocs to be similar to Mario and Luigi, especially the red and green combo

These right here is Roxy the girl on the left and Ivan the boy on the right, and they're siblings but i decided to make them twins after the realization i had

Originally i made Roxy from inspiration on a music game about Rock, while Ivan is Plants vs Zombies

I decided to make them related because of their fun dynamic they have together with Ivan being the gentle & caring older brother despite his spikey look, and Roxy being the chaotic & outgoing younger sister

AND I MADE THESE TWO WHILE I WAS A YOUNG TEENAGER

I have my last final tomorrow and I’m so thankful because I need to finally start playing the games in my backlog. It’s actually so bad. Here’s the situation I’ve gotten myself into over the past 6 months:

I’m currently playing PMD EOS. I’m at chapter 19, and I intend to play through the postgame and special episodes still.

And here’s my current backlog:

Persona 3 Reload

Persona 4 Golden

Hades II

Baldur’s Gate III

Deadcells

Moonstone Island

Pokemon Super Mystery Dungeon

Paper Mario: The Thousand Year Door (when it releases on Switch)

And on top of all of this I will need to be playing Mario Kart regularly for my team. I’ve dug myself into a hole that seems almost impossible to get out of, and if I can even get through half of these this summer I’ll be happy.

I feel so fuckin stupid right now—

So, my sister whispered for me to something before I went to bed (she had to whisper it because my niece was sleeping) then she asked if I heard her and I nodded except I in fact didn't not hear her and my head hurts from me trying to understand what she told me to do, please help

Just accidentally flicked myself in the eye 😢

It's minor in the greater scheme of things but still that hurt.

The Favs Doc Fiasco

So, I have a doc titled “Favs Episodes” for the sole reason of listing when one of my favorites of a series appears, along with how prominent they were that episode. Ex: I did all of Shikamaru in Naruto and Naruto Shippuden (yes, every single episode I kinda scimmed through). HOWEVER, there is a slight problem. Cause you see I listed importance roles with the words ‘side character’ (SCH), ‘side cast’ (SC), ‘main cast’ (MC), and ‘main character’ (MCH). Now, just logically thinking, it is obvious for like changes in screen time. 

AGAIN HOWEVER, I took a short break between filling the doc out after doing TKA LA and I don’t remember the order. So I did the obvious one, with SC - SCH - MC - MCH for Bull. But then I looked back at TKA LA (which I did for xsq, ywz, and zxj) for xsq scenes and I’m like “huh, I feel like this is a more MCH role but I have it under MC” (and again there are opposites of areas where it is MCH but it feels more MC, along with areas where it feels right) and then I look through FMAB for Roy and I’m like “wait but that wouldn’t match up for what I have in FMAB” and I would check through Shikamaru but do you know how many fucking episodes it would take to find out because Naruto Shippuden is fucking long and yes I would only have to look through a couple, but I’d have to sit through multiple different versions of each four roles. And just looking it over now, zxj (who btw, I only caught him appearing in like nine fucking episodes [and by appearing I mean he’s somewhere in the scene]) appears in a certain episode that I would label SC but I have it under SCH. 

BUT ANOTHER PROBLEM IS THAT I’LL ALSO LABEL SOMETHING DIFFERENT FOR THE HECK OF IT.

Like character does something real funny or fucking awesome, fuck yeah let’s put it as MCH. So now I’m just trying to sort through this doc just to find out what order it is in. And honestly will probably go through Shikamaru bc that’s the first one I did and I wanna keep it consistent. (There’s also a huge ass chance that Naruto/Naruto Shippuden, FMAB, TKA LA, and Bull, all follow their own seperate listing of order)

Anyways so that’s my life update :).

Lol started jujutsu kaisen today but also finished jujutsu kaisen today

...but it was really good so I’m probably gonna watch the English dub cause everyone is telling me it’s funny

Ever since I woke up today I got pranked a bunch of times because, surprise surprise, its April fools and Im gullible, so very gullible...

So because it was April fools, I was gonna draw a quick silly doodle for fun as a joke but I got distracted and instead somehow got myself drawing THREE different ref sheets for my BB OCs, because I'm insane and I tricked myself into believing I can multitask three of them help