Thoughts - Blog Posts

why oh why is my heart possessive?

how come i hate myself, yet i love u for being so much like me?

the key to solve ur problems is the same that brought the problems.

can we take a long ride?

& never arrive anywhere

my meditation is in not having a destination.

one’s bloom is another’s doom

who awakened my anger

who condemned it

and turned it into sadness

hated the sadness,

turned it into wrath

just an infp crustacean, tryna get a harder shell

the hate in his heart is just an indication for how loving he can be

i love how they tell me i should not be daydreaming all the time

but once i am in my room,, surrounded by all the posters of videogames&animes i love i cannot stop thinking about the „real“ world, about things ppl told me

no reason to hate since we all kinda relate

they laugh, if u dont know enough

they kill, if u know too much

actually if someones got a problem w me, its his problem.

why do i make it my own?

nobody fights fire with fire

some use oil, others water

i love fall season sm.

i was just food for her ego.

so i made sure she starved

we live in a society where obnoxiousnes is covered in smiles, rudeness in less rude words, bad intentions in the usage of nice words and lies

talking is a waste of air if u dont have anything interesting to say

some days going out heals,

some days it drains

socialization is the problem & the solution

cowardice (2)

it's not you now, its something else

it's easier to love

a vesicle for influence,

torpid machine of thought

and its better this way, it doesn’t hurt

when someone hurts something you’re not

but when the colors blur,

it always comes to end

in the darkness of the bedroom,

in the darkness of your head

when you close your eyes to sleep

when there’s noone there to tell you

a part of you, the one thats you,

always, it will know:

the truth is the lump in your throat,

the truth is in dexterous hand

the truth is in a crooked smile,

pointing to the sand

they taught you to hate yourself,

but what you should hate is them

we were borne from the lake,

to the lake we meet our end

the mirror was not meant to be

neither silver nor black facade

something we weren’t meant to see,

wan face reflected back

it's your fingertips on petals,

it's your toes in the grass

it's your lungful of fresh air,

even if it is your last

you wish to fulfill potential,

you wish that you were tough

don’t weep nor mourn what cannot be

you always were enough

Finding myself doing nothing but reblog-ging blogs here on tumblr makes me question my originality .. why am not creating anything, is my talent just to empathize and relate to poetries and prompts? how will i start writing from deep within my soul when I can’t even form an opinion without the influence of what others think. I am always so deep in my thoughts but how come it’s so difficult to express the things I think about in magnificent words like the other. Whenever i try to write something .. i feel like it’s so plagiarized. Maybe writing isn’t for me, wanted to be a girl blogger writing essays and long-form journals about the things that interests me but i guess sometimes giving up is an option

HTTYD 3 Theory

OK HEAR ME OUT:

We all know the Light Fury is a potential mate for Toothless and all the 'Hiccup-teaches-Toothless-to-flirt' thing will happen, but what he doesn't have to because of Grimdel.

Maybe he force the Light Fury to lure Toothless away from Hiccup. He did this so he can repopulate the species but have them to himself, to have an army of Night and Light Furies attack on his command.

And that's when Hiccup and the gang comes in, we still have those Hiccstrid moments and other ones, they will help Toothless AND the Light Fury out of Grimdel grasp.

*EPIC BATTLE SCENES*

And the final part is when Toothless make his decision if he wants to stay with Hiccup or with Light. And he did make his decision, by convincing the Light Fury to stat with them. If she agreed that's a win win; If not... then... booo😂😂 BUT THAT'S JUST A THEORY...

A FILM THEORY

Oh and maybe there will be a wedding or proposal of Hiccstrid, I hope...

DILUC BIRTHDAY ART DROPPED OH MY GOD

FUCKKKK MAN

THANKS SO MUCH

i wish i could make polls on here im having a hard time thinking what to write next

Itto wit a black m! reader ‼️

teaching him how to braid because every time you fuck he ends up tugging em so hard they come out

(you don’t have to answer this if you don’t want to, but I saw the post about you wanting to write for black reader :))

OH MY GOD NONNIE M GONNA FUCKING KISS YOU /SRS

New headcanon idc idc. Itto’s so bad a braiding too, but he always gets so happy when he ‘fixes’ them after sex so you just let him be happy for like an hour or two before you fix what he did <3

Nonnie you are a fucking BLESSING. M gonna make a fic on this gah dayum.

LOOK WHAT MY BF GOT ME

he’s so small & stupid

ZHONGLI BIRTHDAY ART

AETHER IS SO CUTE HERE

i find the most vile fics at 2 am

all the comments on my works make me smile so hard i love y’all so MUCH

WAAAAAAA ITTOS CHARACTER TEASER I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I OVE HIM I LOVEG HIM SO MUCHHH

not genshin related but i haven’t seen inside job once, and i probably will never watch it; however,

i would do plenty of things to brett