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// vent-ish, explanation on why I’ve been gone

hey guys, i know i’m not usually the kind of person to sound so serious. i know i’m bubbly and happy and all but. i think it’s time i told you guys on here what’s been going on and why i haven’t been posting because you all deserve an explanation.

for starters; high school. hey so this was supposed to be my year, right? the one year I have peace in my life for once? the one year i actually feel good about myself? no.

number one; i have this ex friend of mine (yes i have exes ALREADY) who gets pissed off because i hang out with this boy i like. not only that; she genuinely just has a problem with me because i’m, well, me. it’s upsetting but oh well

number two; algebra. do NOT get me started on algebra class. one the teacher is annoying and constantly yaps and explains math in ways i legit cannot understand . two, i have a D in this class as of writing this post. i did some work and some tests again so she has yet to regrade it.

number three; my major. you see, this is an art school and i’m a visual arts major. you might think drawing for homework is easy, but ohhhh no it is NOT. the moment i got a C on my kitchen drawing i had a mental breakdown in the bathroom because of the massive pressure.

because of high school i have lost my will to draw entirely and can only come up with ideas if i’m lucky. i ran out of medicine so i might seem less. not weird. i don’t know. teening is hard. really fucking hard. i love having freedom but the pressure is upsetting me. i have no will to do anything. i’m seasonally depressed again. i hate myself so much right now. and i feel like everyone hates me too.

TLDR; i’m mentally unwell due to high school and will be taking an indefinite hiatus

also because you read to the end here’s a treat: hoco posters!!