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Why Women Cheat: 21 Surprising Reasons You Didn’t Expect
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21 Surprising Reasons Women Cheat in Relationships
21 Reasons Women Cheat: The Ultimate Guide
21 Reasons Women Cheat That Will Shock You
21 Hidden Motivations Behind Why Women Cheat
Why Women Cheat: 21 Surprising Reasons You Didn’t Expect
21 Shocking Reasons Women Cheat and How to Spot Them
21 Reasons Women Cheat: The Ultimate Guide
Why Women Cheat: 21 Surprising Reasons You Didn’t Expect
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The Psychology of Why Women Cheat: 21 Key Insights
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You discover that you have control over a certain thing, as determined by spinning this wheel. We're talking full-on magical girl/superhero/supervillain/your label of choice control.
Love at first sight
Tw: A few swear words (fucked up etc) but it's nothing intimate just a few curses people say when they're angry.
Love at first sight was something he didn't believe in, something he didn't want to believe in. Yet, life seemed to have other plans since he'd seen you.
He wouldn't deny how incredibly cliché it sounded if he ever dared say it out loud. But, he was so madly captivated by you that it was outright stupid.
He felt like a goddamn fool but he had to admit it, it was love at first fucking sight. The way you spoke, the way you looked, the way you acted, everything was just so pretty.
He didn't even notice it at first, the way you consumed his thoughts, living in his mind rent-free. His mind always seemed to wander off, memories of what you did today replaying in his mind. The things you told him, the things he overheard you saying to your friends, and even the songs you were humming. He remembered everything, no matter how much he wanted to focus elsewhere.
He wouldn't deny how annoying it was, the way you could entrance him so easily. His face would flush red whenever he saw you smile, elated when he got to sit anywhere near you, yet so incredibly nervous too.
It wasn't even funny looking at how oblivious you were, unknowingly making him act like a madman who's lovesick for you. He would say he hated it, yet how how could he?
After all, you were just so endearing that even looking at you from afar felt like a prize. And when he got to speak to you, there was no doubt that he was over the goddamn moon.
Still, his words would play so smoothly in his mind, a small cough before he spoke, mentally rehearsing what he was going to say. Yet, for some reason he was never satisfied because his words came out so idiotically. They were either too rough, mean, or simply rude. It was either him speaking arrogantly not that he meant to or he was stuttering mess, one who fumbled his words over and over again.
Yet, he would obviously never let you know that he fucked up his words, no matter how rude or dumb they sounded. He wouldn't admit how much of a loser he was, especially because you didn't seem to notice, smiling like usual. No, he wouldn't mess up a chance with you, but that didn't mean he wouldn't be a flustered mess after stuttering.
Still, he hoped you thought about him as he thought about you. He craved you so much, so mindlessly. He wanted you to be the same as him, for you to be down bad.
He'd never let you know, but he wanted your thoughts to be consumed by him, for you to constantly day-dream about him. He wanted him to be a distraction in your life, he wanted you to experience how annoying you were.
He wanted you to experience his love for you.
"Love at first sight"
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I feel like I realate to Virgil the most, he sounds like how I think about a lot of situations. But I don't have anxiety I'm just an overthinker.
Maybe I’ll change my ao3 name soon…. It’s the only one that isn’t diva_drive but then again what if ppl find my fics and then judge me for writing them……….
…….i don’t rlly care anymore so.
The flow of my thoughts
Well, well, well guys, I regularly read many different theories abou Antisepticeye and I have to say, that it’s incredibly fun and exciting reading. 😉 I really love the wonderful ideas, which people have, but at the same time I’m surprised by one thing. 😃 I read one interesting theory, which deals with how Anti behaved in the videos Say goodbye, Always watching and Kill Jacksepticeye|Bio Inc Redemption 😉 Yes, in the last video where Anti appeared, he behaved quite differently from the previous two. 😉 He was pretty angry and furious, he was yelling at us that he is eternal, that nothing get rid of him and he repeated that he’s in control. He also indicated that he disagreed with the fact that some people mocking him by the name “glitch bitch” 😃 Well the author of the theory thinks that Anti is scared. 😃 I don’t know maybe he is, maybe he isn’t. 😉 Who knows what we can trust and what Anti is planning to do. 😃😃😃 But I’m really surprised by the attitude of some people in the community. 😉 Damn it guys, don’t get me wrong, but if you want to fight against someone in the first place, you need to know who you are facing. 😂😂😂 Don’t forget that we know almost nothing about Anti. 😉 Almost everything is just a guess, so we don’t know if it’s true or not. 😉 So guys give a little care what you say, because you never know when it can turn against you. 😉 And what do you think about it? 😃 @therealjacksepticeye
"Not sorry."
