Tw Ana Rant - Blog Posts
I figured out I needed smaller gws instead of one ugw so here they are:
đŻgw1 : 53 (before I got bUrnt out)
đťgw2 : 50 (the w3ight I was supposed to maintain)
đgw3 : 47 (l0west he4lthy w3ight)
âď¸UGW: 45 (goal)
tikt0k giving me the me4nsp° I missed on tumblr>>>> âď¸
finally made it into 3dtok you guys đŞâď¸
maybe I should try those online di3ts over a week or two so at least I'm not entirely wasting my time not actively loosing âď¸
I admire b!itches with an0r3r!@ athl3t1c4 cuz wdym you have the strength and motivation to manage both your restr!cti0n results and your gym results âď¸
do you ever look at your mutuals and start being proud of them ? or is it just me ? âď¸
i bought new jeans and they make my legs look so much skinnier âď¸
update me on your progress, your goals, I wanna see how my mutuals/followers are doing :)) âď¸
there's this girl in my class who's so th!n when i saw her for the first time i thought "an4" and it turned out her name is anna âď¸
Iâm leaving for Europe in 5 week and Iâve got a crazy plan to lose 25 pounds within that time. Iâm gonna try my absolute hardest to work at this!! Iâm gonna update yâall rn Iâm at 145.2lbs and Iâm update this every Wednesday.
Thinspo
March absolutely sucked. Praying for an angelic Ana April.
(Wishing you all one as well)
Hell yeah!!
I donât drink, I donât smoke, all I have is caffeine.
My current affirmation^
Between 500-600 not the worst day but could have been better if I didnât have to eat dinner.đ
Im embarrassed to say that I didnât fast today.đ
Spent the day with my mom since I didnât go to school, and we ended up going out to eat. I ate just below my maintenance calories. This is not ideal, but Iâm proud I didnât go overboard or anything. It sucks to be so close to my maintenance though. But at least it helped with the massive headache.
I hate boys almost as much as I hate food!
(He got a new gf)
Day two has passed!𼳠2/5 fast
Anyone else find the bruising to be oddly encouraging?
Sacrifice now, thrive later.
(Not my photo)
TW RANT AB MY MOM
Ik I might sound crazy but I want my mom to worry. I want her to feel bad for not realizing the pain I was going through, how bad Iâve been getting. I want her to know that every time she ever said something about me being a bad person it didnât just affect her, but me too. She thinks that itâs all about her because of her addiction, but I want her to know that she isnât the only one with problems. She is always going on about her stuff, how much her recovery has changed her, donât get me wrong Iâm really proud of her but itâs like since she has recovered she hates me sm, like whenever she was drinking she would tell me how much she loved me, how special I was, but now that sheâs been recovered she canât even speak without saying something remotely rude about my existence. I want to be the girl she thought I was. I think that If I get bad enough she will start to worry and maybe care again? Idk Iâm crazy but whoever made it this far, thanks for listening.
Real question, who was the targeted audience of Super Size vs Super Skinny if not anorexics? That is the most triggering tv series ever.
My cheeks litteraly ruin my face, I need to be better at this
Did so good at the gym and only ate 200 c@ls today âĽď¸
Sophie is my favorite th!nspø
I have an event to go to in a little less than a month. F@sting every other day for the next 20 days just to be able to enjoy it đđ
omfg, im skipping class and hiding in the bathroom and i can hear another girl doing the same. so its super quiet, and my fucking stomach growls SO LOUD and i just hear the rustling stop from the other girl.
anyone got a shovel? imma just start digging my grave
TW 3d
winter uniform is back, you know what what means... hiding in jumpers and stockings so you can st@rve without anyone realising and shocking everyone in a few months :))