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[SEASON 5 OF BSD MENTIONED]

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WHAT THE FUCK???????

LIKE OK, SO I JUST FINISHED THE LAST SEASON AND WHAT

EHAT JUST HAPPENED?????????

LIKE DO I HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL THE NEXT SEASON OR IS THE MANGA ALREADY PAST THAT POINT?

WHAT DO I WATCH/READ IN THE MEANTIME???

AUGHHHHHH

(10/10 anime, would reccomend)

sad day

Okay I keep watching gifs of eli and he just looked so smug with himself like really I know I am always defending him but I just don't get it. I know hes hurt and stuff but I cant belive he actually said some shit like that to her. Elis always been my favorite character (and honestly my model boyfriend) despite his issues and disorder I have still loved him and I just..? it just really hurt when he looked at her like that cause that is how boys in real life look at girls when they don't care and eli is my idol hes supposed to treat people better and hes just a fictional character and I shouldn't be this upset about it and im sure he'll apologize next week I just I dunno ugh

So this is why my stories fail to appear fully written in front of me

I was thinking about how there’s no more tween idols or media anymore. like kids in the age of 11-14 being really obsessed with something marketed for them. we had miley cyrus, selena gomez, demi lovato, and the jonas brothers. there’s no tween pop music, no more songs about having fun with your friends or falling in love at the mall. everything that exists feels like content for adults. like I love doja cat but it is really weird to see 7 year olds singing along to “I heard from a friend of a friend that dick is a 10 out of 10” when I’m at work and the radio is on. like where is gen z’s “potential breakup song” or “dj got us falling in love” or “call me maybe”? then it hit me that “tween” doesn’t even exist anymore. right? like the internet has pressured pre-teens and teens to grow up fast, or at least try to look like it. it’s terrifying how the whole awkward phase has completely vanished. was everything like this when I was young or am I just out of touch?