Genzou would watch as blood pours out of Iggy’s earlobes and eyelids. He continued to struggle against the two rabbit guards' grip.
“I’M SORRY!! ORLAM, STOP!! PLEASE STOP, I’M SORRY!!!” Genzou loudly begged as tears continued to stream down his cheeks. He could hear the two guards holding him, chuckling underneath their breath. He watches as the life in Iggy’s blood stained eyes faded away.
Genzou's struggles came to a pause as he looked at Iggy’s limp and motionless form. He couldn’t be…
He watches the ginger haired king release the motionless form of his white haired friend…his partner’s body slumped over as it was the chains that were stopping his body from falling onto the dirty ground.
“Iggs?..” Genzou quietly called out with a shaky voice. His usual cockiness was completely gone, broken, as he looked at the body in front of him.
“Iggy!?” Genzou called out once more but louder this time. He didn’t even notice his body trembling as he continued to look at the body of the man he was supposed to protect. The man he was supposed to love. The man he was supposed to hold every single night.
His thoughts were interrupted by a loud bark of laughter coming from the King of the land. Slowly, Genzou lifted up his head and looked up at Orlam. He never felt so much hatred against Orlam until now. Orlam looks down at the teary mess that Genzou had become.
“What’s the matter, Gennyzou? No more witty comments?” Orlam ‘playfully’ pinched Genzou’s cheek with a victorious grin. Genzou grimaced by Orlam’s touch as his gaze lays upon Iggy’s body once more. Just by looking at the once live body of the man he loves, faint memories of both past and present, the moments from last night left an ache in his heart…
How he held Iggy close to his body as they slept through the night.
His first kiss with the man he loved and had a crush on since High school...
The warmth he felt with Iggy close to him…
What a fucking moron. A shitty moron is what he is. An self-centred asshole who should've been the one to get tortured, to get killed . Not Iggy.
He was supposed to protect Iggy. What kind of person wouldn’t protect their partner? What kind of asshole leaves them vulnerable?
I’m sorry…
Genzou quietly apologised as he continued to look at the pale, bloody burnt body of his white haired partner.
I’m so fucking sorry, Iggy…
Silence filled the area. That was until Orlam let out a small chuckle. He roughly grabbed both of Genzou’s cheeks and forced him to look up at him once more.
“Tell me, Genzou,”
Orlam trailed off for a brief moment as he mockingly wiped away the tears coming out of Genzou’s eyes.
“Are you still sorry?”
[ Fractured Loop #1: Poor Genzou should’ve been genuine to Orlam, should've been nicer. Oh well, at least Iggy isn't suffering anymore. Sadly, Genzou suffered a slow death as Orlam made sure his death was slow and painful. To remind Genzou of the pain he had made Orlam go through. It would be a lie if one say that Genzou died peacefully.]
Note: Idk y I wrote this. maybe because I have 2 tests this week. wish me luck UnU,
Letting go
I am letting go
It feels like I’m burning alive and being frozen at the same time
Withdrawal
Sadness sitting in my bones
Memories flooding my brain
But I need to let go
No one should ever be able to hurt me like that and still get my love
Not anymore
I need to move on
Even though I can only think about the good times we had
and it is breaking me in ways I can’t seem to explain
I need to let you go
Because all you did to me
Would be enough to break ten peoples hearts
And still
You managed to do all that to a single one
My one
My still deeply in love one
Maybe we will meet again in another life and our souls will have learned enough to finally make it work
But for now
Please let me let you go
~ honestlywhatfor ~
Wonders
Lilac skies
Fading into snow sprinkled mountains
Soft winds
Making their way up the valley
The smell after rain
Blessing my lungs as I slowly breathe
In the middle of nowhere
As if I were the only person on this planet
And as I am standing here
Admiring the world we live in
Finding beauty in every single piece of nature
Surrounded by countless little wonders
All I can think about
Is you
~ honestlywhatfor ~