Rant
I dunno if this is just a me thing but I would really like to know why I like this the way I do let alone at all. Not why as in; it’s a manifestation of trauma etc. But why as in; why did my brain choose vore of all things instead of something more normal. Something that would put mean I’d worry of every getting “found out” and trying to explain myself. I suspect that this is enhanced by my autism, so it doesn’t help.
Because surely that wasn’t the actual reason I like this thing, some factor that I might have had control over. I could list so many things but I can’t really test those things. So I’ll never get an answer that will be sufficient. This feeling has continued to exist despite my (successful) work on not seeing this as a bad thing and something that I shouldn’t be ashamed of.
Rant
One opinion that I’ve heard, does “slightly” pee me off; all vore is sexual. This feels like projection and is quite frankly a dumb premise. It’s like stating that all beach selfies are just porn, just because you, yourself, consume it as such. This itself is another rant. This is obviously false, they — not just beach selfies, but all “content” — are just an expression of author, artist etc. and focus on their feelings. Plus, I believe, through exposure, that there are no limits to human “creativity” in how they cope with problems, so why on earth does something that you find to be porn, mean that others enjoy it in the same way. It annoys me so much. although, saying that I hope they change their mind, since I delusion-ally believe in best in others.