Forgiveness
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I just finished my other fic yesterday and I'm already making another one👀
This is gonna be a continuation of my last fanfic "Late night swim" so please read the first part first!
Content under the cut!
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Notes: Legend x reader; Non-binary reader; fluff; kiss; Legend being cute; reader is taller;
Ever since you and Legend have been caught, Legend has distanced himself from you even more, which left you as a total wreck. It looks like the others might even feel bad for you two.
It's been a few days ever since that happened, and it seems like he will avoid you for the rest of your life.
You were sitting on a fallen tree all alone, looking like a wet dog, as the others were building up their next camp when Twilight approached you and sat down next to you on the fallen tree. Both of you were silent for a moment before he started to speak in a soft tone.
"Hey, uhm... Sorry, I think I might've ruined ya moment back at the lake."
Twi let's out an awkward chuckle but soon stops as he sees your gloomy expression.
"It's okay..."
You answer quietly, but you know he doesn't believe you one second.
"I'm truly sorry. I didn't think it would end up being so bad. I should've known his reaction wouldn't go so well." he tries to apologize.
"I said it's okay. You didn't know it would turn out like this."
Twilight then lets out a guilty sigh and stands up to help the others.
You soon spot Legend sitting somewhere in the forrest all alone, as always. You contemplate for a while if you should go there or not, but then you decide against it.
Everyone was dead silent while eating Wild's cooked dinner. Maybe because they were all having a bad day, maybe because Twilight caught you and Legend swimming togheter naked. You're not sure.
It was getting kind of boring sitting in silence this whole time, but everyone went to sleep soon, except for two people.
You and Legend were still lying awake, lying as far apart as possible, but why? What did you do to make him so upset? Or does he think you're just embarrassed?
After a while of just laying awake doing nothing, you get yourself together and trust your gut. You need to talk to him.
No, you need him.
Taking a deep breath, you stand up and start to quietly make your way over to Legend. It felt worse than you thought, walking to the person that avoids you at any cost while it's freezing cold.
You eventually sit down next to him, wanting to say something, but nothing comes out of your mouth. Legend just stays still, contemplating if he should say something, but you catch him looking at you quite a few times. Looks like he's trying to say something, his face having a red tint from the cold, which just makes him look even cuter.
After what felt like hours of silence, he sits up and tries not to look at you as you two sit next to each other.
"Hey, uhm... I'm sorry. I might've gone too far last time.."
You try to start the conversation. Legend just gives you a confused look mixed with surprise.
"What?"
"I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable back at the lake." You try to explain again.
"Why? I'm the one who did it first." He states as he turns to face you. He seems to be a bit nervous.
"Well, I guess thats true, but... Why did you avoid me?" You ask quietly, hoping to get an answer. He doesn't respond.
But after a while of awkward silence, he asks something that most people can't answer.
"What are we?"
That question felt like a punch to the gut. What are you supposed to say?
"... I don't know."
You felt somewhat guilty for not being able to give him an answer. He already looks so troubled. The both of you fall into silence yet again.
Legend decided to get himself together and just say it.
"Would it be weird if I told you that I love you?"
This situation was just getting worse. Or better, maybe?
"... To be honest. It's not even that bad." You respond as you try to make sense of what's going on.
"Well... I love you. I don't know why."
You felt your heart speeding up rapidly. Was this an actual confession? Or was he just playing tricks on you?
"... And?" Legend asks you hesitantly, his voice quivering a little.
"Do you really love me, or are you just trying to make me feel better?"
Your question has somewhat upset him.
"You think I'm lying?" He sounds offended by your question.
Why is it so hard to do this?
You both fall into silence once again, guilt painting all over your face.
"I'm sorry."
"You need to stop apologizing." He's right, but it's just who you are, always taking the blame for everything.
"But I really should. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to upset you."
This just gets more and more awkward. You didn't want it to turn out like this.
"Do you love me, [Name]?" He asks into the silence, but you can see him steal a glance at you.
"I... I do. But I'm really not worth it." You tell yourself, but Legend immediately corrects you.
"You are worth it. You just don't believe in yourself, like me."
Both of you fall silent again. Shocker, huh?
You stare off into the distance before feeling something weighing down your shoulder. You look at what's causing it and see Legends head resting on your shoulder.
It makes you smile, just seeing him get closer to you again.
Legend feels someone's eyes on him and looks up at you, making the both of you blush and look away.
"What?" He finally asks you and looks back up at you, a bit nervous what your reaction might be. But it still seems like he just can't take his eyes off for you.
"Nothing." You say and turn your head to face forward again.
"Please stay like this."
As you wished, both of you stayed like this, sitting together while leaning against each other.
You feel his hand creeping onto yours before you decide to interlock your fingers with each other. It gives you a warm and welcoming feeling, something you've always wanted.
And before you know it, both of you are sleeping soundly, cuddling next to each other.
You feel the morning sun shine down on you through the leaves. But that's not what wakes you up. It's the faint giggling of some people.
Your eyes flutter open before you're met with a few pairs of eyes, all giggling and smiling.
You're still processing what's happening as you feel Legend moving next to you.
His eyes open. It takes him a moment to wake up properly before he realizes what's going on and just freezes for a good second before his face becomes tomato red.
"Uhh... Just shut up!"
He stumbles upon his words as the others try to hold back their laughter.
"Alright, alright, you lovebirds. Breakfast is ready in 20."
Wild speaks up before walking back over to his cooking pot.
The small crowd around you two slowly dissolves, leaving you and Legend alone. After a few seconds of sitting together in silence, he sits up properly and shifts away from you, creating a small space in between.
It makes you sad, seeing how much he avoids showing love when others are around. Well, you don't really like PDA either, but a little bit of affection won't hurt.
You get up and just look at him for a moment, contemplating if you should go through with your plan or not.
Legend looks up as he notices you moving. He was just about to ask what you're doing before you just throw yourself on him, making him grunt on the impact of your body squishing his.
You know he was annoyed for you just falling onto him, but he still felt a bit flustered at the close proximity.
"What are you doing?"
Legend says in a bit of an exaggerated tone while you make yourself comfortable on his lap, feeling quite giddy from just this interaction.
You shift your position a bit to get comfortable and look up at him with a smirk.
"You don't mind, do you?"
"... No."
It made you happy, filling you with a new sense of energy, knowing you just made him blush and even admit to like your shenanigans.
Without thinking properly, you lean towards him and give him a kiss square on the lips, making him flinch just a little from your sudden boldness.
"W-what was that for..?"
It was the first time you've ever heard him stutter, let alone be the cause of it. You have no clue how you pulled out so much energy just from a simple morning waking up next to him. You just smile at him like a little kid without ever giving him an answer, leaving him confused and curious.
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AHH OMG IM FINALLY DONE🥳🥳
This has been in my drafts forever and now I finally decided to finish it!
I don't really have much to say except thank you for reading this!
I hope it wasn't to cringe for you all.
Bye Bye!