Vent Rant - Blog Posts
My ears are ringing, our head hurts like we're being given a fucking lobotomy as we speak. I killing myself, why are we like this,why are we like this, why are we like this, RELEASE. ME. We're so blurry, I'm dying, let me outt IM KILLING MYSELF FOR FUCKS SAKES
Slowly coming to terms with the fact that I am physically incapable of doing anything anymore.
I physically am struggling to do so much as wake up and do simple mundane tasks like brushing my teeth, doing my hair and taking a fucking shower.
I’m debating on just saying fuck it and stop putting effort into my college work. It’s not like I’m going to pass anyways because no matter how hard I fucking try and push myself, I’m met with the same dead end results. I didn’t even want to go to college anyways. I’m only sticking around for the money, and I’m not sure if it’s even worth losing my sanity for.
What happened to me? I used to be such a good person and so happy and optimistic… if there even was a point that I was like that. Now I can’t even bother mustering up the energy to do so much as text someone or do something that I like, which is ironic because I’m the most self indulgent person I know.
Idk just… let me rest.. maybe for a million years and pray that no one will be alive by then so that I don’t have anymore responsibilities or worries to put up with… I’m so fucking tired.
