Until Im Not In Water Anymore Im Just Sinking Though Space And Time And Everything Is Dark And Quiet And I Csnt Think Or Move And Maybe Ive - Blog Posts

knowing im going to die... like something hunting me or im cursed then drowning or being devoured also being raped and being told if i dont participate they will.make sure i get pregant and have to carry it to term my teeth out and thera something side of me that shouldnt be there so i have to claw it out so im peeling of my skin and then im losing everything i am until im.skin and bones and im trying to fix my hair but its not eorking so im pulling it out also tied to the drowing sometimes i dont drown i just fall forver until im not in water anymore im just sinking though space and time and everything is dark and quiet and i csnt think or move and maybe ive woken up and am in bed but im stuck in my own head again like when the shit went down with my mum and im never going to escape